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ish! slalu macam ni, tadi rasa macam ada benda nak update! tapi dah lupa!

ape eh???

ok.. biar dia jadi draft jap......

eerrr.. tido jap lah.

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dengan harapan nak tidur kejap sebelum class pukul 2.00petang sekali memang mencabar betul.. menguji kesabaran saya minggu ini.. serious menguji. ada sapa tah karaoke suara yang sumbang nak mampus, kalau nak buat pun test la petang nanti! isk isk isk nasib baik roh sempat masuk balik kalau tak.. Innalillah. 

oklah masuk topik yang sepatutnya... sejak dah lama bermastautin di Sintok, Kedah... mula-mula terkejut dengan harga dekat sini.. MURAHNYA!! ini MALAYSIA KA?! hahaha~kat sini setiap hari lunch dengan harga RM2.70- RM3.00 cukup dengan nasi, ayam dengan sayur dan jangan lupa sambal belacan! :d compare duduk shah alam dulu nak dapat harga tu memang sangat susah lah! :)

jadi, kasut pun rosak sebab jalan banyak sangat. perlukan kasut pulak. pegilah tengok dekat Mall, oh! mall dalam campus.. then ada suka satu kasut ni.. belilah.. harga RM15.. setakat ni dia ok! :D..

pastu sebabkan perlukan bawak barang banyak (payung, air kosong, pensil box, buku2) jadi berat lah.. nak beg galas.. ada satu suka. beli dekat Mall gak. harga... RM30 (eh! ummul! RM30! fiqa salah info tadi tgk kat tag price tu :D) tapi beg tu baru pakai 1 kali! semalam! sebab baru beli :)

pisang goreng kat sini dapat 7 keping untuk RM1 c: 

so, bayangkan kalau tetiba balik semester break... mesti akan compare dengan Sintok tercinta. ahahahaha!!! tapi memang murah! kuey tiao tomyam yang sedap pun harga RM3.00! :d

Lagi satu isu yang dihadapi. memandangkan class dekat sini, setiap subject mesti classmate yang berlainan.. nanti bila ada orang lain tegur, muka familiar gila! tapi tak ingat dia class mane or dari mana nampak dia! hahahahaha!! lepas setengah jam, baru teringat! OH! dia class leadership sama! hahahahahaa!!!

nanti cuti sampai bulan 9 confirm dah tak ingat nama kawan-kawan :P

What could I say more?

This is the last week of class! it feel like the semester just started last week! I was having fun and meeting new friends! :) 

After this, study week break... and semester break! I hope my semester break would be fun! :D

Lately I have this weird and stupid questions;

#1. Apa perasaan anda apabila tengah rendam baju untuk nak basuh, sekali bila nak sidai baru perasan yang ada baju orang lain kat situ?
#2. Apa perasaan anda apabila baru tahu selama ini rumate anda adalah lain jantina dengan anda?

#3. Apa perasaan anda apabila baru tahu kucing peliharaan anda sebenarnya jelmaan prince charming?!

okay, saya memang seorang yang merepek :D

jadi, masalah yang saya hadapi masih berterusan dan setakat ini tiada penyelesaian yang pasti tapi dengan harapan dia balik minggu ni sebab saya rasa macam nak bagi kaki dekat dia. :) silalah balik ye! :)

oh! saya suka dengan random expression people bila muka terkejut! hahahaa~!!! their faces are priceless!!! :DDD

A problem

Did you realized when a problem is settled, other problem will come by? Well, that is the reality right?

Since I have nothing to say.. there is a thing I need to say out loud;

我想说是我讨厌你。　我不是已经告诉你吗？！　为什么你还是没有变？！　你想我打死你吗？！

No translation needed. 

cute cats.

I really glad I always have someone to talk too! :D

I really appreciate that!! hope I could do that to all of you! :D

Gone

I've been missing for few days. :)
my laptop's charger broke down. :(
but now is already okay! weeee~~

I don't know what to update. but pretty relax not too busy. but I really want to share to you about encountering new experience :D it was great and awesome! I wish people would change. I really wish. but, I'll do my best to influence people!

My brother have my broadband because I'm using UUM's internet connection which is superb! :) Until now, I really glad I make the decision even how badly I miss all of you! but honestly! all new friends I've made here can't replace all of you! everyone of you really special :D I really hoping that I could make more and more good experience from here. I met a lot of people, married, have a baby, working, older than me 6 years... younger. and I'm telling you that I really hope that I would stay as positive as I can. :)

nothing changed with you. so, I really kinda hate cha. :P

I wish

I wish I could share with the readers about the new environment that I'm experiencing. but I'm afraid that it would be a sensitive issue for those who think inside the box. but IT really worth my time and a lot that I could learn from them! :)

Feeling like I want to share but I guess I just email to few friends :)

My Day

so, this is how my day went. :)

Supposed not to have anything on Tuesday but my Tuesdays always filled with things I have to do... Which I love if I have things to do compare not to do anything. so, went for meeting for SDG and lunch and went to library until 4.00pm.

I chatted with my new friend! YEA!! Hoping that it would turn out to be some good and a friendship that will lasts. :)

Then I had my test for German Class :))

and on the way I eat a bread and bought some bread for my friend and some random guy teases me; "You eat one bread but i keep another bread" hahaha!! random! and funny!! :)))

so, that basically my day went :)

oh!! normal la kan. there will be a lot of people around the globe. but what do you felt, when you could do your assignment, but you gave excuses to others? That sound so lame dude~

Broken Promises

mestilah ramai dah biasa dengan janji  yang tidak dikotakan. Tapi kamu semua mesti ada berasa sedikit sakit hati apabila janji yang dibuat hari ni.. Contoh; "para pembaca; Fiqah akan berikan kejutan pada hari esok".. Jadi korang pun rasa excited lah nak tau apa kejutan yang dimaksudkan. Terfikir sampai bermimpi.. hahahaa... 

Sekali bila bukak esok sampai pukul 12malam pun fiqah ni tak bagi pape kejutan pun??! mesti rasa sedihkan? at least sedikit hampa.

Jadi macam tu lah perasaan saya, bila dah bagi harapan, jangan la biarkan orang itu hampa. Hidup kita mestilah penuh dengan janji dan ada yang dikotakan ada yang tidak. Memang tipu lah kalau saya sendiri sentiasa tepati janji saya kan? mesti ada yang terlepas pandang dan tak ditetapkan janji tersebut. OK, yang memang ingat iaitu, saya janji pada tahun lepas kepada sesiapa yang tinggalkan comment dekat FB, saya akan call pada harijadi saya. Tapi saya tak call Khai. sebab saya cuak dan takut dan saya keep salahkan diri sendiri. Ye, saya ingat ok! :D

dari kecik, mak saya selalu pesan kalau pinjam barang orang cepat-cepat pulangkan terutamanya pinjam jiran punye! :D Ye! mak saya memang terbaik. Saya dari kecik sampai sekarang pun macam itu juga. 

tapi rakan-rakan, tolonglah jangan berjanji atau memberi harapan tetapi tidak menepatinya. Itu adalah personaliti anda dan boleh tahu anda bagaimana dan nak expect apa dari awak pun macam itulah. Tambahan, ini sudah kali kedua. Ini baru satu semester saya bersama awak. kalau semester ke 4? 8 kali awak bagi harapan dan tidak kotakan?

dan ni satu lagi isu, anda telah membuat keputusan untuk berubah dan telah berubah. Tetapi apabila anda berubah kepada kelompok yang baru yang tidak berubah atau typical orang yang anda jumpa?
 

bagi saya, saya berasa sangatlah sedih disebabkan mereka mempunyai peluang yang lebih dari sesetengah yang lain untuk berubah dan mengambil peluang dari setiap perkara, kenapa mereka masih tidak nampak??

Answers.

Since I entered here, a lot of questions have been answered :)

I don't know what happen and I don't know why I have that kind of thinking. But studying about History of Malaysia and Ethic Relationship really makes me understand more and more. I love when from assignment I could learn much more! Such as Company Analysis and other finance subjects.

But when the question have been answered, more and more question popped up! :) but basically about Malaysia. <3

When I felt sad due to the environment, it makes me so motivated to learn and learn more about where are the mistakes and how to improve it. More spontaneous question being asked and willing to take the risk on knowing the truth.

Reading 13 May 1969 by Leon Comber really opened my mind and shocked on what really happened. By doing assignment and Malaysian issues exposed me to other related issues too! :)

by the way; I really <3 Malaysia :D
Proud to be one :D