Saturday, June 20, 2015


Sebenarnya nampak post dekat Fb pasal kes ragging teruk gila... and ada comment pasal adik dia naik balik and quit sebab tak tahan. Teringat waktu masuk UiTM Segamat dulu. Orientation and awesome people around me help to be who I am today! :)

Al-kisahnya, saya ni jenis takde goal in life pun, tapi lepas dapat diploma in UiTM, tetiba jadi perempuan yang berjiwa kental eechcehehhh! hahahaa! Waktu seminggu orientasi, memang lah penat dan bosan. Tapi I guess sebab new environment, new beginning. Waktu orientasi, diaorg brainwash kata one of the best universiti, senang dapat kerja, bla.. bla.. blaa... tapi one thing yang I remembered that changed me.. dia kata tak semua orang boleh masuk sambung blaja, so kene grateful. lagi satu dia kata, You have a new beginning, you can be whoever you want!

Waktu orientasi dengan MPP, takde masalah. Orientasi dengan wing pun takde masalah, orientasi dengan kolej dan dengan course pun takde masalah.

Orientasi dengan wing tu paling awesome! kte dapat tingkat 3, akak2 senior ni jenis sangat lah friendly and baik. memang tak buli langsung, siap ajak makan sekali. borak-borak tak ingat dunia. bila tanya pasal blaja pun diaorg ajar. baik sangat. and one of the senior jadi kawan baik sampai sekarang, dia salah seorang yang mengubah saya ke arah yang lebih positive. 

Kolej dengan course pun dah tak ingat dah apa orientasi dia. tapi that moment, orientasi tu memang change my life and serve it's purpose. 

Agaknya I'm blessed :) 

Thank you so much for helping me along the way :)

Alhamdulillah :')

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Embracing Your Flaws and Strength

It's been awhile since I'm writing again. 

Been busy, busy ke? hahahaa!

So I was eating lunch, I was watching the television and a Hindustan movie came up. Then I started to say, "Cantiknyaaaa Rani Mukherjee" and remembered how I'm jealous of my Indian colleague's eyelashes. Pergh! panjang! mata besar! melentik! 

Ada lagi seorang colleague dia features muka biasa je, tapi kaki dia cantik! means dia pakai kasut apa je pun sesuai. (eh! kenapa tetiba tulis BM nih?). 

There are some features of us that we wish it would be better. It gunanya make up! hahaha! Tapikan, God is fair! if Dia bagi something better, Dia akan bagi something that you need to improve. Ada kawan selalu kata, kesiannya tengok dia, ada orang buta dekat opis.. but the thing is,  I don't. Because he would have better thing than us. Maybe dia appreciate his lives more! maybe dia look everything more positive than us. Disable is not a flaw. It is a strength.

I have a deaf aunt, I love being with her! memang jarang jumpa dia. Tapi once jumpa even though she is deaf, I think she is super awesome! dia punya aura and positive-ness, I love being around her!


Friday, February 6, 2015

I'm Perfect

Is it weird, 

I always feel that I'm perfect. 
When you let me go, then it's your loss.

After graduate from Degree, I went for interview. At that point, I wanted Management Trainee position. I never thought that I would enjoy sales. So at some point, I was selected for the second interview with all other overseas graduates which most of them didn't know UUM existed. LOL! and at that time, I doubt myself.

It was one on one interview, and one of them was the head of contact centre asking me regarding working in sales and I pursuade her to give a chance to do it. Main reason was my parents who disagree me in sales as they say that everyone can do sales. 

When I was doing interview with this current job, I honestly mention that my parents would disagree on the job. But I said that I would convince them. And I'm still working in sales for 9 months! wehee! and I love them! 

So, it's your loss for not having me as your Management Trainee because I know I can do awesome things for your organisation! 

I'm being super positive. I don't know when I start to be this way. But it's creepy and scary and proud at the same time. :D

Once you let me go, you would loss a lot. An Awesome Friend. :)
Here are my picture. See! 
Cute too! hahahahahaha! 

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Life is wonderful and magical

Hey guys, 

I'm feeling like writing my heart out. I'm not an awesome writer or even good grammar, as people may know why I have blog so I could put everything in here so I could put them and bury them as memories. The happy ones and the bad ones too. 

I'm watching The Fault in Our Stars and I'm crying non -stop for no reason. It make me thinking about life so much. I learn from my mistakes, but.. there are things that I took things for granted. Life. My life. 

Let me tell you something, 
The moment that I know you. I know you will be a huge mistake. Like Taylor Swift, I know. Cliche. I know that we won't be together, but I guess why I stayed because I hate to be awkward around friends. Because I couldn't find other group of friends to hang out with. You took something from me I hate you for it. I blame you for it. I guess it was the test and I FAILED miserably. 

I want it to end. End it now. As you wrote to the future me. The difference it, you will see the ghost. 

I'm strong, beautiful and optimistic. I know that I can do it! 

The End.l

Sunday, December 7, 2014

My Birthday Celebration!

I would never thought that this year birthday would be awesome!

My normal birthday every year, would be wish on Facebook because they could see who's birthday today. Few years later, I hide the notification and see how many people would remembers my birthday. It would a few those who really close to me. and the day goes like that, nothing happened. Normal as they goes. and usually I won't be home during my birthday coz I'm in campus. 

The thing about me, it would be hard to do a surprise to me, because I notices everything. But I appreciated the effort :D

This two cakes are from Kinat, she said because for 3 years we celebrate both birthday at the same time, so this cake is for Semah and Me. :)

This cake is from my sister kinda of cake from my family :)

This is birthday feast at Murni Discovery with my lil sister :D

This is birthday card from my department with signatures from the top position of the office :D

 This is another cake from another job!

 Michelle gave this one! :3

 Hui Shan and Wen Yi

Birthday treat! A fancy one but I love it! super delicious!

I'm so lucky to be surrounded with awesome and great people like all of you. Thank you so much to celebrate my birthday! I'm so grateful, Alhamdulillah. :) 

Thank you for always being there when I needed you guys! :')

Bonus! Click more for link to my YouTube Channel!

Sunday, November 16, 2014

My Own YouTube Channel

As few of close friends of mine knew that now I have my own youtube channel. It's a vlog! I wanted to try. Writing a blog is more personal than doing a Youtube. 

I just read my old me writing me a future blog. 
I'm not married, Just started working for bank. 
and no. I won't further my Masters. 
and I still a psychopath. 

But I don't want to write anymore. I don't have the time. And do not want to write it anymore. 

... I do wanted to tell all of you my new Youtube Channel.

Click read more for the link! :D

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Future Afiqah

Dear future Afiqah,

Disebabkan tengok banyak sangat cerita "How I Met Your Mother"
I'm writing a post entry for myself.! hahahaa~

At this time as you are reading,
I wanted you to remember who you are,
don't be cocky or anything,
be strong as you are before

I don't know what you are doing right now,
but I'm hoping you are working in a bank or a huge company
and looking forward to having promotion in the near future! =D
owh! make sure that your salary reached at least 7000. hahaa~ (if you are working)

Hoping that you'll will get married next year! hahahaa~
or already married =D
And don't get any mental illness as you already have back in 2010 =D

If you have bad day/week/year.
Always think positively.
Always remember that Allah is there and always there.

don't forget to further you master! =D
Please write another future post for future you.

As I'm writing,
That day is Sunday; 20 June 2010

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Growing Up

.. If you watched me grow up, you would be very proud of me. I am proud of myself though! LOL! :D

Some people, their age do increase every year, but they really stayed in their child minds. 

I'm blessed to met a lot of awesome people, giving me so much to think. Opened up to me in your own perspective. Even though, I don't really agree with you guys, I would just listen and trying to understand your perspective. 

Every single day, I met a lot of people. Talking to a lot of people. I feel you bro. :P

I know people would say, you should respect people to earn respect from them... but to get their is very heartbreaking. When you trying to be respectful to them, they don't to you. It hurt so bad.

I glad where ever I am. I learn so much on watching my words. I learn so much on not judging people. I learn not to be negative all the time. I learn not to think the worst thing about others. 

I've grown up. I hope you proud of me.