Non Cook Delicious Lunch

Sebelum ni bukan main, buat gaya tudung bawal, kali ni waktu cuti dekat rumah ni, mama ku ada sediakan ingredient untuk lunch memandangkan anak dia tak reti masak. tak perlukan api ye kawan-kawan!

Here are the ingredients;
sayur salad
mayonis
mustard
tomato
sos cili
roti pita
ape benda tah tapi turkey breakfast! :D

 ini semua bahan yang digunakan. :D

  turkey breakfast tu memang makan mentah begitu. tapi mestilah dah diproses. dan roti yang sedap yang garlic tu sedap! :D

  dekat belakang dia ada tulis cara untuk melipat dia :)

  mula-mula, bubuh roti pita panas sekejap didalam toaster macam ini. dalam 1 min je. jangan bagi lama sebab nanti dia jadi keras nanti tak boleh nak lipat!

  ini tomato yang dihiris. ini first attempt. sebenarnya dengan potong hiris. potong dadu. bhahaa!

 roti pita tersebut disapukan dengan mayonis.

 bubuh tomato begini. tapi ni salah. tapi dah upload. lantak lah. 

 bubuh turkey breakfast begini. pastu bubuh mustard atas dia. optional. kalau nak bubuh, bubuh la. kreativiti sendiri.

 sayur bubuh macam ni. pun SALAH! sebab dah tak boleh nak gulung roti tu. haih~

ini second attempt, lepas makan satu tu dah kenyang gila! serious tak tipu! so, tunggu lagi 2 jam untuk makan lagi satu. kali ni ada improvement di sini dan sana. step dia still sama, cuma cara potong je lain.

panaskan roti pita, pastu bubuh mayo.

 sayur perlu dipotong begini.  tapi kali ni bubuh sayur dulu.

 ini yang lain punye patty. chicken ape tah. turkey lagi sedap.

pastu bubuh mustard, bubuh tomato yang dipotong dadu. tapi sebenarnya tomato tu banyak. kena ratah yang lain. hahaa. tomato tu bubuh 1/4 dari sebiji tomato. hehee.  

TADA! dah boleh gulung, lepas tu cicah dengan sos cili. :)

selamat dan sedap :9

seperti anda sedia maklum, saya memang tak reti nak memasak ni sebenarnya. hahaa. eerrr. ok mungkin reti, tapi tak minat sangat. heheee. 

tapi saya suka dessert, saya reti buat caramel pudding je. hehee. 

yang lain tak minat sangat. bhahaha. 

oklah. selamat mencuba!

Holiday makes me vulnerable.

At this point of time, distance really testing me.

Exactly 44 days. 

what had happened really testing me. 

I hope that you know what really goes in my head and heart.

As often I said, I like to fight, but hate when you ignores me. 

Super interesting

i was waiting for getting picked up and going back to hometown by plane. so, I walking around in the Facebook and click and click and click. I found this guy. Exactly that guy, the guy that let Mel Mel stuck for 3 days without any food and especially water.

and now, what the heck are you updating about cats? 

are you showing off now?! 

back then, it was your responsibility. but now? 

oh! now I know that you are a cat lover.

I'm just lucky because my mom is a cat lover. my whole family are. I appreciate them as they just need attention and love. 

to that guy, if you or any friends of you found this blog. I'm talking about you behind your back. I'm just still pissed off by what you did and what you typed in the group facebook. you had your responsibility, but yet you are still letting that one go. 

well, this is part of my journey. meeting you are part of my journey. how horrible I think you are, at least I know what real life are. 

and people with extra "pangkat", most of them being such a snob. that is a responsibility, a very very very huge responsibility, you should be dedicated. Even you are given or you chose to be one. 

and I'm chosen to be one of the human and still breathing. I should act like one. and appreciate how beautiful all the mistakes and happiness are and were. 

ps: I know, your friend will tell you about this entry. I know how and I can guess who.

Booth, Ice Cream

Kali ini punya entry ada GAMBAR! :) 
gembira tak rakan-rakan? :D
jadi ini cerita jaga booth untuk event under DPP.
diaorg bukak dekat bangunan COLGIS,
ini adalah based on my observation oleh budak-budak UUM.

Kalau korang nampak, yang belah kiri tu booth kami, dan line yang saya maksudkan itu.. adalah line.... ok, booth kami ada buat jualan t-shirt dan promote pasal event iaitu bagi flyers kecik je. 

bagi student yang lalu dekat line tu, itu bermaksud; "baik kau jangan datang dekat aku takmau dengar, bla ok bla!" dan hampir semua orang yang berjalan di line itu takkan buat eye contact dan pandang bawah. dan hampir 80% pelajar begitu. :(

and lebih menarik. jalan yang luas begitu, bila pelajar itu jalan dari tengah akan belok ke line tersebut. ye. mereka sangat takut dengan kami. entah kenapa. so, that is how much their personal space. 

Cerita lain,

haritu, integrasi. semua pelajar ko-ko tertentu diwajibkan datang untuk penuhkan dewan. 

lagipun diberi sebanyak 10 markah. ok. talk itu bosan. tapi banyak benda menarik yang berlaku seperti ular daun masuk dewan. oh yeah! menarik! :D

VVIP pada hari kejadian adalah Datuk Muhkriz :)
hey! dia handsome okay!

oh. inilah beliau. I don't know whether dia memang dilatih begitu, but he managed to give most sincere smile ever! AMAZING~ dia pun stay dan macam celebriti, ramai gila nak tangkap gambar dengan dia.

dan saya, sepanjang program berjalan....

.....saya main ipad zara (bukan nama sebenar). dan unlock 2 stage okay! terer gila!

cerita lain,

ini pakcik :D

Cerita lain,

saya suka makan ice cream! :9

kenapa bubuh? entah. :P

Harap Maklum.

我忘了

我不怪你借用 我的感情 如果你曾用過心
我學會不在乎 背叛的很安靜 算了吧 就讓你贏
我忘了你犯了錯 道歉的話別說
我忘了你犯了錯 所以我不難過
寧願保持沉默 心才不會被撕破 拜託回憶 能放過我

我知道是結局 所以不猶豫 悲劇不該走下去
太勉強的擁抱 沒有理由繼續 我選擇 當首插曲
不恨你 不愛我 至少我們快樂過
我愛你 我恨我 只靠想念趕不走寂寞

我忘了你犯了錯 道歉的話別說
我忘了你犯了錯 所以我不難過
寧願保持沉默 心才不會被撕破 請放過我

當愛不再是擁有 我不敢挽留 你會快樂 就足夠

我忘了你犯了錯 道歉的話別說
我忘了你犯了錯 所以我不難過
寧願保持沉默 心才不會被撕破 請放過我

我忘了你犯了錯 道歉的話別說
我記得你深愛過 所以我不難過
寧願保持沉默 心才不會再被撕破 拜託回憶 能放過我


Now, I understand the lyrics. hahaa. I learned to read then, it takes time for me to really understand the meaning. So, now I understand. and please. 拜託回憶 能放過我.

sorry, internet connection was so slow  I can't actually upload pictures. 

huh?

I should update my blog with pictures. but I don't really have time and mood to update. 

:I

I do appreciate you. so;

H0: No one is perfect

H1: Everybody is perfect. 

T-Test: Do not reject H0.

I haven't studied my econometric yet. =.='' 

I better start study. or else you gonna regret that one.

Fight

yes, I really like to pick fights. I really do. 

but weirdly, it hurts badly and always thought that I'll be loosing you one day if I keep to be like this.

I'm weird as s**t. But I am like that. I really am. and I don't pretend. 

At times, I do really want to give up but my heart tells me not to. 

I should stop wishing anything. that shows how ungrateful I am not to appreciate you. I don't put any expectation on you not because I don't believe in you, but no pressure. 

How many times tears shed, I still forgive you.

How many times you hurt me, I still give you chance

How many times you lied to me, at the end I still believe you.

Well, I guess this what I supposed to feel. few years back what I call stupid. but yet, I am the one who is stupid. 

What ever happens, these are part of my memories. I should cherish them even it is sad or happiness.

no one else. :'I

Again, Thank you :)

ok, this is public but I have to say this.

waktu masuk UUM, disebabkan kes racist, dan dah bosan, I need to do something. 

I met this girl, name Soo Yin. sweet orang dia. baik pun baik. soft spoken. then, I asked her nak join any event yang dia involved which of course I've predict mesti semua chinese. Then memang I was the only malay AJK dekat sana and I was AJK Deco for diaorg punya exhibition. That event jumpa senior handsome :P hahahaa!

so, when the event happened, I never would thought yang I would be doing anything. but when they decided untuk bagi one task to me, untuk jaga puzzle, memang tak mendatangkan effect pun, tapi I do feel accepted. HEY! I have job to do. :)

and what I really like, bila dah abes event pun still contact-contact even tegur-tegur. best la diaorg.

Second event, was last semester. Best sangat. at first macam awkward, diaorg pun macam ada yang tak suka. diaorg tak boleh nak communicate dengan saya. but after spend time with them, rasa sangat best! even bukak sem pun bila jumpa siap peluk-peluk lagi. sangat sweet. I really enjoyed those event. 

currently, I can't find one that can make me feel part of them. Even delegate task evenly. Bonding? I'm suck on that. Sorry.

Tak paham

dah obviously dah baca setiap perkataan dan capture screen, kenapa nak delete pulak? 

Things that I will never understand.

That day

do you have that day that everything went wrong and your mood is very terrible. SUPER TERRIBLE.

Well, not everything went wrong, it just me. I don't know what that bugs me a lot. I can shed tears very easy probably because I've been keeping about anything inside. I didn't let it out it became like this. and MY PROBLEM IS! I don't really know what =.='' 

or maybe I know what. I shouldn't talk about it. I should keep it shut and bury them alive!

talking probably help. but I'm not feeling it. I wanted to cry. but. yeah. need something to trigger it. 

why the heck I'm schedule update this?

I have no effing idea! 

I should go and cry. bye! :|

Loss or Gain?

I definitely not a person that wanted to tell everyone that I can do it. I'm a person who like to show that I can do it. 

whether it going to be gain for you or loss for you, it depends. I don't even know.

But, something about me, once you showed to me that you believe in me, I'll do more than you expect me to be.

If you don't think that I can do, or I know that you think that I can't do. I won't waste any effort to show to you that I'm capable to do it. 

Currently, I know that you just saying that believe in me, but you really don't. the words that you tell or told me, I won't take it bluntly just like that. I'll see on your actions.

Sometimes, I need to talk to someone about my feelings and thoughts, but currently, I don't have any yet. and I kinda of realized that I told about my feelings and thoughts to my mom without feared getting judged. Even though most of her time is not listening to me.

Something about me

I suck in kissing ass
I suck at organizing
I am super duper slow. I pick up very slow.

I learn by mistake
I'm open minded
I will do my best in everything
even though I didn't get the job, I'll do it anyway.
one of the way I cope with stress is by crying.

I'm used to be criticized.
I'm used to be judged all the time.

I don't even impress kids.
I always force myself when ever there is gathering when anything that need socializing but don't worry sometimes I can fake it :D

I don't pretend. but sometimes I cared your feeling a little.

Kitteh

 SIFErs wears read shoes! AWESOME! :) that was me, raha and julia! :D

 and met with this kitteh. overly attached kitteh. VERY! =.='' 

but currently she understand what I'm saying. and. she already get her first bath. and being bullied by Mel mel. and have her own pillow to sleep. good girl :)

See! how overly attached kitteh. If anyone wants her. hit me up in fb or comment here. very well behaved and doesn't poop or pee in your room. does not eat your food. just slightly annoying and very "manja". 

she doesn't respond to "miao" but instead responds to "Tch tch" like the sound of lizard. and that is her name. bhahahaa! yes. I know. funny! bhahahaa! oh. she will follow you to toilet and waited for you until you finished taking shower. doesn't like cat food so currently I feed her hotdogs. she likes to sit on you and really know how to annoy you. all the bigger cats bully her. poor kitty. 

seriously, if you interested or have any demand to basic train her. I'll do it for you :)

little kitteh need training? maybe I could help ya! :P

Lantern

Very outdated entry. I've been very busy this semester. and yes. I've been telling this for quite number of time. but hey! here is my pictures for you to see! :D

 that night, we are having dinner together a lot of chatting and laughter. :)

 No need to introduce, she's been in my blog updates for years now.

 Introduce! name is Tiya. Friend of mine. :)

 And this is me with my lantern :D

 Tiya with her lantern and kinat's lantern. Hope you really enjoyed it. :D

 it was dark and the lanterns are very beautiful. plus a lot of people playing with it.

 we went up to "Puncak Vista" you can refer to the previous previous entry. and it was our first time up in puncak vista at night! and it was beautiful. UUM at night! :D

 these guys entertained us that night and they actually tells their culture when they were a boy. teach us hokkien song.

I would say, it was wonderful to embrace other people culture and we could tell our part of story. I'm glad that I'm born at Malaysia where all the races are there rich of culture and foods. We are the only 3 malay girls that have that chance to experience their culture. :D

it was fun and I hope that in future generation would still be unite as one even though from different races. I'm glad. and always glad to be here. and definitely one of my previous memory that I wanted to kept and shares to everyone. :D

thank you so much for excepting us and respect our religion as well. and I'll try my best to do the same as well :)

Thank you so much for the wonderful experience! :D