Final

Ye. Esok final, sila doakan saya mencapai target semester ini :)

Esok Process Writing pukul 2.30. 

Afiqah Khalid dapat A untuk Process Writing :)

Terima kasih :P

Mengantuk

Bila laptop tak hantar betulkan lagi... Waktu tu lah nak update blog.

Haih. So. Ape yg buatkan saya tak mengantuk?

1. Borak
Memang tu rank no satu!!! Bila borak tak boleh nak berhenti tapi segar terus!!!

2. Tidur
Bila dah tidur, tak mengantuk.

3. Dengar lagu kuat-kuat.
Pastu karaoke sekali dalam bilik ni ha. Kesian room mate I. :)

4. Tengok facebook
Ini memang segar pastu dah berjam spend dekat facebook baca setiap perkataan.

5. Main dengan kucing yang comel!

6. Hantar sms. :)
Err. *blush*

7. Update blog.

8. Tengok muka Jensen Ackles.
Ye. Saya masih obsess dengan Jensen. <333

Tu je kot. :)
Ni memang quick update. Tengah study ni. Mengantuk. Buat nescafe. Tapi nescafe or any caffeine doesn't help at all!! Hahaa..

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Sick

Not me. My lappy. Can't update need to send to local clinic.



See ya soon!!!

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Harini.

Selain dari study dan tidur...

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Hint? Errr.. Teka lah. :P

Scares

What scares me?
Flying insects, flying animals but not flying or height or blood. :D
I'm scared to love someone, to feel attach to someone.
I'm scared of expectation of others on me.
I'm scared of what futures held for me.


Sometimes I scares myself. And scares my friends too. 
With my own talent. Trained by my mom since I was a kid. 
And it seems I was born to be that way. hahaha! crazy indeed. 
(Few more months, I can't remember what these meant!)


this is my day went :)

 Taking pictures at the golf course :)

What a lovely day :D

Meeting up with reindeer!!! hahahaa! 

That is my weekend besides studying and play games on my phone. :)

oh. please don't keep secrets from me. If you do, please don't make me found out. not even slightest bit.... (this statement is for everyone). hahaha~

My Life is like a Stock Market.

Semakin rajin update blog! :O

Since I love investment so much. I relate my life as a volatile movement of a stock market for this particular 2 weeks!

See! This is how volatile my life is for these few weeks. A confession need to make here, that I love this particular 2 weeks. Yes, not all happy stuffs, but I really love it. Really love this two weeks. Suddenly I love surprises. Suddenly I hope for more. Not everyone loves sudden change. Yet somehow I love it. 

If seeing in the investor perspective; this would be fun for short-term investment. Imagine how many you could gain but in the same time you could lose! Stock market is very fun and full of adventure and addictive! :D 

but yea. I'm finance student and I relate my life with a stock market. =.=''' 

That is how I obsess with it. :P

Month of Surprises!

Seriously, it started dari hari tu... and the surprises didn't stop from appearing! :O

but every single surprises are good news! Alhamdulillah and hope to get more good news. I can't update about the good news because it supposed to be secrets and some of it too personal. :D

if the time comes, I'll update it :)

with pictures :)

suddenly, I would love some surprises :)

Random lagi.

Sebelum tidur rasa macam nak update blog :)

oh. gambar ini telah diphotoshop. harap maklum

This semester takde study week :( tapi dah banyak class dah cancel... tapi still ada class and tak start study dengan serious lagi :((( risau pulak.

random things in my head. dekat blog Semah ada wordless Wednesday macam chika punya blog. tapi tak rasa nak buat sebab nanti kata tiru orang. 

nak cari idea lain lah. sepanjang hari ini mendung dan tengah hujan lah ni. :)

ada benda nak update tadi. tapi dah lupa sebab upload gambar atas tu. =.=

oh. kalau tak update pasal awak dalam blog boleh? :P 

tu je la. nite nite  :)

ps: weirdly, I've changed because of you <3

Good Surprise! :)

Let me recap you my week :)

My week was full of surprises and probably good news! :)

Started on the 11th December 2011,

The day before I supposed to make a prank. I was lone ranger. It was my own idea without involves anyone at that time. on this date, later evening, I proposed a prank to one of my friend (male). And it turned out to be a serious matter.

on 12th December 2011,

Later that night, my friend asked me to go to her room after my meeting. And she revealed something so shocked I couldn't handle it too well. I get emotional and burst of laughing and I can't help feeling so stupid.

from that day onward nothing that shocking.

Well, there's one. but too personal. not going to share it here. here and there. :)

and yesterday I almost died from shocked. one of my close friend is getting engaged! :D It is a good news just my friend didn't informed us earlier makes me felt so left out and very disappointed. now I know I'm not that so called "close friend" to you. but still because you are still my close friend I'll forgive you and always pray for you :)

still shocked. but very happy news. CONGRATULATIONS! :D

and that crisis came to me. freaking out of my future. :O
I really can't imagine how the hell I'm going to face the future?!!! scares me a lot. a lot.

Well, I'm a NOT fan of surprises. Not really. seriously not. Because usually I'll see it first before it coming. I don't have that sixth sense anymore. Since, I'm experiencing my surprises week probably GOOD SURPRISES is not that bad :D

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I don't know whether is a girl thingy. but, even though I said "No" what I really meant is "Yes". hahaha~ yes. I know women is that complicated. well, I'm that complicated. hahaha! and weird.

This week!

OMG! full of surprises and good news! :D

Can't wait have the time to share it here! :D 

and it will be my memories in 2011 :DDD

Congratulations!! You know who you are! :)

Things to do before go to sleep

My habit before go to sleep.

1. Kemas bilik dulu

Ye. bilik yang terabur. Dengan buku, baju, sampah. semua ada. itu kene kemas-kemas dulu. tapi kalau dah penat sangat pernah jugak tidur dengan buku-buku semua atas katil. :D

2. Hibernate-kan laptop.

Sama ada hibernate, shut down atau sleepkan dia punye monitor. :)

Sebelum tutup pun kene tengok ada notification or message dekat facebook :P

3. Susun bantal

Kene susun bantal dekat tempat yang sepatutnya. bantal kepala dengan bantal teman. bantal teman? bantal yang letak dekat tepi pastu tu je fungsi dia. takde fungsi lain. Mungkin rasa lagi selamat kot. tapi tu bantal. dia bukan boleh buat apa-apa pun. =.=''

4. Bentang selimut

oh. entah sekarang jadi habit. tidur kene pakai selimut walaupun panas. tapi bilik kipas laju, sentiasa sejuk :) lagipun duduk dalam hutan. sejuk. tapi kene bentang takut-takut mel mel ada terselit dekat situ. selalu lupa mel mel dekat dalam bilik kalau dia tido bilik. :)

5. Set Alarm dekat handphone

Ini sangat perlu. nanti tak pergi class karang! mati! mati! kalau weekend pun set juga. walaupun nanti snooze kan dia. buahahahaa! set je.. :P

6. Main game dekat handphone

tak kesah pakai phone apa. still kene main game seblum tidur. sejak ada handphone baru ni :) memang main game! perkara wajib! setiap hari kena at least main sekali! addictive kan?!

7. Tidur.

Perkara terakhir ialah tidur :D

Selamat Malam semua! :D

*kalau korang baca post ini malam lah.

Trick

Dekat draft ada banyak lagi posts dalam draft tapi takde mood or rasa macam blum bersedia nak publish. buahahaha! 


oh! ni kene update blog dengan gambar. nak kebawahkan post tu :P

ni random pictures yang baru transfer :) mesti lah dekat UUM, mane lagi <3

 Nak yang caler kelabu tu comel sangat! dekat Varsity Mall 

 Kegemaran semua orang. Mel mel! :D

 Mel mel teman tuan baru dia study :)
lepas tu terkam. buahahaha!

 Chiken Chop di TNB. Tidak memuaskan. Mane yang dulu punye dekat TM?!

mane pakcik pindah!? mane?!!!!

 berjalan jauh. :)

oh! ini tasik dekat sebelah DPP MAS. best best :) ni lepas class FM.

Nak Prank Orang, Kena diri sendiri.....

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Hint: Full Birthday :D XX/XX/XXXX

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Err..

I never thought that it would turned out like this.

It supposed to be a joke. but SURPRISE! :O


Apologizing in advance. I know it won't be a smooth story ahead.


This is really crazy! :O

Positive Thinking Vs Tipu Diri Sendiri.

ini post lama... ada dalam draft...

oh. belog ini memang rojak habis! Bahasa Inggeris, Bahasa Melayu dan Mandarin. =.='''

Ini waktu tengah jalan pergi ke kelas terfikir tentang ini;

Adakah ia POSITIVE THINKING atau TIPU DIRI SENDIRI?!

Rasanya ia bermula bila nampak kawan update status tentang nak sedapkan diri sendiri. Jadi, tetiba pun pikir, macam mana nak bezakan sama ada ia adalah positive thinking ke tipu diri sendiri?!  

cuba pikir, sebenarnya, positive thinking dengan tipu dengan diri sendiri adalah sama! kte nak sedapkan diri dari menjadi sedih dan frust menongeng.

I'm not ready yet.

Entry yang penuh dengan perkataan; takde gambar. Harap Maklum. 

dah nak habis semester, ramai kawan-kawan UiTM update dah tak sabar nak buat praktikal... Mungkin ada sesetengah rasa kita akan rasa jeles ke ape. Secara terus terang, sedikit pun tak! hahahahaa! saya rasa saya belum bersedia untuk menghadapi dunia pekerjaan. Saya nak rasa sepenuhnya kampus life yang dicari. :)

Kenapa? 

Sebab dengar cerita pasal kerja pun dah pening. hahahaha! politik kerja la, kerja yang sangat banyak, overtime. hoh!! takut! kalau-kalau dapat boss yang susah nak layan kang macam mana?! Kawan baik saya, Amirah dia dah kerja lama dah. dengar cerita dia dengan cerita dari mak kita pun dah pening. Mereka kerja dekat bank. Mungkin kerja memang macam tu stress. Tapi saya tak nak kerja sebab terpaksa. Saya nak kerja ikhlas.

bila dah kerja, ada banyak tanggungjawab pulak. Nanti kena pikir duit lah segala. memang semua tu kena hadapi. Kawan-kawan saya ada yang dah kena hadapi pasal tu dalam usia yang muda lagi. tapi.. kalau pikir-pikirkan. takpelah. belajar pun best jugak :)

Mungkin saya ni pelik, macam kereta. ye. untuk makluman memang saya dah ada lesen kereta "P". tapi memang taknak kereta! tak mintak pun. cuma mintak pinjam sebab nak praktis bawak kereta.. tu pun tak dapat. tapi kalau dah ada kereta, nak kena basuh, isi minyak, nak kene servis dan banyak lagi! hoh! pening-pening. hahahaha!

saya memang pelik; kawan kepada Kinat memang pelik. buahahahaa!

p/s: nanti bila dah kerja, nanti orang mesti tanya bila nak kahwin. :O

I would never thought....

Looking back, past few years (more than 5 years), I would never thought that I would be who I am today. :)

I was that very timid and low self confidence at one phase. I felt that I couldn't even compete with my siblings, (which I still can't). Joining activities? I won't do anything without accompanied by a friend. I can't make decisions and won't even lead. I always look back and felt I achieved so much.


I can't even remember the time that I really want to do these things. Probably when I entered UUM, I have lists that I wanted to do before graduate. :)


I have this feeling wanted to be an MC (Master of Ceremony) DONE! :) Twice. It was a small event, but I made it! :) and I wouldn't mind to be one :)


I wanted to be a facilitator. DONE! Once, but that professional. Just a simple ones because not enough workforce.


I wanted to be lead a program. NOT YET! but soon.. :)


I can't think more. but there are few things I wanted to do but I didn't figure it yet. :)






There's few things I need to improve which are:-
- stop being so awkward around strangers.
- to be outstanding. not just being there. just make sure people noticed.
- Thinking too much about fitting in. I just chose to make as barrier.
- Negativity.
- start taking more challenges and responsibilities.


probably more. I can't think more. too much flaw to improve :)
baby steps. ok. too small. cat steps :)
I don't have much time.

Pimple Attack

Ini adalah kisah benar. Cerita tentang jerawat yang menular di bahagian hidung. (T__T). Ia bermula selepas buka semester cuti dua minggu hari itu..... dia tumbuh sangat besar! sangat BESAR!! dekat nose bridge tu lah. nampak tak bekas dia tu! dekat dengan mata.... lepas 2 minggu dia pun dah surut... hari tu dah start pakai contact lens balik.... tak lama lepas tu! tumbuh lagi satu! dekat bawah sikit. tapi bahagian hidung jugak.

Ini adalah bukti. AMARAN! gambar yang tersangat huduh dan tak di-edit jerawat untuk hilang. (selalunya buat macam itu).

 Gambar dari depan akan nampak punya!

 gambar dari tepi pun akan nampak sekali dekat pipi tu punya!

 ini dekat side lagi satu. pun nampak jerawat yang baru! =.='''

Jadi, ada satu je cara...... 

Pakai spec bingkai TEBAL!

kan! dah tak nampak sangat obvious. :)
tada! baguskan! :)

Inilah expression yang perlu anda buat!!! hahahaha!!!

Dari cerita Puss in Boots!! sangat best!:)

Cheras - Segamat - Shah Alam - Sintok

I've been living my whole life in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur; which a city. Filled with traffic jams, pollution and buildings. I would never thought that an offer to further my studies changed everything. Which I mean EVERYTHING!

From Segamat, Johor to Shah Alam to Sintok, Kedah. Travelling takes hours and hours long. but for me, it's worth it every second spend here and there.

Segamat (Segar amat) is a very good start for me. The green scenery and fresh air! Even though the campus is quite small but it's a good start. At least a good start for me. I learned a lot in terms of knowing myself, culture and foods! :D I met a lot of people here and there and learning more and more about me and others too. Almost every morning there will be a thick fog around campus and super cold there. There will be wild animals, huge insects and many more. Here I found best friends that I still contact and miss until now. In this phase, I learn how to study. seriously. study. I never study on my own before and here I learn how to study and I think I did my best. After finishing my 3 years in Segamat....

Feast for your eyes here were Segamat:

*I was informed a lot have change there :)

... I was in Shah Alam. 6 months in Shah Alam, besides friends there, everything else was not that fun. Seriously! not that fun. I become more and more depressed. It's all about classes and assignment. At that point, I realized that I haven't make any changes in myself as much as I want to. But my passion in Finance haven't changed. My study in Shah Alam teaches me more and more depth about Finance. I haven't joined any fun activities there except going out with friends. :) I realized Shah Alam is not a place for me to change myself. Probably I made those excuses needing new environment and run from the tough challenge because I know I can't make it. but I could but it's too hard. Then, I transferred myself to..........

Here are Shah Alam taken from top floor of Engineering Building :)

Sintok, Kedah. And currently in Sintok. All the system and culture are totally different! I have all new friends! I could be a new version of me. I could be whoever I want. What I really like here is because I could mingle with a lot of people and every kind of people. Here much more greener. So fresh which even ever I'm back to the city I felt suffocated with all those smokes around. I'll cooped up in my house :) Honestly, I learned a lot about myself and even people surround me more by observation. I understand myself more than I ever know! and I did a lot of things that I wanted to do (that will be continue in my next post). but I still have this problem, problem about myself that I need to solve. Internal and mentally. seriously. I tend to being this introvert person which I shouldn't and I have hardships in tuning with strangers. Now I need to reschedule my target here.

Here are pictures of Sintok, which will be more and more and much more! :)

If it's not raining, I'll walk to class everyday and walk back to hostel everyday and it is very relaxing to see this scenery everyday :) oh! the food is so good! and cheaper too :)


Stay tuned for more! :)

Pictures! :)

I fall in love with the scenery! <3
taken on evening. :)

 2 days of raining, and there's a rainbow! :)
double rainbow! :)

 Another scenery where everyday I walk pass by :)
so calming :)

 oh. I'll bet you'll see her more in this blog.
Kinat: now a cat lover! :)

*tengok muka dia bahagia betul.*

 errr... Arafah and his pink pensil box. =.=''

 mel mel is playing after having her meal

 perut buncit :)

More to come I hope :)

Testing

Trying this out!! :)

Sape lagi kalau bukan mel mel :)

let me be....

biarlah. nak update blog berapa banyak kali pun! dah rajin tulis lah!

jadi cerita dia bermula bila dah masuk UUM, semua kawan baru. Saya menjadi orang yang upgrade sikit ke 3.0. :) 

dekat sini, banyak sangat aktiviti dan untuk mencapai impian, jadi lah AJK. Memang ada rasa nak take in charge in something, tapi takde confidence dekat diri sendiri. and then, kena bergaul dengan ramai sangat strangers; maknanya tak kenal pun orang-orang tu. Itu adalah masalah pertama, bila depan strangers, jadi sangat pendiam... tapi kalau dah kenal, sebenarnya saya taklah pendiam mana. Bising dan tak betul sikit. Jadi, saya tak nak force diri saya untuk membuat sesuatu, jadi sekarang tengah marah dengan diri sendiri sebab terlalu fikir tentang pandangan orang lain. =.='''

tapi pelik tapi nak cerita, tak tau apa yang trigger my friendliness towards others. ada projek dibawah Dewan Penginapan Pelajar, yang tak kenal sangat pun orang-orang dia. entah macam mana nak explain. tapi macam ni lah... ada satu masa tu, memang saya seorang, pergi beramah mesra dengan orang yang bukak gerai dekat situ! OMG!!! bila pikir2 balik macam pelik gila! Afiqah? Sorang-sorang pergi borak-borak dengan orang lagi perfectly stranger!!! ini memang sangat pelik!! pelik gila! dan sekarang still rasa creepy gila.

baru balik dari meeting yang saya seorang (means takde kawan yang ikut), jadi balik pendiam tu balik. tak bercakap. tak menyerlah langsung. =.='' tapi dah volunteer nak jadi one of the Finance people. ape tah position tu. tapi excited!! at last I've found something yang boleh apply my passion towards finance!! :) *ok, ini selain dari stocks!*

jadi, saya masih have a problem and still don't know how to solve it.

Seperti dijanjikan

duduk depan laptop ni lupa pulak nak buat ape. rupa2nya update gambar!

 Ni, waktu nak cari wifi dekat cafe. tu nampak tak?

 baru pukul 11.05pm dia dah nak beauty sleep! dah la tengah meeting. =.='''

 Ini adalah Penang :)

 Ini dari dewan MAS :)

 Mel mel datang makan wet food pastu dia dah reti posing dah sekarang! :D

 ini adik saya yang excited dengan NST version 3D!

 capati di Temoh yang sangat sedap!!!!

 Mel mel teman jaga booth. comelkan?!~

 oh! ni kinat. dia sekarang dah suka kucing comel macam mel mel. :)

 ni dia sibuk mengada2. dia peluk tangan sambil posing macam tu!

ini dekat dataran budaya. dengan kinat ngn zaid. oh! rizal yang tangkapkan gambar! :)

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busylah. tak sempat nak ada masa update blog :)

lagipun mane de sape baca pun :)