... at pretending that I'm okay.
The fact that one day I'll find the opportunity to get a revenge. and the fact that it stays in my freakin head.
"Please don't. Don't it it!" said the nicer part of me.
.. and when the time comes, the evil part of me will take over automatically.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
When I was a kid, I never bothered what future holds for me. What could wait for me. This actually continue until I end my form 5, before I get my placement in UiTM Johor, getting course that I never heard of.
Going to university seems a normal thing to do, but a place I could see people with vision and have planned their future and how to get there. I always wasn't that person. When I was a kid, I even thought that I won't live that long to see what future is. Meeting with people and mingling seriously where they told what are the vision and future is, I realised that I can be whatever I wanted if I work for it.
Later on, I started to fell in love with the subject and knowledge. Furthering my degree and actually finishing it. Growing up from diploma to degree, I have this vision of mine that I want to achieve. When people asks what I wanted to do, I have few of them. Few of paths that I could take.
Graduating, this unemployment phase, searching for a job is very hard, especially what I wanted. I took up a selling license and got a job offer. Another financial institution. It is not a glamorous job. Still in sales. Which I would never take it seriously at first. When I met other candidates and the employee. Shows that this may be my platform to see how I cope with everything. It may not be my ideal job. Thinking what are my career goals, I started to see what I might be in the future.
and it was my initial career path that I wanted. Hope this would be the best and I always know that everything happen for a reason. I always discover myself. and I really think I could handle the pressure. :) I'm a very weird person. and I told the interviewer that my future colleague could see me crying probably once a month. bhahaha.
Till then, see ya later. :)