My True Thoughts

there is no point,
you don't listen to me.
you don't listen a word what I've said.
it is still the same,
I wish I was like before,
unspoken.
so my heart won't being smashed again and again
at those electric fences.

I've changed and I wanted changes too,
I've tried and tried,
you just don't realize it, don't you?

I'm so used to it,
even people laughed at me
and I should felt ashamed
but.no.I'm too used to it.
I'm just tired to be ashamed anymore.

It's damn hard to stay positive all the times,
I'm a human being and I know you too~
but I'm sick of these where you don't care at all.

weekend or weekdays,
it seems same to you and us.
all of us stayed in rooms doing nothing.
don't you felt lonely at times?