...

ye. masih wujud.

tadi ada mood. sekarang dah takde.

bye.

Berhabuk wei!

bhahaha. memang takde masa,
dan dah takde mood nak tulis ape2.
tapi tak busy pun sem ni. depress pasal hape benda tah.
even dekat private blog pun tak update pape.
kot. 
tak sure.
kena check.
bhahaha.
ok.
bye.
tu je.
oh.
tu je.
oh!
cari tempat praktikal, tak kesah nak accenture juga.

Games

I've been away because it's holiday. and blogger sucks I can't upload pictures because told me already over capacity! going back to the jungle in a week! :D

I'm not a gamer or hardcore gamer. I play games. Girls games. I don't play those War Craft or DOTA or addicted to it. I'm playing tetris and sims social on facebook. That's it.

It's a norm during my diploma days that I play tons of games. Never ending! and every evening. Even my room mate would freak out if every evening I don't face my laptop and play any game. She would ask me; "eh? fiqa tak main game harini? kenapa?" 

I grew up with games. My siblings loves to play games. any kind. 

Games for me is a leisure time. 

When I need to take things off my head. 

to challenge myself.

to let out my anger (helped a little bit)

sometimes I think the only thing that I'm good at is playing games.

playing games feels like no pressure. I don't have to open up books or research. I'm playing it for fun.

so, does this really bothers you?

does this really that bad for me? 

well, if you can't accept me that I like to play games, I think you should tell me and should stop from this.
you think that is an obligation for you to change the way I am.

you should find someone else. 

It's hard for me to let you go. 

but if you acting like this. 

or pushing me this way. 

I think you have problem with me.

maybe you hates me.

maybe I should stay away from you.

maybe we aren't supposed to be together.

hmph. I should continue playing my games. bye! :D

What if...

... we both just friends

... I didn't do the prank

... I didn't interfere you and her

yes. I'm home for a month and I think I won't be updating much, as I done nothing. bhahaha~ 

ok. bye~

What do you think?

ok. haritu ada nampak ada orang post ni. 

so, apa pendapat korang?

ini pendapat saya.
Kaya. ada apa dengan kaya? 
duit. ada apa dengan duit?
so, dua dua tu segala-galanya?
kalau macam tu, apa point kau hidup?

iya, memang manusia perlukan duit untuk hidup. tapi adakah kekayaan itu kemestian? 
kalau macam tu, ANAK orang KAYA tak payah berusaha teruk? ANAK orang KAYA dah terjamin ke masa depan diaorang? ANAK orang KAYA tak perlu nak buat business? 

kenapa. kenapa?!
manusia nak bubuh label atas semua benda?
kalau orang tu ada rumah besar, pakai barang berjenama, dia perfect ke? semua cukup? cukup amalan? boleh masuk syurga?
bagus sangat ke jadi orang kaya?
jadi orang miskin takde segala-galanya? macam tu ke?

bukan dipinta untuk lahir dalam golongan orang kaya. ececeheh. hahahaa.
tak dipinta dilahirkan dalam golongan orang miskin. itu semua LABEL SEMATA-MATA. 
yang penting, agama, maruah, pendidikan yang lain? tak perlu sangat lah.
yang penting usaha. tak semestinya anak orang kaya tu bagus. 
tapi dalam kes kawan-kawan, diaorang kaya. tapi pandai dan tak sombong. :D

tu duit mak bapak diaorang. tak semestinya diaorang akan dapat 100%.
tak semestinya mereka akan senang-senang dapat duit tu.

macam ni kau pikir,
kolot.
bye.
sorry siapa makan cili terasa pedas.
renungkan.
dan saya sangat open to read our point of view and rants. 
dalam apa bahasa pun. :D

A year month

I'm not bragging.

hehehee. 

ye. after a year and a month.

Mamat tu dah start tunjuk belang.

ye. dah tau macam mane nanti.

dia dah start tendang-tendang awek dia.

dia dah start tengking-tengking.

dia dah start cakap "shit shit shit" dekat awek dia.

ape lagi?!

ha!

takde lah.

hahaha..

gurau je. saje nak gurau in public.

MAD BRO?! hehehee.

Bye~ :D

What am I still doing here?

Yes, probably the feeling makes me stays here.

but it doesn't mean that you play around with it.

It doesn't mean that you could takes things for granted.

It seems I wanted to do the same thing to you,

but I couldn't.

so, hope that one day, someone will return the favor to you.

someday.

I guess, 

I deserves to get treated like a trash.

I guess this makes me understand all the things that I said before. 

To all people I've criticized before (behind your back), I'm truly sorry. Now I know how it felt. 

I wanted it to stop but I couldn't

even thinking of it makes me burst into tears.

I hate disappointment.. 

I should go.

ps: I learned a lot words and using English and Mandarin by listening to songs.

Rainy day

It's definitely a rainy day for me. it was dated yesterday.

something that I hope that I don't want to go through. but I have to anyway. hmmm..

and TODAY 4th JANUARY 2013 is the BIRTHDAY OF ONE OF MY LONGEST BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!!! :DDDD YEAAAA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH AKMAR ABDAN! :D

I always love you! :D

even you married with a kid! :DDD

and she likes green! hehehee. :D

so yeah. sometimes I wonder. 

and you don't want to know what I'm wondering about.