Few more days

I'm leaving here, a week more maybe.
It's a beautiful place to study. 
I love everything here.
I love every time I opened my door. I could see green. smell the freshness of the air. You actually could smell the green. *sniff* aaahhhh~ 
I'm definitely going to miss this place. 
Going back to the city, full of fumes and smoke. 
No more fresh air. 

tomorrow is my last paper. but I still have things to do. Going to be busy anyway. 
bye~

A piece of my mind

I wish I knew.
I knew everything.
but this is life. 
Life full of surprises and mysteries.

It's impossible for you to know.
At least I know that I am.

At times I just so effing tired and wanted to stop.
I couldn't.
They doesn't let me.
Even how hard I tell myself to stop.
I couldn't... wouldn't...

Ada masanya

... saya lupa

aku bukan saya punya.

dan selamanya bukan hak milik saya.

tapi kadang-kadang kita lupa. 

dan saya harap saya ingat selepas ini.

dia bukan milik saya...

Gone

I know it's been awhile I haven't update this blog.
I don't the heart and time to update it anyway.

si pakcik tu asyik tanya; "bila awak nak update blog? dah sebulan dah."
haih~ ce kau ada blog. tengok! bila kau nak update?

A lot things happened.

but then, I'm afraid to start my new phase of life. working life.
dah la aku ni socially awkward. ni pulak nak start kerja. memang la suka adventure. 
lepas dah abes intern ni nanti start kerja. REAL WORLD!
and then nak kene paralel with my mission and vision of my life, to give back to the community. entah tercapai ke dak impian tu. 

lepas tu, nanti orang sibuk tanya pasal kahwin pulak. 
plus, dah la ramai kawan dah start kawen, anak dah 1-3 bagai. erk.

haih~
esok ada paper. 4th paper.
one more to go. dengan competition lagi nih. pening wei pening! claim ni tak siap lagi!

ps: kalau dah takut dengan real world, sambung study je lah. hahahaha~