yes, I really like to pick fights. I really do.
but weirdly, it hurts badly and always thought that I'll be loosing you one day if I keep to be like this.
I'm weird as s**t. But I am like that. I really am. and I don't pretend.
At times, I do really want to give up but my heart tells me not to.
I should stop wishing anything. that shows how ungrateful I am not to appreciate you. I don't put any expectation on you not because I don't believe in you, but no pressure.
How many times tears shed, I still forgive you.
How many times you hurt me, I still give you chance
How many times you lied to me, at the end I still believe you.
Well, I guess this what I supposed to feel. few years back what I call stupid. but yet, I am the one who is stupid.
What ever happens, these are part of my memories. I should cherish them even it is sad or happiness.
no one else. :'I