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Day 60

2012-02-09T11:52:00.001+08:00

cuti malas nak update, hari ni update sebab.. err.. terpaksa. bhahaha! tak la. tak la. memang nak kene update pun :P

today is day 60 (kalau nak dari kenal dah masuk setahun :D)

macam tak caya, this actually works! within that days, banyak gila benda berlalu. tears and laughter. but seriously?! banyak sangat. even one day pun banyak ni kan in 60days.

Macam biasa, I'll think negatively in every view. hahaha! but to found a person that really understands you, accept you the way you are. This must be another dream! mana mungkin weyh! to be realistic, how long? for how long?! ok. post ni bukan geli-geli pun sepatutnya. hahaha.

to you :D

counting days to infinity and beyond! :P

oh. hari ni result keluar (T_T)
Doakan yang terbaik untuk saya (T__T)

Angel

2012-02-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

kan dah kata. bila dah cuti tak update sangat blog ni. tak tau nak update ape!

secara jujurnya, anda boleh jadi siapa sahaja anda mahu. sama ada ada orang menerima anda seadanya atau tidak.

tu je. dah taktau nak update ape. bye! bhahahaa!

Terbiasa.

2012-01-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

Saya jenis senang terbiasa dengan sesuatu.

Bila dah terbiasa lepas tu jadi tak biasa.

Pada masa tertentu, saya akan jadi biasa.

Sama ada benda baik atau tidak.

Saya boleh terbiasa.

Dan ada masanya, saya rasa ini adalah bodoh.

dan saya perlu belajar untuk membiasakan diri.

dan saya akan bersungguh untuk membiasakan diri.

apa yang saya perkatakan ini? entah.

tapi ini sahaja yang keluar dari minda ini.

Saya dan ego.

It's time

2012-01-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha! it's time to upload pictures and put caption below it! :D

ye. gambar kabur. saje tunjuk baju raya :P

First Chinese New Year :D

Err.. rasanya mama tak kasi cerita dekat blog. For those who knows me, nak tau cerita, call la :D

lulu si kucing gedik. dia sangat suka bermain! comel gila! geram! geram! ini adalah aktiviti memancing kucing :D

Ini tadi tolong mama buat begedil. hahaa! buat bentuk love tu saya punya, yang star tu adik punye :D

Tadi keluar dengan kak nisa! lama gila tak jumpa! :D

Inilah KL! (T_T) Jam je memanjang dah budak budak dekat sini sangat menakutkan. (T_T)

Luka! :D tersepit dekat payung. berdarah kuar banyak! :D

pastu terhantuk kepala. pastu ada orang langgar. oh yeah. best betul.

So, tu je kot. hahaha! nak tulis ape je lagi?
tiap-tiap hari pun tengok cerita dekat laptop. :D

blum start tanggungjawab sebagai anak untuk mengemas rumah. nanti bila adik balik UM lah. saya tukar cadar ye. :D

oh. rasanya tak payah un-pack kot. cuti kejap jeeeeee!! (T__T)

Sundays at Tiffanys

2012-01-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

Tengok muvie adik kasi.

Quote from the story;

I'm dying
No you are not dying, it just a broken heart,
but why it hurts so much?
It just means that you are human,

Well, literally it hurts so bad like your dying. It's true though.

Comelnya cerita ni!
lelaki dia pun comel and hot! :D
and yes I cried. I always cried watching these stories.
and I still wonder if I do have imaginary friend :D

words

2012-01-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

this entry will full of words (I guess)

so, this year we are celebrating Chinese New Year. It was fun and very joyful day :D

I'll upload the picture later.

the real thing I really want to say here is. The moment I felt that I'm so stupid for being "stupid".. I'll try hard to not be stupid. Probably I won't understand what the heck I'm talking neither do anyone of you. I'm a person full of ego. and yes. I'm being stupid. very stupid. err.. how would I say? I don't know. Need to find someone who really really understands me and have the same problem as mine.

I learn mistakes from others. I really take lesson from others' actions and consequences as part of my lesson. but this time, I think that I'll fall with the same mistake again and again. Even how hurt it would be, I'll still will do it again and again. Yes. That is really stupid. I don't know why. but I am really that stupid. Weird enough.

well, I don't have any words to express any more. So, here. My entry. Very raw entry indeed.

Nite Nite :D

ps: I'm addicted to "A" word that you always said to me. =.=''

Bukit Tinggi

2012-01-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

Entry kali ni penuh dengan gambar! :D

Semalam pegi bukit tinggi. Ada gambar pemandangan je. :D

oh! yeah! awan :D

ini waktu hujan. petang tu hujan. sejuk je. err.. duduk dalam air-cond. kira sejuk kan?!

Pagi-pagi :D

duduk situ satu malam sebab bapakku kata dia takmau dengar bunyi mercun-mercun. So, lari ke bukit tinggi. tak buat pape pun, tengok TV dan makan je.. hahahaa! pastu tdo. borak-borak. :D

Ini new addition to the family. nama dia lulu/puteri/nyiao. hahahaa! saya panggil dia lulu. adik saya panggil dia nyiao. orang lain panggil dia puteri. yuck. hahahaa! geli kan? dia sangat hyper dan sangat hyper! tak manja sangat pun. tapi COMEL! dan gila! ahhahaa!

She is wishing everyone;

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

ps: I'm celebrating CNY this year!!! :D

Rumah.

2012-01-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Ye. saya dah balik rumah, bertolak dari Sintok singgah Ipoh melawat cousin. Melayan budak kecik nama Farah. Sangat petah bercakap. nasib baik comel.

Hari kedua di rumah, pergi shopping clearance MPH :D

Mereka mahu pindah level. 90% off! :D

tak boleh guna coupon.

Banker :D

My books :D

Midvalley

At last! Moo Cow!! but still Tutti Frutti Cookies and Cream is my fav~!

hehee.. mama bagi lembu makan XD

Setiap kali ada buku kucing especially murah macam ni, mesti ada orang amek dan beli! ye. kami memang obses dengan kucing! hahahaa!

Itu je kerja sepanjang hari selain dari tidur yang terkumpul selama sebulan final. :D

and dah rindu dekat Sintok! sana sejuk! KL panas. sana takde orang isap rokok sangat! sini kalu keluar mesti ada. =.=''

Esk pegi bukit tinggi! bye! :D

Last Paper

2012-01-19T13:23:00.001+08:00

Last Paper pada 2.30ptg! Financial Management II!!!!

Tolong doakan soalan senang dan Afiqah dapat A! :D

Terima kasih :D

abes paper kene kemas bilik! =.='''

Cerita Harini.

2012-01-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

Oh. Seperti dimaklumkan pada blog post sebelum ini, saya ada 2 paper dalam satu hari. ye. Pagi dan petang. Jawap paper sambil tidur tidur kejap. Mengantuk gila!

Paper pagi tu ok la. Alhamdulillah boleh jawap. Objektif + Struktur + Esei. Tidur lambat sebab risau sangat dengan paper pagi tak cover, sebenarnya, paper petang tu tak cover! O_o. lepas jawap paper, makan. lepas tu rehat-rehat jumpa dengan Mel Mel. :)

oh. mungkin tak cerita dekat sini, Mel Mel terkurung dalam stor selama 3 hari! kteorg baru tau hari ke-2. kteorg pun bagi makan. tapi waktu tu office hour dah tutup. Call orang yang perlu, tak angkat pulak. (T_T). Post dekat dalam group. kene sound =.='' ye la. ape-ape lah. terima kasih tau bukakkan walaupun lambat satu hari. dan Mel mel dah dehydrated dan sangat lapar. Kerja kene ikhlas, baru disegani ramai. Tanggungjawab.

Mel Mel terkurung, dan ye dia mengandung. Anak pertama. dia bukan anak kucing.

dah tak ikhlas tu tak ikhlas lah. =.='''

sambung, pergi paper petang. jawap-jawap. pergh! berlubang-lubang kertas! 100 soalan objektif yang sangat mencabar! memang dah banyak salah. ye. still doakan saya nak A! (T__T) tolong la tolong! dalam perjalanan pulang ke bilik, singgah beli makan petang, jalan dengan Semah dan tiya, dah decide nak makan malam dekat mane. Sekali Kinat call, Misi ajak makan kat luar. hmmm.. ape lagi. pergi je la. heeeee~

Ini gambar tatapan umum! :D

dalam kereta tunggu kereta lagi satu. ini kak reen (kiri anda) :D

macam biasa. Semah (berdiri) dengan Kinat (korang semua pun tau. =.=)

eeerrr... geng baju merah. hahaa! dari kiri; (Arafah, Mal dgn Misi) :D

bermesra-mesra. alololo :D

Kak reen muka excited. hahaha!

Kami makan steamboat :D

dah 2 jam duduk situ makan. memang balik rumah kene exercise abes la nih! (T__T) misi bawak pegi tengok rumah pegawai dan VC, NC, TNC dan sebagainya. dekat atas bukit, tetiba ada perumahan yang sangat besar!!! :OO Sintok is a place full of mystery! hahahaaa! pastu, jumpa BABI! yes! Segamat pun ada babi. sini pun ada!! weeee~~

dah balik, pegi beli roti teman kinat, tetiba hujan. hey! ada orang came to the rescue dengan payung! :D Terima kasih! :DDD esok study dekat library tau! eh! tidur sekarang! :P

Well, bagi saya, hidup saya sangat menarik dan saya bersyukur sangat-sangat dengan apa yang ada. errr.. ok. tak la semua sebab masih merungut itu ini. :P

NOTAKAKI! NAK KENE KAKI NI!: oh; korang jangan nak pegi mengada-gada bagitau aku masukan gambar dalam blog nih!!! Senyap je! Shauqi! Zaid! Kinat! Shhhh... Jangan bagitau orang. :D

Perlu Update...

2012-01-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

.. Sebelum terlupa.

pada tarikh 17 Januari 2012, saya Afiqah, bakal menduduki 2 paper dalam masa satu hari! *takde ape-ape smiley* Pagi pada pukul 9, akan menduduki paper "Etika Perniagaan" dan pada sebelah petang pada pukul 2.30, akan menduduki paper "Bahasa Melayu Pengurusan".. Ye. kawan-kawan subjek yang saya amek ini memang bunyi pelik bagi pelajar UiTM terutamanya. :O

yang sedikit kekangan yang saya hadapi adalah, dua dua kertas ini dalam bahasa melayu. oh! bila dah baca dan terang kembali dalam bahasa inggeris. terima kasih UiTM. Ye, saya memang lumrahnya ada masalah dengan bahasa Melayu. (T__T). SPM dapat 5C. =.='' tak membanggakan langsung. Sastera dalam A2! :D bangga!

oh! macam biasalah kan, nak minta restu semua orang yang singgah blog ni,

"Afiqah dapat menjawab kertas Etika Perniagaan dan Bahasa Melayu Pengurusan dengan jayanya dan mendapat A" :D

Terima kasih.

Ye, saya sangat mengharap A. :]

Rupa-rupanya

2012-01-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

Kenapa rajin betul update blog ni?

hahaha! taktau.

ingatkan hari ini hari Isnin. Rupa-rupanya hari Ahad dan dekat Kedah cuti. Bilik SRR tu tak bukak air cond. =.=''

Minggu dekat-dekat final haritu sampai sekarang, ada je benda. Adventure sungguh hidupku. Memang lepas ni boleh berlagak dengan semua orang. hahaa!

#Fact: Saya memang pendiam dengan orang yang tidak dikenali. Selalunya pada setiap masa, tapi ada masa-masa yang tidak normal, hoh! tetiba peramah. =.='' ada kes. ada. menakutkan betul.

Harni

2012-01-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Singkat daripada Hari ini (belajar dari budak-budak lepak library) =.='''

errr.. Semalam ada slumber party! :D

tapi tidur awal. penat la! berjaga dari 4 pagi sampai ke 2.30pagi! dah la bangun pukul 8.30 pagi, gerak ke library. hey! ryhme! pagi dan library! weeheee!!

on the way pergi library, kami terjumpa dengan amri. eh! bukan biawak. nak rhyme kan.. nama amri ke yang kuar. ok. kepala pening. post entry jadi tak betul sikit. eh. kawan kinat memang macam tu. oh! ini lah biawak tu! :D

Study punye study ada kucing nama Harni masuk bilik SRR (Smart Reading Room). SRR adalah bilik 24jam ala-ala "bilik akuarium" dekat UiTM Segamat dulu. :P err.. hari ni takde pape benda yang menarik pun berlaku selain takde mood. balik study dari library takde mood! bukan takde mood nak study. berasa depressed sebentar. entah kenapa. hahahaa!

oh. dah tau kot kenapa moody... sebab I hate myself. hahahaa! ada sebab dia. tapi.. takpelah. takde perlu tau. ahahaha! I hate myself for being like this. Chill fiqa chill. takde benda sangat pun. =.='''

Sekarang, orang sibuk kira berapa paper lagi tinggal. Saya ada 3 paper lagi! yeah! MENANG! :P hahahaa! tak kesah pun! :D

Boleh?

2012-01-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Boleh tak update lagi? :D
dah rajin korang jangan nak complain! hep!

errr.. rasa nak update tapi takde topic. grrrr...

oh tadi sidai baju dalam bilik :)

itu air dari baju menitik. Jadi tu!! :DDDD

heeeee!! macam tau tau je. =.='''

oh ni cerita pasal semut haritu. ada tangkap gambar dia tapi malas nak upload! :D

kes dengan semut tu. dia sibuk duduk dekat situ. kang mati kene penyek kang. so kte pun halau dia cara baik. dia marah-marah nak duduk situ jugak! =.='' tapi tak tau ape jadi dekat dia. hahahaha!

oh! kte bukan cakap dengan binatang hidup je. kte cakap dengan baju ni jugak. suro dia berusaha untuk kering =.=''

ye. saya sedikit tidak betul. well. kesian awak. ahahahaa!

Exam

2012-01-13T04:20:00.001+08:00

heh! :D

tidur awal bangun awal. tapi tak boleh tidur pun. Tak lena. Entah nervous semacam amek final sem ni! serious! NERVOUS GILA! macam tak pernah amek final. sedangkan dah bape kali tah! Risau risau. ke risau jadi macam QMT!?! ish! Jangan pikir... seram.

Jadi saya ada jap dari 4hb haritu sampai harini petang. nak kata tak usaha. tiap-tiap hari. sebab 17 ni ada 2 paper satu hari. tapi dua dua paper membaca. hoh! perlukan study group!

tetiba tak sabar tunggu 20hb. tapi bukan sebab balik rumah. sebab lain :)
Azrina je tau. tak bagitau sape-sape pun lagi. :D

oh! macam biasa!! :D

Doakan saya, soalan Statistic ni senang dan Afiqah dapat A :DDDD

Terima kasih! :D

Level of Craziness.

2012-01-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

How crazy I am?

ini dalam cupboard, UiTM Shah Alam. Last Day.

Mari kita mengenali saya lebih mendalam. Touring in my crazy side :)

1. Cakap dengan Semut

Ye, saya bercakap dengan semut. Rasanya dari kecik. Waktu kecik-kecik pun saya suka bercakap dengan semut. tapi tadi baru je ada semut ni sibuk duduk atas kertas, pastu bila suruh dia jalan, dia marah-marah. jalan terhuyung-hayang. ish! mabuk ke ape. :P

2. Cakap dengan Kucing

Ini rasanya bukan gila pun. Semua orang dalam rumah saya bercakap dengan kucing. Kami bercakap dekat semua binatang hidup dan juga pokok (pokok tu mak saya je, kalu rajin kita pun borak-borak dengan pokok tu). Err.. oh! kucing. kucing sangat comel. errr. ape tadi. oh! cat lover memang bercakap dengan kucing lah. tu je. ape lagi nak cakap?

ini waktu diploma, bilik 24 jam. tu kutam yang comel. :9

3. Cakap Sorang-sorang

Oh! ini selalu sangat buat! dekat rumah ke khalayak ramai ke. dia macam best bila cakap sorang-sorang sebab macam tak perlu nak sakit hati dengan feedback orang sekeliling. cakap sorang tanya dah jawap sendiri! tak susah dah senang. hahaha! tak payah nak cakap cover-cover konon2nya nak jaga hati ke ape. tak payah.

4. Lambai-Lambai dekat imaginary friend

Ye, salah satu hobi. kalau jalan-jalan suka sangat lambai takde sape pun dekat situ. kadang-kadang ada jugak orang dekat situ, kenal memang kenal, tapi orang tu tak perasan or malu ada orang gila lambai dekat dia, so dia buat bodo. Jadi, saya jadi orang gila lambai-lambai orang tak layan. hahaha! oh. tu dah biasa dan tak kesah dah pun.

5. Gelak and senyum bila berjalan sorang-sorang

Ye, kalau saya jalan dekat mane-mane pun, tengok rumput pun boleh nak gelak. pijak lopak air pun nak gelak. tengok bangau pun nak gelak. tengok siput babi pun boleh gelak. bila berjalan ke kelas sorang-sorang banyak benda nak gelak. Kak Reen kata saya gelak macam hamster. Err.. Hamster gelak macam mane? Hamtaro?!

6. High Imagination

Macam mana dengan high imagination, entah dari sape tah. tapi memang boleh nampak daun kering nampak macam lipas, benda tak bergerak pun nampak macam gerak contoh tunggul, simen dekat dinding nampak macam kucing =.='' benda ni macam tetiba pop-out dari minda! Macam-macam lah. rasanya kalau kawan-kawan ni catat ape yang kte pikir merepek-repek ni mesti dah penuh satu buku!~

diploma jugak. untuk presentation :) I wonder mane pergi baju ni. hmm :/

7. Highly Distracted - SANGAT!

Kalau kata budak-budak kecik senang distracted. oh! saya pun macam tu. Tak boleh duduk diam, kalau duduk dekat meja ni, even takde benda akan adakan benda. oh!! pelik pelik. kata nak amek benda lain, tetiba buat benda lain. sebab distracted. buahahaha! lagi distracted kalau lalu nampak ice cream. :9

8. DP huduh

Err.. baru-baru ada orang tu tegur, janganla bubuh DP huduh, sakit mata dia nak tgk. buahahaa! oh. kite rasa DP tu comel. and byk gambar macam tu dalam computer. Sebenarnya memang dah lama suka bubuh DP muka pelik-pelik. bak kata sorang member, "mane pegi DP halau hantu kau?" buahahaa! bongek. kenapa tetiba eja bongek. sebab takut salah eja bengong. hahahahaa!

Nak tau ape lagi?

Dramatic Day

2012-01-10T19:47:00.001+08:00

Err.. What should I write? ?

Besides my day is the most interesting day ever! It was so dramatic since 2.00am. Well, I guess is the risk that I'm taking. Decision that I've made. I fell too deep. Can't turn back. Can't stop. But yes. It hurt so bad. So bad. Besides, "transferring" incident which is hurtful and I've cried so hard. Yes. this is another incident. Which I would never thought that I would be this painful. And it still is.

Things that I have to face I guess. and now, I started to think that I have issue myself. Issues with myself. As always. I always have issues with myself.

I don't know what to think or what to do. One thing for sure. yes. it is short period of time. but, officially. I fell too deep. and I can't crawl back up.

Day 30

2012-01-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

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Hint: hanya ada dua simbol. haritu ada msg! "buat dalam equation" pada 25 Disember,2011 3.23ptg :)

Ps: eh! ingat tau semua password ni! kte tak simpan and ada kemungkin tak ingat!!

Happy A Year Friendship Day!

2012-01-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

9 Januari 2012

Pejam celik pejem celik, dah setahun kita berkenalan! :D

Nampaknya bertambah la friendship anniversary saya! :) saya ada lagi satu; setiap 3 March! :) oh. post yang gembira kena bubuh banyak smiley! :D

Ini specially untuk Batch UUM 2010/2011 Intake kedua! :D

Mula-mula masuk pusing-pusing UUM, dah dapat Deja-vu. Probably a good sign. Itu hari sebelumnya... besok harinya adalah hari pendaftaran dekat DPP MAS.... Orang yang pertama tegur kita informally, adalah Bee Foong! dia senyum waktu dekat EDC! :D orang yang kira second; Mal Pacak, kenapa saya ingat? sebab dia pakai baju biru dengan tie OREN! hahaha! dia peramah ajak borak-borak dan dia cakap dia budak marketing. dalam hati; "oh. bolehla nampak macam bdak Marketing"...

Lepas tu, dapat rumate Husni :)

orang Penang, pekat betul slang dia.. hahaha! dia kena ulang beberapa kali sebab tak berapa nak paham mula-mula. Sekarang dah boleh sikit lah :P Husni kawan dia Aini :) pun kenal macam tu lah.

lepas tu sepanjang orientasi kenal ramai orang. :)

Did I make a right decision? Terus terang, kalau setahun lalu berulang kembali, saya masih mahu merayu pindah ke sini. Saya sedikit pun tak rasa jeles dengan kawan-kawan yang dah nak pegi praktikal sem depan. Saya memang sangat gembira disini :D

memang sangat bersyukur kenal dengan korang semua, yes. of course memang tak semua perfect, tapi that imperfection make it so real :D

Taktau nak tulis ape lagi.
anyway! post ni memang khas untuk budak UUM SECOND INTAKE 2010/2011!!! :DDDD

TAKE ME HOME

2012-01-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

Oh hai!!! saya aboo :)

Asal Varsity Mall UUM, Sintok Kedah. Saya ada 4 adik beradik, tapi semua dah kena amek sebab mereka lagi comel dari saya. tapi apa yang mereka taktau, yang saya lagi comel dari mereka semua!!

Setiap petang, ada 2 atau 3 orang budak akan amek saya dekat Varsity Mall bawak balik bilik mereka sambil mintak kebenaran dari mak saya. Selain dari main, saya sangat suka tidur dekat bilik mereka. best! ada orang teman tidur sama-sama. ada kipas~ sejuk! haritu diaorg bagi makan wet food dengan sekali tu makan ayam goreng! om nom nom nom~ sedapnya~!!

Ni teman Fiqa buat kerja, tidur atas perut dia yang buncit ni. best~ saya suka tidur dekat mana-mana je yang boleh. yang penting tidur. mereka suka marah saya kata; "aboo!! nape comel sangat nih!!!!"... errr... apa kan daya. I'm born this way! saya tak rasa pun saya comel. ada satu haritu, saya jumpa dengan Mel Mel, garang betul dia! dia marah saya??!! hmm.. baru je nak buat kawan. comel gila akak Mel Mel tu. :))) nak buat akak angkat lah.

Oh! anda mesti tertanya-tanya kenapa saya duduk dalam beg? saya malulah orang dukung bawak balik kolej mereka, saya lagi suka duduk dalam beg. tiap2 hari inilah rutin saya! duduk dalam beg nanti tetiba dah sampai rumah! dan tetiba sampai bilik mereka! best! macam buaian. :)

Tolonglah bawak saya balik rumah anda! mereka duduk jauh sangat nak bawak balik saya. saya suka bermain lompat-lompat dah tidur. saya warna kelabu dan ekor panjang. kan best kalau ada orang bawak saya balik rumah. jadi ahli keluarga baru! :') nanti tak lama lagi mak saya tak nak saya dah. sebab ada baby baru pulak. saya dah takde adik beradik.... Ambillah saya balik rumah anda~~~ :\

saya suka duduk dalam beg. best~ selain tidur main dengan daun pun boleh~ oh lupa nak bagitau. saya jantan :D

Yang Benar,

Aboo

=^_^=

Gambar!

2012-01-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Heee. Baru habis paper petang tadi, dengan harapan dapat A! :\

ok. ni gambar-gambar yang rasa nak bubuh :P

Last time; BBQ with SIFE UUM!! :DDDD

delicious foods and very nice people!! Glad to be one of the SIFER! :D

Selain Mel Mel, ini Aboo!! the sweetest kitten eva!!!!

This is my past week! haritu keluar pegi makan steamboat dekat Perlis...

Sebelum tu, singgah tasik Melati :)

dari kiri: Me, Semah dengan Kinat. :)

Min ada dekat depan. korang tak nampak pun. :P

Besar jugak Tasik Melati tu! Cuaca hari pergi tu pun tak terik sangat macam selalu :)

ada ramai orang memancing ikan. ada banyak ikan! :)

Sekarang minggu exam, takde benda nak update sangat :P
Tiap-tiap hari isi dengan study dan makan dan study.....

Kawan-kawan dah start final!
GOOD LUCK!!! :DDDDD

Tak Sempat

2012-01-04T10:43:00.000+08:00

Tak sempat nak upload gambar dekat sini,

petang ni ada final MICROECONOMY.

ye memang pernah amek sebelum ni, tapi tak dapat transfer :P

jadi kena ambil balik dan sekarang dah paham and nampak apa itu microeconomy :DDDDDDD

So, jadi macam biasa. doakan kali ni, Microeconomy Afiqah Khalid dapat A :DDDD

amin :D

oh. awak <3 :P

YES!

2012-01-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Laptop sudah hantar clinic :))))

Bagus abang tu. tapi mungkin bukan abang. Dah dia tolong, bagi je la title abang tu :P

nanti boleh upload gambar disini!! :DDD

jumpa lagi esok-esok. nak study.. tak sempat nak upload and install semua benda :P

minute meeting pun tak buat lagi (T__T)

BYE!

Final

2011-12-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Ye. Esok final, sila doakan saya mencapai target semester ini :)

Esok Process Writing pukul 2.30.

Afiqah Khalid dapat A untuk Process Writing :)

Terima kasih :P

Mengantuk

2011-12-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

Bila laptop tak hantar betulkan lagi... Waktu tu lah nak update blog.

Haih. So. Ape yg buatkan saya tak mengantuk?

1. Borak
Memang tu rank no satu!!! Bila borak tak boleh nak berhenti tapi segar terus!!!

2. Tidur
Bila dah tidur, tak mengantuk.

3. Dengar lagu kuat-kuat.
Pastu karaoke sekali dalam bilik ni ha. Kesian room mate I. :)

4. Tengok facebook
Ini memang segar pastu dah berjam spend dekat facebook baca setiap perkataan.

5. Main dengan kucing yang comel!

6. Hantar sms. :)
Err. *blush*

7. Update blog.

8. Tengok muka Jensen Ackles.
Ye. Saya masih obsess dengan Jensen. <333

Tu je kot. :)
Ni memang quick update. Tengah study ni. Mengantuk. Buat nescafe. Tapi nescafe or any caffeine doesn't help at all!! Hahaa..

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Sick

2011-12-29T09:37:00.001+08:00

Not me. My lappy. Can't update need to send to local clinic.

See ya soon!!!

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Harini.

2011-12-27T01:38:00.001+08:00

Selain dari study dan tidur...

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Hint? Errr.. Teka lah. :P

Scares

2011-12-26T02:29:00.000+08:00

What scares me?
Flying insects, flying animals but not flying or height or blood. :D
I'm scared to love someone, to feel attach to someone.
I'm scared of expectation of others on me.
I'm scared of what futures held for me.

Sometimes I scares myself. And scares my friends too.
With my own talent. Trained by my mom since I was a kid.
And it seems I was born to be that way. hahaha! crazy indeed.
(Few more months, I can't remember what these meant!)

this is my day went :)

Taking pictures at the golf course :)

What a lovely day :D

Meeting up with reindeer!!! hahahaa!

That is my weekend besides studying and play games on my phone. :)

oh. please don't keep secrets from me. If you do, please don't make me found out. not even slightest bit.... (this statement is for everyone). hahaha~

My Life is like a Stock Market.

2011-12-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

Semakin rajin update blog! :O

Since I love investment so much. I relate my life as a volatile movement of a stock market for this particular 2 weeks!

See! This is how volatile my life is for these few weeks. A confession need to make here, that I love this particular 2 weeks. Yes, not all happy stuffs, but I really love it. Really love this two weeks. Suddenly I love surprises. Suddenly I hope for more. Not everyone loves sudden change. Yet somehow I love it.

If seeing in the investor perspective; this would be fun for short-term investment. Imagine how many you could gain but in the same time you could lose! Stock market is very fun and full of adventure and addictive! :D

but yea. I'm finance student and I relate my life with a stock market. =.='''

That is how I obsess with it. :P

Month of Surprises!

2011-12-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously, it started dari hari tu... and the surprises didn't stop from appearing! :O

but every single surprises are good news! Alhamdulillah and hope to get more good news. I can't update about the good news because it supposed to be secrets and some of it too personal. :D

if the time comes, I'll update it :)

with pictures :)

suddenly, I would love some surprises :)

Random lagi.

2011-12-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Sebelum tidur rasa macam nak update blog :)

oh. gambar ini telah diphotoshop. harap maklum

This semester takde study week :( tapi dah banyak class dah cancel... tapi still ada class and tak start study dengan serious lagi :((( risau pulak.

random things in my head. dekat blog Semah ada wordless Wednesday macam chika punya blog. tapi tak rasa nak buat sebab nanti kata tiru orang.

nak cari idea lain lah. sepanjang hari ini mendung dan tengah hujan lah ni. :)

ada benda nak update tadi. tapi dah lupa sebab upload gambar atas tu. =.=

oh. kalau tak update pasal awak dalam blog boleh? :P

tu je la. nite nite :)

ps: weirdly, I've changed because of you <3

Good Surprise! :)

2011-12-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

Let me recap you my week :)

My week was full of surprises and probably good news! :)

Started on the 11th December 2011,

The day before I supposed to make a prank. I was lone ranger. It was my own idea without involves anyone at that time. on this date, later evening, I proposed a prank to one of my friend (male). And it turned out to be a serious matter.

on 12th December 2011,

Later that night, my friend asked me to go to her room after my meeting. And she revealed something so shocked I couldn't handle it too well. I get emotional and burst of laughing and I can't help feeling so stupid.

from that day onward nothing that shocking.

Well, there's one. but too personal. not going to share it here. here and there. :)

and yesterday I almost died from shocked. one of my close friend is getting engaged! :D It is a good news just my friend didn't informed us earlier makes me felt so left out and very disappointed. now I know I'm not that so called "close friend" to you. but still because you are still my close friend I'll forgive you and always pray for you :)

still shocked. but very happy news. CONGRATULATIONS! :D

and that crisis came to me. freaking out of my future. :O
I really can't imagine how the hell I'm going to face the future?!!! scares me a lot. a lot.

Well, I'm a NOT fan of surprises. Not really. seriously not. Because usually I'll see it first before it coming. I don't have that sixth sense anymore. Since, I'm experiencing my surprises week probably GOOD SURPRISES is not that bad :D

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I don't know whether is a girl thingy. but, even though I said "No" what I really meant is "Yes". hahaha~ yes. I know women is that complicated. well, I'm that complicated. hahaha! and weird.

This week!

2011-12-18T07:03:00.000+08:00

OMG! full of surprises and good news! :D

Can't wait have the time to share it here! :D

and it will be my memories in 2011 :DDD

Congratulations!! You know who you are! :)

Things to do before go to sleep

2011-12-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

My habit before go to sleep.

1. Kemas bilik dulu

Ye. bilik yang terabur. Dengan buku, baju, sampah. semua ada. itu kene kemas-kemas dulu. tapi kalau dah penat sangat pernah jugak tidur dengan buku-buku semua atas katil. :D

2. Hibernate-kan laptop.

Sama ada hibernate, shut down atau sleepkan dia punye monitor. :)

Sebelum tutup pun kene tengok ada notification or message dekat facebook :P

3. Susun bantal

Kene susun bantal dekat tempat yang sepatutnya. bantal kepala dengan bantal teman. bantal teman? bantal yang letak dekat tepi pastu tu je fungsi dia. takde fungsi lain. Mungkin rasa lagi selamat kot. tapi tu bantal. dia bukan boleh buat apa-apa pun. =.=''

4. Bentang selimut

oh. entah sekarang jadi habit. tidur kene pakai selimut walaupun panas. tapi bilik kipas laju, sentiasa sejuk :) lagipun duduk dalam hutan. sejuk. tapi kene bentang takut-takut mel mel ada terselit dekat situ. selalu lupa mel mel dekat dalam bilik kalau dia tido bilik. :)

5. Set Alarm dekat handphone

Ini sangat perlu. nanti tak pergi class karang! mati! mati! kalau weekend pun set juga. walaupun nanti snooze kan dia. buahahahaa! set je.. :P

6. Main game dekat handphone

tak kesah pakai phone apa. still kene main game seblum tidur. sejak ada handphone baru ni :) memang main game! perkara wajib! setiap hari kena at least main sekali! addictive kan?!

7. Tidur.

Perkara terakhir ialah tidur :D

Selamat Malam semua! :D

*kalau korang baca post ini malam lah.

Trick

2011-12-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

Dekat draft ada banyak lagi posts dalam draft tapi takde mood or rasa macam blum bersedia nak publish. buahahaha!

oh! ni kene update blog dengan gambar. nak kebawahkan post tu :P

ni random pictures yang baru transfer :) mesti lah dekat UUM, mane lagi <3

Nak yang caler kelabu tu comel sangat! dekat Varsity Mall

Kegemaran semua orang. Mel mel! :D

Mel mel teman tuan baru dia study :)
lepas tu terkam. buahahaha!

Chiken Chop di TNB. Tidak memuaskan. Mane yang dulu punye dekat TM?!

mane pakcik pindah!? mane?!!!!

berjalan jauh. :)

oh! ini tasik dekat sebelah DPP MAS. best best :) ni lepas class FM.

Nak Prank Orang, Kena diri sendiri.....

2011-12-13T14:44:00.001+08:00

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Hint: Full Birthday :D XX/XX/XXXX

testing

2011-12-13T12:00:00.002+08:00

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Err..

2011-12-12T00:55:00.001+08:00

I never thought that it would turned out like this.

It supposed to be a joke. but SURPRISE! :O

Apologizing in advance. I know it won't be a smooth story ahead.

This is really crazy! :O

I'm not ready yet.

2011-12-03T00:14:00.001+08:00

Entry yang penuh dengan perkataan; takde gambar. Harap Maklum.

dah nak habis semester, ramai kawan-kawan UiTM update dah tak sabar nak buat praktikal... Mungkin ada sesetengah rasa kita akan rasa jeles ke ape. Secara terus terang, sedikit pun tak! hahahahaa! saya rasa saya belum bersedia untuk menghadapi dunia pekerjaan. Saya nak rasa sepenuhnya kampus life yang dicari. :)

Kenapa?

Sebab dengar cerita pasal kerja pun dah pening. hahahaha! politik kerja la, kerja yang sangat banyak, overtime. hoh!! takut! kalau-kalau dapat boss yang susah nak layan kang macam mana?! Kawan baik saya, Amirah dia dah kerja lama dah. dengar cerita dia dengan cerita dari mak kita pun dah pening. Mereka kerja dekat bank. Mungkin kerja memang macam tu stress. Tapi saya tak nak kerja sebab terpaksa. Saya nak kerja ikhlas.

bila dah kerja, ada banyak tanggungjawab pulak. Nanti kena pikir duit lah segala. memang semua tu kena hadapi. Kawan-kawan saya ada yang dah kena hadapi pasal tu dalam usia yang muda lagi. tapi.. kalau pikir-pikirkan. takpelah. belajar pun best jugak :)

Mungkin saya ni pelik, macam kereta. ye. untuk makluman memang saya dah ada lesen kereta "P". tapi memang taknak kereta! tak mintak pun. cuma mintak pinjam sebab nak praktis bawak kereta.. tu pun tak dapat. tapi kalau dah ada kereta, nak kena basuh, isi minyak, nak kene servis dan banyak lagi! hoh! pening-pening. hahahaha!

saya memang pelik; kawan kepada Kinat memang pelik. buahahahaa!

p/s: nanti bila dah kerja, nanti orang mesti tanya bila nak kahwin. :O

I would never thought....

2011-12-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

Looking back, past few years (more than 5 years), I would never thought that I would be who I am today. :)

I was that very timid and low self confidence at one phase. I felt that I couldn't even compete with my siblings, (which I still can't). Joining activities? I won't do anything without accompanied by a friend. I can't make decisions and won't even lead. I always look back and felt I achieved so much.

I can't even remember the time that I really want to do these things. Probably when I entered UUM, I have lists that I wanted to do before graduate. :)

I have this feeling wanted to be an MC (Master of Ceremony) DONE! :) Twice. It was a small event, but I made it! :) and I wouldn't mind to be one :)

I wanted to be a facilitator. DONE! Once, but that professional. Just a simple ones because not enough workforce.

I wanted to be lead a program. NOT YET! but soon.. :)

I can't think more. but there are few things I wanted to do but I didn't figure it yet. :)

There's few things I need to improve which are:-
- stop being so awkward around strangers.
- to be outstanding. not just being there. just make sure people noticed.
- Thinking too much about fitting in. I just chose to make as barrier.
- Negativity.
- start taking more challenges and responsibilities.

probably more. I can't think more. too much flaw to improve :)
baby steps. ok. too small. cat steps :)
I don't have much time.

Pimple Attack

2011-11-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

Ini adalah kisah benar. Cerita tentang jerawat yang menular di bahagian hidung. (T__T). Ia bermula selepas buka semester cuti dua minggu hari itu..... dia tumbuh sangat besar! sangat BESAR!! dekat nose bridge tu lah. nampak tak bekas dia tu! dekat dengan mata.... lepas 2 minggu dia pun dah surut... hari tu dah start pakai contact lens balik.... tak lama lepas tu! tumbuh lagi satu! dekat bawah sikit. tapi bahagian hidung jugak.

Ini adalah bukti. AMARAN! gambar yang tersangat huduh dan tak di-edit jerawat untuk hilang. (selalunya buat macam itu).

Gambar dari depan akan nampak punya!

gambar dari tepi pun akan nampak sekali dekat pipi tu punya!

ini dekat side lagi satu. pun nampak jerawat yang baru! =.='''

Jadi, ada satu je cara......

Pakai spec bingkai TEBAL!

kan! dah tak nampak sangat obvious. :)
tada! baguskan! :)

Inilah expression yang perlu anda buat!!! hahahaha!!!

Dari cerita Puss in Boots!! sangat best!:)

Cheras - Segamat - Shah Alam - Sintok

2011-11-24T10:01:00.001+08:00

I've been living my whole life in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur; which a city. Filled with traffic jams, pollution and buildings. I would never thought that an offer to further my studies changed everything. Which I mean EVERYTHING!

From Segamat, Johor to Shah Alam to Sintok, Kedah. Travelling takes hours and hours long. but for me, it's worth it every second spend here and there.

Segamat (Segar amat) is a very good start for me. The green scenery and fresh air! Even though the campus is quite small but it's a good start. At least a good start for me. I learned a lot in terms of knowing myself, culture and foods! :D I met a lot of people here and there and learning more and more about me and others too. Almost every morning there will be a thick fog around campus and super cold there. There will be wild animals, huge insects and many more. Here I found best friends that I still contact and miss until now. In this phase, I learn how to study. seriously. study. I never study on my own before and here I learn how to study and I think I did my best. After finishing my 3 years in Segamat....

Feast for your eyes here were Segamat:

*I was informed a lot have change there :)

... I was in Shah Alam. 6 months in Shah Alam, besides friends there, everything else was not that fun. Seriously! not that fun. I become more and more depressed. It's all about classes and assignment. At that point, I realized that I haven't make any changes in myself as much as I want to. But my passion in Finance haven't changed. My study in Shah Alam teaches me more and more depth about Finance. I haven't joined any fun activities there except going out with friends. :) I realized Shah Alam is not a place for me to change myself. Probably I made those excuses needing new environment and run from the tough challenge because I know I can't make it. but I could but it's too hard. Then, I transferred myself to..........

Here are Shah Alam taken from top floor of Engineering Building :)

Sintok, Kedah. And currently in Sintok. All the system and culture are totally different! I have all new friends! I could be a new version of me. I could be whoever I want. What I really like here is because I could mingle with a lot of people and every kind of people. Here much more greener. So fresh which even ever I'm back to the city I felt suffocated with all those smokes around. I'll cooped up in my house :) Honestly, I learned a lot about myself and even people surround me more by observation. I understand myself more than I ever know! and I did a lot of things that I wanted to do (that will be continue in my next post). but I still have this problem, problem about myself that I need to solve. Internal and mentally. seriously. I tend to being this introvert person which I shouldn't and I have hardships in tuning with strangers. Now I need to reschedule my target here.

Here are pictures of Sintok, which will be more and more and much more! :)

If it's not raining, I'll walk to class everyday and walk back to hostel everyday and it is very relaxing to see this scenery everyday :) oh! the food is so good! and cheaper too :)

Stay tuned for more! :)

Pictures! :)

2011-11-24T09:37:00.001+08:00

I fall in love with the scenery! <3
taken on evening. :)

2 days of raining, and there's a rainbow! :)
double rainbow! :)

Another scenery where everyday I walk pass by :)
so calming :)

oh. I'll bet you'll see her more in this blog.
Kinat: now a cat lover! :)

*tengok muka dia bahagia betul.*

errr... Arafah and his pink pensil box. =.=''

mel mel is playing after having her meal

perut buncit :)

More to come I hope :)

Testing

2011-11-22T17:19:00.001+08:00

Trying this out!! :)

Sape lagi kalau bukan mel mel :)

let me be....

2011-11-19T19:09:00.001+08:00

biarlah. nak update blog berapa banyak kali pun! dah rajin tulis lah!

jadi cerita dia bermula bila dah masuk UUM, semua kawan baru. Saya menjadi orang yang upgrade sikit ke 3.0. :)

dekat sini, banyak sangat aktiviti dan untuk mencapai impian, jadi lah AJK. Memang ada rasa nak take in charge in something, tapi takde confidence dekat diri sendiri. and then, kena bergaul dengan ramai sangat strangers; maknanya tak kenal pun orang-orang tu. Itu adalah masalah pertama, bila depan strangers, jadi sangat pendiam... tapi kalau dah kenal, sebenarnya saya taklah pendiam mana. Bising dan tak betul sikit. Jadi, saya tak nak force diri saya untuk membuat sesuatu, jadi sekarang tengah marah dengan diri sendiri sebab terlalu fikir tentang pandangan orang lain. =.='''

tapi pelik tapi nak cerita, tak tau apa yang trigger my friendliness towards others. ada projek dibawah Dewan Penginapan Pelajar, yang tak kenal sangat pun orang-orang dia. entah macam mana nak explain. tapi macam ni lah... ada satu masa tu, memang saya seorang, pergi beramah mesra dengan orang yang bukak gerai dekat situ! OMG!!! bila pikir2 balik macam pelik gila! Afiqah? Sorang-sorang pergi borak-borak dengan orang lagi perfectly stranger!!! ini memang sangat pelik!! pelik gila! dan sekarang still rasa creepy gila.

baru balik dari meeting yang saya seorang (means takde kawan yang ikut), jadi balik pendiam tu balik. tak bercakap. tak menyerlah langsung. =.='' tapi dah volunteer nak jadi one of the Finance people. ape tah position tu. tapi excited!! at last I've found something yang boleh apply my passion towards finance!! :) *ok, ini selain dari stocks!*

jadi, saya masih have a problem and still don't know how to solve it.

Seperti dijanjikan

2011-11-19T11:29:00.001+08:00

duduk depan laptop ni lupa pulak nak buat ape. rupa2nya update gambar!

Ni, waktu nak cari wifi dekat cafe. tu nampak tak?

baru pukul 11.05pm dia dah nak beauty sleep! dah la tengah meeting. =.='''

Ini adalah Penang :)

Ini dari dewan MAS :)

Mel mel datang makan wet food pastu dia dah reti posing dah sekarang! :D

ini adik saya yang excited dengan NST version 3D!

capati di Temoh yang sangat sedap!!!!

Mel mel teman jaga booth. comelkan?!~

oh! ni kinat. dia sekarang dah suka kucing comel macam mel mel. :)

ni dia sibuk mengada2. dia peluk tangan sambil posing macam tu!

ini dekat dataran budaya. dengan kinat ngn zaid. oh! rizal yang tangkapkan gambar! :)

-END-

busylah. tak sempat nak ada masa update blog :)

lagipun mane de sape baca pun :)

It's amazing

2011-11-19T00:09:00.001+08:00

It's been very busy week and a lot of funny stuffs happened :D LOL!!!!

so, busy dengan mid-term, busy dengan assignment dengan presentation pulak, busy dengan Aktiviti under DPP sampai satu hari boleh clash dengan banyak betul benda kena handle.... tapi exam diutamakan :)

Ada cerita nak diceritakan disini, ada masa tu memang rasa terpaksa join sebab dah terima mula-mula. ada lah stress sana sini sampai tumbuh jerawat yang sangat obesiti! yang kte terpaksa pakai spec sebab nak sorokkan jerawat yang sgt besar! *ok, jerawat tu takde kene mengena pun*

but it's amazing when I've been living for 22 years and now I learned a lot of things about myself. memang sebenarnya nak tarik diri tapi bila dah pikirkan orang lain kita pun tak boleh nak jual ikan sangat, so go on je la penat macam mane pun. tapi betul, setiap perkara yang kita buat, kalau kte nampak dan boleh berfikir semua perkara ada hikmah dan boleh amik ikhtibar dari situ. :)

apa yang kita dapat tahu tentang diri sendiri?

"Saya adalah seorang yang tolak tanggungjawab apabila diberikan"

ye. itu adalah salah satu masalah saya. saya boleh bagi komitment. tapi tak boleh nak sukarela nak terima sesuatu tanggungjawab.

memang rasa macam getting out from the comfort zone tu macam mudah. tapi once dah jadi macam ni. bila diberi tugas yang bukan kebiasaan, kita jadi ragu-ragu tentang kebolehan kita sendiri.

korang mesti bosan baca takde gambar. :)
oh internet teruk lah.
next entry je la :)

Lama

2011-11-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

dah lama sudah tak update blog. patutnya ada gambar. tapi takde sebab rasanya ini adalah luahan hati.

AMARAN: kalau korang malas nak baca tak payah baca. tak penting pun.

tapi ni lah! merepek betul korang! merepek! sakit hati pun ada. nak quit rasa macam dah join 80% takkan nak lepaskan macam tu je. jangan merepek lah weyh! urgh! sakit hati lah! tak payah boleh tak payah!

usually I'm not like this. but when it comes like this........ urgh! annoying gila!

Never say never.

2011-11-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

hahahaa.. not a fan of JB.

but, I've haven't felt like this before. I don't want to go back to the jungle. I do love it there, but there is a program that I felt hate and don't want to participate. that particular! but as I'm doing this semester is forcing myself to learn from that how hard how ugly it might turn I want myself to see the positive side from that ugly thing.

Training myself to see positive things in every situation and activity. Less nagging and less complaining. Putting myself in others shoe and seeing in other people perspective. Yes. I'm like that.

So, now how eagerly I don't want to get back. I have to. I'm forcing myself to face the hardship and stress. Hope that I can get this through easily. Amin~ Help me please.

oh! no updates because I'm back home. soon enough there will be updates! :D
and of course pictures! :D

You

2011-10-29T00:34:00.004+08:00

oh. memang dah balik rumah. dah banyak gambar upload dekat Fb. :)

lama memang lama. tapi best! :D

something that I should say (which I'll forget about what this about).

I'm giving up on you.

Basically there's a tons of people that I'm giving up on. If I'm changing my attitude towards you, that's mean that person is you.

Asyik Complain

2011-10-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

Tadi pun terfikir, saya ni asyik complain pasal Aktiviti yang mintak kaki.

tapi kte tak terfikir, kalau kita dalam tempat dia,
adakah saya boleh buat lebih baik?
atau sama je teruk.

tapi macam diaorg tak pernah berada dalam situasi kita?
diaorg tak terfikir ke?

bilakah saya akan bersedia?
hmmm... bila? bila?

For you

2011-10-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

STEREOTYPE OUT THERE!

hahaha. ini post emosi. hahahaha!

here for those stereotype out there. You guys kinda indirectly hurt my confidence and self-esteem. Thank you very much. Please stop being stereotype!

I felt so unaccomplished this semester. I've achieved nothing! nothing! urgh! depressed pulak. I'm still awkward around strangers. why?! oh why? I'm still that timid girl who just wait for someone to talk to me first. and I still have nothing to talk about. I'm not like this around my friends. =.='''

Afiqah you are so lame and so so so so so so so regretful! why oh why?! you go take all those opportunities but you didn't even try! maybe there is something wrong with me! (T__T)

oh please help me. oh please send someone could help me get through this. help please. need serious help. help. help.

oh! maybe I'm not doing things from heart. MAYBE! that is my problem! then this is internal. but still I need help. send some pleaseeeeeee.. hahahahhaa~

This week

2011-10-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

Tinggal minggu-minggu akhir nak cuti ni, memang banyak betul cerita panas! Stress sem ni bukan main. Asyik nak mengamuk je. Kesian gak ngan kawan-kawan yang rapat nak dengar kita membebel. hahahahaa~

I can't help it. :P

Ada banyak cerita, tapi rasa tak perlu bubuh dekat sini.

Tapi aku nak habaq kat hangpa. Kalau tak boleh, cakap terus terang lah bro! tak payah nak sembang kuat! memang tak beretika. Lagi-lagi kau melibatkan orang lain. memang nak kena lah.

tak sabar nak balik rumah nak cerita semua benda dekat mama. :P
banyak benda menarik nak cakap. eh! ada banyak benda tak settle lagi.

bye bye!
*dah fiqah sila pergi jauh dari laptop ni.*
bye! bye! bye~ bye!!! :DDD

Greed

2011-10-17T19:29:00.001+08:00

I'm a person who wants more and more just to challenge myself and getting out of the comfort zone.

so here i want to say, now I'm getting all the opportunities. but I'm afraid it just a test from God that I'll be greedy and take all of them.

Probably i should take those I'm capable of doing. currently, I'm committed on every task. but now, I don't want to over load with too much activities and I think I made the right moves.

I want to learn and learn not to get all the positions. I don't think I should either. but every time the opportunities came, I do felt that; "that is a good start for me to learn" when Han Ming mentioned about; position is not everything. makes me think and think again and I think I should learn from the bottom and learn as much as I can, so that I'll understand more.

Then I could learn to be a leader, team mate, subordinate and a family :D

So far, I've been lead by great sense of leadership :D
I should learn from KD.

and what I should improves are; to mingle with strangers and be noticeable in a huge group.

but I always have this perspective; I don't need to shine like a star, but I just need to put my heart on it and people would see me as a star.

What do you think?

Mel Mel

2011-10-14T18:46:00.001+08:00

Hari ini ingin memperkenalkan! Kawan baru!! :D

nama kucing ini adalah Mel Mel! comel disebut dua kali! dia memang sgt comel! ekor dia lurus! geram geram! nak bawak balik bilik ajak dia tdo sekali! :(

tapi malangnya dia tak suka orang dukung. dia tak biasa kot. huuuuu~

Distracted

2011-10-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

I'm a person who really really easily distracted.

especially bila dah start nak belajar or buat assignment. nanti startlah nak cari ini lah cari itu lah. tak pun tetiba nak makan lah. nak minum air lah. pastu kerja tergendala.

lagi satu komputer nanti nak google something mesti pergi bukak facebook pulak... tu lagi satu distraction.

dah la dekat cepat loose focus! hahahaha! memang sah terencat!

-------
ini view UUM :D

k. jumpa lagi~

Pengakuan.

2011-10-08T09:46:00.000+08:00

taking break from study :)

esok ada quiz Microeconomy.

tapi tetiba rasa nak update post sekejap sebab asyik menguap je dari tadi! hahahaa~

disini saya mahu buat pengakuan. bahawasanya....

1) Maaf. Saya tak reti mengampu orang. Tapi kalau mendesak orang itu memang pakar. :P

2) Maaf. Saya tak reti nak "small talk" dengan strangers.

3) Maaf. Saya tak reti nak menonjol bila berada dikhalayak ramai.

4) Maaf. Saya tak reti nak tunjukkan participation saya.

5) Maaf. Saya tak reti nak tunjukkan involvement saya. tapi once you give me a chance, saya boleh lakukan yang terbaik.

6) Maaf. Saya bukan seperti yang semua orang harapkan.

7) Maaf. Saya awkward bila dengan lelaki.

8) Maaf. Saya kadang-kadang pendiam.

9) Maaf. Saya bukanlah role model yang sepatutnya

10) Maaf. Sebab saya selalu dapat apa yang saya mahu :D

dahlah sepuluh tu cukup lah.

mestilah ada lagi. ape eh?

ada! serious ada.

maaf. saya tak suka dengar selalu pasal "relationship" kamu dengan si dia. sebab saya tak ada! hahahahaa! bosan lah. bukan kita ingat pun. hahahahahaa~

maaf. saya suka usap kucing.

sebenarnya nak cakap yang saya memang tak reti mengampu. TAK RETI! perlu ke belajar mengampu?

Saya seorang

2011-10-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

yang sedikit gila. ok. mungkin sangat gila dan pelik.

bagi sesiapa yang nampak saya sedang berjalan-jalan dekat mana-mana. angkatlah tangan cakap "hai" dekat saya pastu jangan lupa senyum tau.

kenapa kata saya gila?

berikut adalah sebab-sebabnya:

sebab saya suka cakap sorang-sorang sama ada kita cakap takde sape nak dengar sebab tak menarik, dan saya memang suka cakap sorang-sorang. kalau nampak kita balik class or jalan sorang-sorang dekat tasik tu cakap sorang-sorang tu. biar aje. memang macam tu.

sebab saya suka cakap dengan kucing. kawan-kawan saya kata saya gila dan pelik sebab bercakap dengan kucing :)

sebab saya senyum tiba-tiba. sebab nanti kita start terfikir sumthing then nanti tetiba kita gelak sorang-sorang. oh! abaikan yang itu.

sebab saya suka tegur orang tapi orang tu tak perasan pun saya tegur dia. pastu nampak macam ada orang gila je dekat tepi tu.

sebab saya jenis suka pikir benda yang melampau-lampau macam; kan best ada buaya dekat Tasik Sime Darby nih. kucing kene gigit nyamuk ke tidak. :D itu lah.

sebab saya boleh makan telur mentah! tapi hari tu ada explorace, then macam biasalah kerja nak buli budak-budak. so diaorg ada buat telur campur dengan black pepper. suruh minum. sekali minum sedap pulak. budak-budak lain semua nak muntah. kita minum sedap je sampai abes. ok aje.

sebab saya senang di-entertain my small little things. cepat betul amused! macam budak-budak pun ada. hahahaa! jakun macam haritu hujan tapi hujan tu nampak macam snow! pun excited! then, ada jumpa biawak ke musang ke, pun excited. haritu jalan dekat lopak air pun boleh excited! I get amused so fast by a very small stuffs. pelik memang pelik.

sebab saya takut dekat benda yang terbang-terbang termasuk rama-rama dan unggas. :D

tak dapat fikir lagi nape saya pelik. hahahaa! tapi memang kebenarannya.. hahahaha!

hahahaha! hehehee!! bila dah balik campus blog pun kembali aktif. tapi malas nak tukar layout. :P

jumpa lagi dekat update baru! :D

Realiti Kehidupan

2011-10-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

Sejak dua menjak memang suka update blog emo-emo. :)

ni update special punya! hahahaa!

special bagi semua yang suka approve or add orang sebab profile picture dia lawa/cantik/comel/hensem/kacak. tak elok la buat contoh jauh-jauh. Contoh paling dekat dah ada. :P

kalau korang ada nampak profile picture ni korang nak add or approve tak?

ok. kalau macam ni?......

mahu?

ok. dua dua pun scary. jangan add or approve tau!

sebenarnya kene ada jumpa angle yang sesuai baru nampak comel. itu semua adalah ilusi!! lagipun sapa nak bubuh profile picture diaorang huduh sehuduhnya? mestilah nak bubuh yang terbaik je. :D

Entry ni tak emo and takde apa-apa mengajaran yang berguna pun.. hahahaa!

lagi lama duduk Sintok ni makin gemok satu, makin gelap dua! tapi makin ceria :D

lagi mahu cakap ape lagi? oh! pertandingan mewarna kanak-kanak. nanti-nantilah update :D

jumpa lagi!

Moody or Happy?

2011-10-04T14:09:00.003+08:00

currently, mood memang dah tak tentu hala. Benda kecik ke rasa macam nak makan je semua orang. biasalah perempuan memamg macam tu. terima je lah dengan seadanya....

tapi memang kalau sebelum ni boleh terima korang buat macam tu dekat kita, minggu ni, korang buat benda yang sama kita ada kemungkinan mengamuk or menangis. dah la lama tak nangis. senang je kalau nak mengalir air mata ni. believe me. don't test. bila dah start menangis tak boleh nak berhenti. tambah dengan sedikit flu.

anyway. ada lagi cerita selain ni. hahahaa~ kes dia pasal lelaki. kita sekolah perempuan dan takde pun ramai kawan lelaki. so, kte memang ada sedikit awkward dengan lelaki. hahahaa! tak semua tapi still if korang tak nampak kte awkward tu maknanya I'm forcing myself to be okay or ada kawan yang okay :D

I don't know whether it's a typical thing. tapi saya perasan yang kawan-kawan lelaki dekat sini takde RESPECT langsung terhadap kaum wanita. mungkin that's why wanita perempuan cari lelaki dari luar negara! seriously, mak korang pun perempuan ada korang cakap macam tu dekat diaorg?! takde kan?! memang korang baik dan gentleman kadang-kadang, tapi things have boundaries okay! kita ni bukan macam mat salleh OPEN sangat! kita ni orang timur! orang Islam. entahla. kalu at times kita tak RESPECT korang langsung yang buat korang terguris, fikir-fikirlah kenapa. takut ada masa nanti kita tegur kang mesti dah tak nak kawan dengan kita.

Pesanan untuk Zaid; whatever in blog stays in blog! takyah la nak ungkit-ungkit. blog ini bukan untuk discussion luar dari blog okay!

korang fikir-fikirlah.

Puncak Vista

2011-10-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

memang bukan pertama kali,dah berkali-kali sudah pergi ke Puncak Vista. Tapi kali ini dengan mereka pula :)

Memperkenalkan ini Min! (bukan nama sebenar) :)
asal dari Penang :P

Lepas naik tangga banyak-banyak. Inilah scenery! Nampak la UUM.

Memperkenalkan ini Semah (bukan nama sebenar).
Asal Johor. :)
ni agaknya gambar 1st Semah dalam blog.
Hai Semah :P

Pergi dengan mereka. Ain dia balik Terengganu :)

Oh yeah!

Ini rasanya korang dah selalu sangat nampak muka minah ni.
tak payah dah nak kenalkan. :P

Kami semua. :)

Oh! posing muka comel :)

hahahaaa.. Min muncung-muncung ape tu?

ye. hutan.

dah turun nak pergi makan pulak.

bincang nak makan dekat mane. akhirnya dah decide makan dekat petronas tapi tutup makan dekat EON :d

sedikit sunset.

sunset di DPP Maybank.

ABC di EON :)

nombor telepon tidak dibekalkan. tapi special case kalau ada kawan-kawanku nak! hahahaha! tapi bukan semua yang available. :P

ada lagi update. next time! jadi AJK pertandingan mewarna.

nasib baik assignment dah lama siap. :) hikmah tak buat last minute! dah masuk bulan Oktober dah banyak sudah aktiviti.

Jumpa lagi! :)

Photo Shoot at DKG 6

2011-10-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

Semester ni, dah bukak Dewan Kuliah Gugusan (DKG) ENAM! ke-6 tu!! :DDD masing-masing dah start sesat termasuk pelajar lama dan baru sebab ada perubahan dari segi class dan bilik lecturer dan nama-nama fakulti. bangunan baru memang lawa :D saya suka sebab caler dia kelabu! yeah! suka! jadi bercadang untuk buat photo shoot disitu. memang ada gambar pelik-pelik tapi sesuai untuk tatapan umum :D

Ini Arafah; cuba teka dia buat ape? :P

Pergi ke kelas dahulu. dari library :)

Inilah bangunan baru :)

errr.. abaikan si zaid tu. menyemak je.

ini kinat :)

I love the view *tanpa kinat* :P sebab kelas dikelilingi dengan kehijauan :D

oh yeah! DKG 6! :)

Ini Zaid; sebelah Zaid itu pokok.

oh! mereka. :)

yes. gambar ni nampak ke pendek dan gemok. :P

I <3 the view :)

posing untuk majalah siswa. :P

errrr... sebelah Zaid itu Arafah. baju pink tie biru.

rumput panjang :)

errr.. ini daus. dia memang macam tu. tapi nasib baik tie hitam baju pink.

dari kiri; daus, arafah, saya dan kinat :)

kami memang macam ni :)

*speechless*

*tak paham dan takde idea*

oh! sangat suka! kelabu! :D

Daus lagi.

see!! lawa kan? :D

Arafah menari ke buat catwalk? :O

daus jahat ajuk ada orang tu.

see!! KELABU!! suka!: )

ini kelas tutorial. takde pun kelas dekat sini.

saya dan kinat.

baju kuning tu random people. :)

oh yeah!

Memperkenalkan: Zaid

Memperkenalkan: Arafah

Memperkenalkan: Daus

Memperkenalkan: Kucing Comel! :D

ini bus stop laluan C : Muamalat dan YAB

Di Varsity Mall. memang selalu macam ni :)

So, on the way balik dari DKG 6, jalan kaki balik ke DPP Sime Darby; budak-budak ni (Kinat dan Zaid) sangat tertarik dengan pokok tu. dan nak photo shoot disitu pula. inilah hasilnya:

pokok itu berbuah lebat sekali.

Nak kenalkan lagi ke? ini Zaid.

Ini Kinat

kehijauan :)

terima kasih kepada Zaid sebab tangkap gambar ni. :)

Inilah buah dekat pokok tu.

kehijauan :)

Kali ni memang banyak pulak gambar. :) tapi saya memang sangat suka di sini walaupun orang cakap jauh, dalam hutan, banyak binatang buas. Tapi saya memang sangat suka dan every time balik dari kuliah jalan kaki balik ikut tasik saya sangat suka dengan scenery dekat UUM rasa tenang sangat. ok. tak berapa tenang tengok tasik Sime Darby tu (T__T). kalau hujan pun lawa! :D

I'm loving this place! and all the new friends :)

Sangat berbangga jadi pelajar UUM dan ex-UiTM :D

Till next time! :)

Pesta Konvo 2011 di UUM (Part 2)

2011-09-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

Sambungan dari post yang sebelum ni :)

ini adalah participant

PARAMOTOR!! teringin nak try......

Crowd :)

Excited :)

Kami memang begini :)

Persembahan bunga api! :)

Saya dan Ain! :D

Mereka (batch kami) dengan student foreigner :)

Oh Yeah! Pesta Konvo

ini kali pertama pergi :) oh! my phrase of life. Soon, there will be only work and work. I'm gonna treasure all the degree and diploma life <3 Kita degree bukan selama-lamanya. I'm gonna enjoy every second of it. kalau boleh nak capture dengan perasaan sekali dan letak dalam blog memang indah. tapi gambar pun boleh. :)

So bagi sesiapa yang baru masuk degree or yang masih dalam universiti, janganlah sentiasa muram dan tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. nanti dah tak dapat pengalaman begitu dan akan menyesal.

cakap pasal menyesal, ye. saya mengaku disini bahawa saya akan grad lambat dari kawan-kawan UiTM saya. Dah setakat ni, tak kesah. sebab I'll have all my time untuk rasa campus life, really-really maintain my CGPA :) and strengthen my qualities and foundation (academically). Saya dapat banyak sangat kawan baru :)

oh! esok ada lagi post baru!
sekarang jugak edit! :D
nnt kte schedule kan post itu. :)
esok saya busy :D
jadi AJK Mewarna Kanak-kanak XD

Pesta Konvo 2011 di UUM (Part 1)

2011-09-30T00:55:00.001+08:00

waktu diploma dengan degree satu semester dulu, mana ada Pesta Konvo ni. Tak tau pulak sangat grand dan meriah!

nah gambar untuk santapan umum :D

Perasmian.

Nasi Goreng USA dekat Cafe MISC :)

Nasi Goreng Pattaya di Cafe MISC :D

Kami sampai bersama VVIP! :DD

Pentas persembahan penutup dari band Hujan (tak minat pun)

Kawad.

Go-Cart

KUDA! :)

Meriah :)

bergambar dengan min :)

Internet connection dekat sini bukannya laju sangat. So, kte rasa ada part 2 dan nanti ada lagi update gambar yang banyak dekat bangunan baru! :DDDD

Stay tuned! :D

oh! ada cerita jugak. tapi tu nanti lah. heeeee

Tomorrow?

2011-09-29T00:54:00.002+08:00

err. maybe it's not tomorrow because already the next day.
but, SOON! :D

there will be update on PESTA KONVO!!! :DDDD

BEST! BEST! BEST!

Hikmah disebalik semuanya

2011-09-25T17:10:00.001+08:00

Setiap perkara tidak kira baik atau buruk ada hikmah disebaliknya. Ia bergantung kepada diri sendiri bagaimana kita melihatnya. My belief is if you take all the bad things and give a positive turn, then you passed then the test. bila pass the test, you'll be rewarded. So far, that is happening to me. :)

bila dah kira-kira balik buat degree dekat UUM ni, akan mengambil masa 3.5 tahun. memang lama. tapi bila fikir balik, saya tidak mahu graduate dengan resume yang kosong dan tidak mempunyai campus life yang saya ingini. It's been fun and fun! SO WORTH IT! :D memang kalau turned back the time, I'll would still nak study dekat sini jugak!

so, al-kisah bila tak dapat transfer subject business math sebab dapat B- dan microeconomy sebab dapat C+. Sem lepas dah amek balik business math dan sem ini amek balik microeconomy. Alhamdulillah sangat-sangat sebab sekarang dah boleh nampak and paham sepenuhnya! seriously! memang bersyukur sangat-sangat! Lecturer microeconomy yang cool gila! dia best! tak buat kiteorg stress pun! dia ajar pun satu-satu dan sangat paham!

Lecturer Managerial Math sem lepas pun baik! Miss Teh Raihana :) dia pun ajar satu-satu and selalu tolong student kalau tak paham. senang pun senang jumpa dia.. lemah lembut jugak. takde la takut sangat kalau nak bertanya :D

Selain dari itu, in any ways apa-apa activity saya akan berusaha untuk tidak complain and enjoy every moment of it! :D macam explorace :D best ape.

and currently I'm taking everything in a whole new level! higher level where really challenge me. anything I want to join, I wouldn't stop because I have no friends to "teman" me join stuffs. I'll do it on my own and have new friends. :D

I don't want to tell anything details. paiseh :P

that's update from me. :)

Cuti

2011-09-18T18:19:00.001+08:00

Oh! bila dah start masuk campus bukan main rajin kau nak update blog! =.="""
hari ni hari cuti, ganti cuti hari jumaat sebab dekat sini Jumaat kan cuti :) bangun pagi dah hujan, petang pun hujan.

Ni guna lousy camera dari previous post punye :) and ini bukan gambar tangkap tadi. ni few days ago punye :D so, today tak buat pape and I'm getting along with my room mate :) alhamdulillah lega sikit.

and of course sebenarnya ada benda nak complain tapi tak sesuai nak complain di blog public so dah complain dekat blog private :D

ada lagi ke cerita? oh! esok lepas class nak pergi pulangkan buku and nak pergi interview recruitment ada society ni!! hope that I'll get it! :D and harap tak project overload this semester :) and esok start trial OSK! esok pukul 8.30 tepat mesti dah bangun and bersiap sedia depan laptop :)

okeh! itu aje update.. Jumpa lagi besok! atau hari selepas besok! :D

Celebration Hari Malaysia in UUM

2011-09-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday celebration of Hari Malaysia in UUM, I went there because I have integration that I need to attend, but probably I'll attend it even I don't have integration :)

so here would be lots and lots of pictures but a lousy one. Sorry because of the camera quality :(

It was fun! :)

anyone would like to sponsor me a new camera? :D

Hari Malaysia

2011-09-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

I'm wearing this today :)
probably get to update about UUM's celebration of Malaysia Day :)

Later on tomorrow :P

Update from campus

2011-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

first update from campus, :D

it feels so good to be back :)

It's been raining most of the day.

no pictures yet but soon! I hope.

I've been abandoning the blog lately. I'm getting bored I guess and lazier. All the class so far is great! friends are great! and almost everything going smoothly :D

I've talked about "Changes" in the previous post. When ever you have changes, you will have this feeling, uneasy feeling, feeling that you don't want to do. Lately, I've been experiecing that. And I kept forcing myself to do it. Looking everything in the positive way. :D

Eventhough I've spend a week here, but there's stuffs that I need to force myself :)

and the result is VERY VERY REWARDING!!! and OMG! that is the thing that I've been waiting for!!! :DDDDD I'm glad that I force myself in those stuff!!! :DDD

my room mate so far is great too! :) she the best! nice and considerate :D well I have the same room, so I've nothing to comment... Hoping this semester would far more fun and better than last semester!!! :DDDD *praying*

Probably updating in the future! :D

Changes.

2011-09-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

Changes are suck! I know. People don't like changes. When you're comfortable in the environment and a sudden change you would hate it so much. Easy example; Facebook. Always changing the layout and stuffs and people would start to complain about it's ugly, troublesome.. bla bla bla bla...

I don't like changes actually it gives me goosebumps and a sudden scary situation. I can't remember since when, I would like to have a sudden change in every thing. It would be scary before it happen but when it happens, you get through it so well, you will feel so good about yourself. TRUE? :)

Changing university is my first step and I love everything about it. :) and UUM have a lot of changes and I can't wait to get back. :) probably I've spent too much time at home doing nothing. :) I saw some pictures at Facebook the new cafe; new tender; new cafe for DPP Muamalat. :D oh!! I can't wait to see the "Tasik Sime Darby" :D

new room mate; new students; new classmates; Finance subject!!!! :D exctied!! OSK CHALLENGE!!! can't wait!! I get to be in a project!!! I can't wait to be very busy and less sleep :) Hoping that this would the better semester than last semester!!! Can't wait!!!:DDD

for me, every changes made are destined. If you take it well, you'll be rewarded :D
it just a matter how you think.

Changes would be my new friend :D

benda yang perlu dan tak perlu.

2011-09-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

memandangkan afiqah khalid ada seorang budak yang selalu lupa lagipun cuti sampai bulan 9 lagi lah lupa on things nak bawak and tak perlu bawak. ini adalah scheduled upate ya! saya tulis entry ini pada... 20 mei 2011..

Perlu:
satu cawan
tisu packet

minyak angin

nota-nota untuk sem depan :)

penyangkut S

buku kecik utk belanjawan.

buku untuk nota.

jarum dan benang hitam putih

Spray bunuh binatang terbang! :O
bakul untuk bubuh baju masam :\

Tak Perlu:
testpad
maggi (sbb tak makan pun)
kotak tisu

sabun basuh pinggan

tupperware

cermin

hanger

fail dah banyak (tak bukak pun ada lagi)

gambar passport.

extension

jam meja syadia, ada dalam kotak kemungkinan bateri

pembaris

kamus

rumate mungkin :D

DINASIHAT KEPADA DIRI SENDIRI TAK PAYAH BELI PENSIL TEKAN YANG CALER PINK TU! DAH BANYAK SANGAT DAH!

ps: kertas A4 tu... eerr.. tak best. ingat tak yang caler biru tu? kertas dia nipis je...

oh! tolong start packing please.

It's been awhile

2011-08-29T06:37:00.000+08:00

I've been abandoned this blog for a really long time now. :)

I'm holiday-ing! I don't have story to share. but anyway, since is Eid-ul Fitr... I've been really worried about my weight for the whole 3 days going back to hometown. Ipoh. Currently in my house, there are a lot of stuffs that is so yummy and I couldn't say no at all! and I'll start eating and eating it up! I guess they (the food) is begging me to eat it! :D

So here, are picture I've taken, it's shaky! (well, not my satio, of course the pictures suck BIG TIME)

oh yeah! favorite kuih ever! :D

Mom brought this home! Flower shaped marshmellow. (It's officially finished)

a box of chocolate :D (haven't eat it yet).

This year collection of kuih raya :)

oh yeah!! Patchi!! yum yum! :)))

PATCHI!!!

a box of kuih raya :)

muruku :D

Can't wait for these too!~!!! :DDD

so here is a picture of my arm. :)
I was supposed to exercise but I fell asleep and woke up with a cool print on my right arm :O

Kthxbai! :P

Eh?

2011-08-13T13:28:00.001+08:00

I do have trust issue.

Maybe I Should

2011-07-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

make this RAINBOW WALL around me! :D

It's okay

2011-07-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

I've been watching YouTube every single day! :)

Now I'm officially a YouTube Addict :D

I've been watching almost all the famous channels and love watching vlogs because their perspective and I could see the world in their point of view. (even it is fake) :\
here are the list that channels that I always watch :D

nigahiga & HigaTV
SHAYTARDS
kassemg & KassemGtwo
WongFuProductions
theTimothyDeLaGettho
Freddiew & Freddiew2
IanH (Smosh)
Jimmy
Realitychangers
davidchoimusic &davidchoitalk
RayWilliamJohnson & Breaking NYC
KevJumba & JumbaFund
Chestersee
victorvictorkim
QuestDanceCrew & other Quest Crew member channels :D
Mathlutfhi90
DominicShow
TheStation2
NicePeter & NicePeterToo
JKFilms &BartKwan &GeovannaAntoinette

and tons of channels :D

When I see all the channels, I've learned a lot about life and how it really works. Basically all these people in the list is making money by making videos and they have to work hard in terms of ideas and editing! I believe that is a lot of work. they keep making these videos probably the income is GOOD~ :D but what I really want to say here is....

It's okay I guess for these people to make the comedy which they just make a character to sell to worldwide to love them and subscribe them. There are a few let me introduce to you :D

This my perspective you could give your opinion too :D

TimothyDeLaGettho - His parents are from Thailand you could hear from his vlogs conversation in Siamese. He raps and I really love his raps. :D he so good! and he have friends from all kinds of colour and he speaks a normal American English. Despite all the dirty words and talks from him, he also a nice guy seeing footage his dating with his gf (now ex-gf). I really learned a lot and many of questions are answered. :D

Kassem G - In his channel he encourage people to just give him hate comments. hahaha! he is funny! He is Jordanian/Eygptian. He also likes to dirty talk and grab other people boobies and act so perverted. Maybe because of that he could get more subscribers. but I really like him because he is a comedian and he is funny! but when you see him in SHAYTARDS videos, he is so nice with the kids.

Peter Chao (pyrobooby) - He lives in Canada but from Hong Kong. He never take off his shades. NEVER! there not even a picture or footage of his eyes. hahahaa! No idea why and there are people said that Peter Chao is not even his real name. He talks with a heavy chinese ascent but in English. But, when you see footage from his gf's videos he talks English PERFECTLY and nothing wrong with his pronouncation. It just an act. He will have those really nasty talking towards women but he is a nice guy which he peeled prawn for his gf!(in the Chelsea: cooking fried rice) I believe that it just and act to make controversial and make money from it .

JKFilms (Joe and Bart) - They make hilarious videos! :D but with a heavy korean ascent in English. with that ridiculous hot pants! hahahaha!~ but when you watch their vlogs they not in the character compare to Peter Chao. They are entertainment and I love them! :D

So, as I update my twitter status, nice guy finish last. Probably all the nice guy act wouldn't get them to be popular in YouTube and to compete with tons of other people! to give that memorable impression to the viewer. Just like Lady Gaga, all the crazy fashion really makes her famous. Britney Spears too!

What is your opinion?

they just bunch of entertainers. I won't care but probably won't subscribe to Peter Chao. Sorry. but I swear I didn't flag you and never press the dislike button! even to Rebecca Black! and Justin Bieber.

Malas

2011-07-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

dah takde alasan lain dah.

malas gila nak update blog.

sebab satu cuti. dia jadi malas gila

sebab dua dah takde cerita.

sebab tiga, I'm not talented in writing a blog.

IMMA LOSER! :|

Questions.

2011-07-09T19:54:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm that very naive look so you can bully me?

maybe that I'm that easy to be treated like that?

I feel so small that I don't fit here or anywhere.

Or maybe you just being that way?

but why I'm the victim here?

Probably I'm the weirdest and stupidest you could find and to be pick on! yeah. that probably it. thanks though making me fell that I'm not good enough even for myself.
How I'm gonna to face the society?!

.........

Live Streaming :)

2011-07-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

You know WHAT?!!
I just Live Streaming with Quest Crew!!! :DD

They are so cool! :D

害怕

2011-06-30T15:35:00.000+08:00

老实说，　应该看太多　偶像剧，　我想要承认。我很害怕是；　爱。

我很怕要爱一个人除了我的家人。或许　我怕是痛苦的感觉。　怕他会离开我。怕他会出卖我。怕他劈腿。

可是我知道，　他不是我的，　是上帝的。

每一次　我的朋友结婚，　我没有那中感觉，　应该我还没　找到　我的对象。

不管，我想那么　positive 我不会相信我会有好结局。是。我真的很可怜

Parenting hood

2011-06-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha!! memang la belum kahwin lagi, tapi bila dah start cuti, musim mendirikan masjid! :) even kawan paling awal sekali kahwin ialah Amirah Akmar :) sekarang tengah pregnant first child dah masuk 5 bulan or 6? tak sure. hahahaa! since abang dah kahwin dan kawan satu batch pun dah kahwin and lately!!!! jumpa satu channel YouTube! BEST! :)))

kalau korang free pergi lah tengok SHAYTARDS search channel ni! :D
It's basically about a family and daily vlog of the SHAYTARDS! :) let me introduce to you the family;

Daddy : Shay Carl

Mommy: MommyTards

Children: SonTards, PrincessTards, BabyTards and RockTards.

ahahaha.. I don't even know their real names. hehehe~ but yeah I really enjoys watching their daily vlogs :)

oh! lupa dah topic pasal ape, it's about parenting hood. bila dah satu batch dah kawin nanti ada la ramai orang cakap tak sabar nak kahwin. tapi honestly, takde pun feeling tu! sebab fikirkan nanti ada responsibility yang sangat besar! plus, lelaki sekarang pun bukannya boleh harap pun!! maybe because I haven't found the right guy kot tapi seriously! parenting is very hard. It's not about giving birth but have to be the role model to them. being the perfect parents as you can. :O

of course you won't expect a perfect family. no one is perfect. but at least try your best and you won't regret it later when looking back and think, "oh, I should done this or that".

to conclude these. I think I'm a commitment-phobic! :O

Semester break.

2011-06-23T12:48:00.000+08:00

This is a picture of me. getting fatter and fatter. (T__T).

As you all know, the result is out! :) and I would say, alhamdulillah but I didn't get 4.00. hahahaa~

My semester break this time is getting more interesting. For my whole life! I've never went out this much!! seriously!! OMG! hahahaa!

Skip to the next picture; thanks to Michelle! she told me where to buy a katana umbrella. :))) and now officially is my WISHLIST! I want that umbrella!!! :DDD

That's it! done. :\
if I could upload pictures yesterday, the entry probably would be more longer than just this.

D#$%^&*

2011-06-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

I want to upload 2 PICTURES!

and D@#$%^%^Y%#@W YOU blogger! You ruined my mood!!!!!

Wah!

2011-06-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok, memang tiap-tiap hari tengok YouTube tunggu all the YouTube people upload new vids! :D so, since dah takde topic nak discuss, ni, korang tau tak yang Maharaja Lawak trending dekat YouTube?!! tak la trending tapi MOST VIEWED TODAY! :O

Klik pada imej :) Yup I think I've watched Ryan Higa twice since yesterday! :D ahahaha!!

oh! saya sudah tengok maharaja lawak minggu ke-12 tapi, Jozan, Sepah dengan Nabil je :D tapi takdela lawak mane, ok jela.... oh! saya pun tengok KevJumba :D ranking no 16 tu! :D

anyway. Enjoy the holiday! :D

Not Fair

2011-06-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

Since, I can't really said these things in front of your face, here I put up a blog post for ya! See. Special rite!

ya I know that I've been told that life is not fair. But I believe that God is fair and always is. :) But here let me tell you what I meant. You are a hot headed person, so every time I wanted to tell you, you just ignore and wanted it to be that way. so I have to let you but I felt furious at times.

Situation 1: When you called and tell all the things you want to express I'll hear almost everything and give you the reaction but with this capacity I really don't remember plus! It's verbally! I can't remember at all, it must be visually or kinetically :) hahahaa!! but when ever I want to tell you my part of story you just ignored me and continue the conversation un-interested! And of course, I felt so disappointed and angry at the same time since no one actually want to hear what I want to say.

Situation 2: When I ask you to search few things for me since I'm away so far in the jungle. :P. You just grunt so much and felt you not sincere to help me out. but now? I have to pack things for you?! It's not fair and know, when ever I need you, you won't be there for me. and if you need me I'll always be there. It's not fair but it's life. I really can't avoid it. Well, I could predict what happen in the future. well.

if every time people have to listen to you, have to do your way, have to be like you, have to go with your flow, be a BOSS and rule the world. But I bet you don't have that much friend when you needed them when you in trouble.

It's still un-fair for me and I'm hurt like being stabbed. Thank yo! :D

for stabbing me.

Result!

2011-06-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

Hari ni student UiTM dapat result. Tengok dari status ramai nampak macam ok. Tapi congratz Helmy!! :)))

so, countdown lagi 3 hari result UUM pulak kuar. Sampai mimpi-mimpi segala! Target 3.90. tapi nak tulis kat sini mintak orang tolong doakan....

AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D

insyallah :)
Dia maha mengetahui :)

ok tetiba rasa cuak sebab kawan UiTM sume dah tau result. :O

Positive

2011-06-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

I'm not saying myself is a very positive person but I would admit that my perspective have change more toward positivity. :) why? hmm.. let me think for awhile why I'm eager to change. I have to recall all past memories which is the hardest thing to do! hahahaha!

ok, I really can't think why I decided to change maybe the times and environment make to change :) so, the first step I do is first why. and my reason why is God. For those have religion whatever religion you are, we have the same concept of God :)

next would be determination. the eagerness in achieving your goal toward positive thinking! :)

Next, you should be as far from the source and avoid negative thinking people around. That would influence you :)

Next, turn the negative things to positive. As people would say; in every cloud there is silver lining. Everything happen with a reason. If you could look at it in the positive side, you would be positive in few more month. :)

So, there are few steps that you can do :)

when you turn everything in the positive side, your life would be more meaningful and more happy than before! :D

but sure, you can't be positive all the time because being positive is really tiring and some point you could breakdown and cry. but it just effect one time every 5 months. :P

but yeah! GO POSITIVE GO!!! :DDDDD

oh please buy this one for me! :)

Roommate

2011-06-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

Since memang dah takde kerja, tengok movies and series and main game dekat facebook and get depressed. :\

just finished watching "The Roommate" hoh! if you really into watching hot girls. Inilah cerita dia, actress dia lawa-lawa dan comey comey I tell you. :D so the story pasal ada perempuan ni dapat rumate yang ada penyakit mental. Which is very creepy dia macam stalk abes lah watak utama ni. Ada sape2 halang friendship diaorg sama ada takutkan orang ketiga or bunuh je orang ketiga. Creepy ke tak creepy?! :O

So, since dari kecik I have my rumate sbb kene kongsi dengan adik beradik. Bila masuk diploma masih awkward in rumate. My first rumate is not going well ada je la masalah dia. Second ok, sbb dia jarang dekat bilik. then ketiga pun ok sbb dia senior tapi ada jgk problem kejap tapi solved and we still friends until now. then dapat sem bawah tapi dia cool~ then dapat junior yang sgt annoying mungkin dia blum matang kut. and latest I don't wanna talk about her.

so, lesson one in having room mate in my definition;
1. Let her have her own life. jangan sibuk bawak rumate kau kehulur-kehilir satu campus. Biar dia ada kawan dia. kita ada kawan kita. tapi boleh la kenal-kenal. tapi seriously jangan berkepit dengan rumate that would be a huge mistake!
2. Let they have their privacy. Jangan sibuk nak tau dia pergi mana, dating ke, pergi toilet ke. kalau dia tak nak bagitau. jangan sibuk tanya. okla. limit. tanya dia dalam 2 kali je sehari. dah tapayah tanya lebih-lebih annoying gila.

3. don't touch their stuffs. itu sangat penting. even curious macam gila pun jangan sibuk usik barang dia. unless kemaskan and make sure tempat sendiri pun kemas! or you will look very suspicious. pinjam barang in advance boleh tapi still you need to inform.

4. oh! jangan bising bila rumate dah tidur or tgh study.
5. jangan gedik sangat dengan lelaki orang lain meluat.

tu je kot yang perlu noted. :O
tapi yang first tu very important. AVOID! AVOID taking your roommate everywhere! so, kalau korang tengok cerita tu mungkin korang dah phobia takut dengan rumate!

The Tourist.

2011-06-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

Currently I'm watching The Tourist and I paused a little while which a dialogue that I agrees :)

W: Invite me to dinner Frank.

M: What? *pause* Would you like to have the dinner?

W: Women don't like questions

M: Join me for dinner

W: Too demanding

M: Join me for dinner?

W: Another question.

M: I'm having dinner, if you'd care to join me.

Well, I do agree that I'm as a female don't really like questions. :)
please state what you really want to do.

Don't ask me whether I want to see you or not. Just say that you want to see me and I'll agree :D

another quote:

people have two sides, a good side, a bad side, past and future, and that we must embrace both in someone we love