It's been awhile

I've been abandoned this blog for a really long time now. :)

I'm holiday-ing! I don't have story to share. but anyway, since is Eid-ul Fitr... I've been really worried about my weight for the whole 3 days going back to hometown. Ipoh. Currently in my house, there are a lot of stuffs that is so yummy and I couldn't say no at all! and I'll start eating and eating it up! I guess they (the food) is begging me to eat it! :D

So here, are picture I've taken, it's shaky! (well, not my satio, of course the pictures suck BIG TIME)

 oh yeah! favorite kuih ever! :D

 Mom brought this home! Flower shaped marshmellow. (It's officially finished)

 a box of chocolate :D (haven't eat it yet).

 This year collection of kuih raya :)

 oh yeah!! Patchi!! yum yum! :)))

 PATCHI!!!

 a box of kuih raya :)

 muruku :D

Can't wait for these too!~!!! :DDD

so here is a picture of my arm. :)
I was supposed to exercise but I fell asleep and woke up with a cool print on my right arm :O

Kthxbai! :P 

Eh?

I do have trust issue.

Maybe I Should

make this RAINBOW WALL around me! :D

It's okay

I've been watching YouTube every single day! :) 

Now I'm officially a YouTube Addict :D

I've been watching almost all the famous channels and love watching vlogs because their perspective and I could see the world in their point of view. (even it is fake) :\
here are the list that channels that I always watch :D

1. nigahiga & HigaTV
2. SHAYTARDS
3. kassemg & KassemGtwo
4. WongFuProductions
5. theTimothyDeLaGettho
6. Freddiew & Freddiew2
7. IanH (Smosh)
8. Jimmy
9. Realitychangers
10. davidchoimusic &davidchoitalk
11. RayWilliamJohnson & Breaking NYC
12. KevJumba & JumbaFund
13. Chestersee
14. victorvictorkim
15. QuestDanceCrew & other Quest Crew member channels :D
16. Mathlutfhi90
17. DominicShow
18. TheStation2
19. NicePeter & NicePeterToo
20. JKFilms &BartKwan &GeovannaAntoinette

and tons of channels :D

When I see all the channels, I've learned a lot about life and how it really works. Basically all these people in the list is making money by making videos and they have to work hard in terms of ideas and editing! I believe that is a lot of work. they keep making these videos probably the income is GOOD~ :D but what I really want to say here is....

It's okay I guess for these people to make the comedy which they just make a character to sell to worldwide to love them and subscribe them. There are a few let me introduce to you :D

This my perspective you could give your opinion too :D

TimothyDeLaGettho - His parents are from Thailand you could hear from his vlogs conversation in Siamese. He raps and I really love his raps. :D he so good! and he have friends from all kinds of colour and he speaks a normal American English. Despite all the dirty words and talks from him, he also a nice guy seeing footage his dating with his gf (now ex-gf). I really learned a lot and many of questions are answered. :D

Kassem G - In his channel he encourage people to just give him hate comments. hahaha! he is funny! He is Jordanian/Eygptian. He also likes to dirty talk and grab other people boobies and act so perverted. Maybe because of that he could get more subscribers. but I really like him because he is a comedian and he is funny! but when you see him in SHAYTARDS videos, he is so nice with the kids. 

Peter Chao (pyrobooby) - He lives in Canada but from Hong Kong. He never take off his shades. NEVER! there not even a picture or footage of his eyes. hahahaa! No idea why and there are people said that Peter Chao is not even his real name. He talks with a heavy chinese ascent but in English. But, when you see footage from his gf's videos he talks English PERFECTLY and nothing wrong with his pronouncation. It just an act. He will have those really nasty talking towards women but he is a nice guy which he peeled prawn for his gf!(in the Chelsea: cooking fried rice) I believe that it just and act to make controversial and make money from it .

JKFilms (Joe and Bart) - They make hilarious videos! :D but with a heavy korean ascent in English. with that ridiculous hot pants! hahahaha!~ but when you watch their vlogs they not in the character compare to Peter Chao. They are entertainment and I love them! :D

So, as I update my twitter status, nice guy finish last. Probably all the nice guy act wouldn't get them to be popular in YouTube and to compete with tons of other people! to give that memorable impression to the viewer. Just like Lady Gaga, all the crazy fashion really makes her famous. Britney Spears too! 

What is your opinion?

they just bunch of entertainers. I won't care but probably won't subscribe to Peter Chao. Sorry. but I swear I didn't flag you and never press the dislike button! even to Rebecca Black! and Justin Bieber. 

Malas

dah takde alasan lain dah.

malas gila nak update blog. 


sebab satu cuti. dia jadi malas gila


sebab dua dah takde cerita.

sebab tiga, I'm not talented in writing a blog. 

IMMA LOSER! :|

Questions.

Maybe I'm that very naive look so you can bully me?

maybe that I'm that easy to be treated like that? 

I feel so small that I don't fit here or anywhere.

Or maybe you just being that way?


but why I'm the victim here?

Probably I'm the weirdest and stupidest you could find and to be pick on! yeah. that probably it. thanks though making me fell that I'm not good enough even for myself. 
How I'm gonna to face the society?!


.........

Live Streaming :)

You know WHAT?!!
I just Live Streaming with Quest Crew!!! :DD

They are so cool! :D

害怕

老实说，　应该看太多　偶像剧，　我想要承认。我很害怕是；　爱。

我很怕要爱一个人 除了我的家人。或许　我怕是痛苦的感觉。　怕他会离开我。怕他会出卖我。怕他劈腿。

可是 我知道，　他不是我的，　是上帝的。

每一次　我的朋友结婚，　我没有那中感觉，　应该我还没　找到　我的对象。

不管，我想那么　positive 我不会相信我会有好结局。是。我真的很可怜