老实说， 应该看太多 偶像剧， 我想要承认。我很害怕是； 爱。
我很怕要爱一个人 除了我的家人。或许 我怕是痛苦的感觉。 怕他会离开我。怕他会出卖我。怕他劈腿。
可是 我知道， 他不是我的， 是上帝的。
每一次 我的朋友结婚， 我没有那中感觉， 应该我还没 找到 我的对象。
不管，我想那么 positive 我不会相信我会有好结局。是。我真的很可怜
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Parenting hood
hahaha!! memang la belum kahwin lagi, tapi bila dah start cuti, musim mendirikan masjid! :) even kawan paling awal sekali kahwin ialah Amirah Akmar :) sekarang tengah pregnant first child dah masuk 5 bulan or 6? tak sure. hahahaa! since abang dah kahwin dan kawan satu batch pun dah kahwin and lately!!!! jumpa satu channel YouTube! BEST! :)))
kalau korang free pergi lah tengok SHAYTARDS search channel ni! :D
It's basically about a family and daily vlog of the SHAYTARDS! :) let me introduce to you the family;
ahahaha.. I don't even know their real names. hehehe~ but yeah I really enjoys watching their daily vlogs :)
oh! lupa dah topic pasal ape, it's about parenting hood. bila dah satu batch dah kawin nanti ada la ramai orang cakap tak sabar nak kahwin. tapi honestly, takde pun feeling tu! sebab fikirkan nanti ada responsibility yang sangat besar! plus, lelaki sekarang pun bukannya boleh harap pun!! maybe because I haven't found the right guy kot tapi seriously! parenting is very hard. It's not about giving birth but have to be the role model to them. being the perfect parents as you can. :O
of course you won't expect a perfect family. no one is perfect. but at least try your best and you won't regret it later when looking back and think, "oh, I should done this or that".
to conclude these. I think I'm a commitment-phobic! :O
It's basically about a family and daily vlog of the SHAYTARDS! :) let me introduce to you the family;
Daddy : Shay Carl
Mommy: MommyTards
Children: SonTards, PrincessTards, BabyTards and RockTards.
ahahaha.. I don't even know their real names. hehehe~ but yeah I really enjoys watching their daily vlogs :)
oh! lupa dah topic pasal ape, it's about parenting hood. bila dah satu batch dah kawin nanti ada la ramai orang cakap tak sabar nak kahwin. tapi honestly, takde pun feeling tu! sebab fikirkan nanti ada responsibility yang sangat besar! plus, lelaki sekarang pun bukannya boleh harap pun!! maybe because I haven't found the right guy kot tapi seriously! parenting is very hard. It's not about giving birth but have to be the role model to them. being the perfect parents as you can. :O
of course you won't expect a perfect family. no one is perfect. but at least try your best and you won't regret it later when looking back and think, "oh, I should done this or that".
to conclude these. I think I'm a commitment-phobic! :O
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Semester break.
This is a picture of me. getting fatter and fatter. (T__T).
As you all know, the result is out! :) and I would say, alhamdulillah but I didn't get 4.00. hahahaa~
My semester break this time is getting more interesting. For my whole life! I've never went out this much!! seriously!! OMG! hahahaa!
Skip to the next picture; thanks to Michelle! she told me where to buy a katana umbrella. :))) and now officially is my WISHLIST! I want that umbrella!!! :DDD
That's it! done. :\
if I could upload pictures yesterday, the entry probably would be more longer than just this.
if I could upload pictures yesterday, the entry probably would be more longer than just this.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Wah!
ok, memang tiap-tiap hari tengok YouTube tunggu all the YouTube people upload new vids! :D so, since dah takde topic nak discuss, ni, korang tau tak yang Maharaja Lawak trending dekat YouTube?!! tak la trending tapi MOST VIEWED TODAY! :O
Klik pada imej :) Yup I think I've watched Ryan Higa twice since yesterday! :D ahahaha!!
oh! saya sudah tengok maharaja lawak minggu ke-12 tapi, Jozan, Sepah dengan Nabil je :D tapi takdela lawak mane, ok jela.... oh! saya pun tengok KevJumba :D ranking no 16 tu! :D
anyway. Enjoy the holiday! :D
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Not Fair
Since, I can't really said these things in front of your face, here I put up a blog post for ya! See. Special rite!
ya I know that I've been told that life is not fair. But I believe that God is fair and always is. :) But here let me tell you what I meant. You are a hot headed person, so every time I wanted to tell you, you just ignore and wanted it to be that way. so I have to let you but I felt furious at times.
Situation 1: When you called and tell all the things you want to express I'll hear almost everything and give you the reaction but with this capacity I really don't remember plus! It's verbally! I can't remember at all, it must be visually or kinetically :) hahahaa!! but when ever I want to tell you my part of story you just ignored me and continue the conversation un-interested! And of course, I felt so disappointed and angry at the same time since no one actually want to hear what I want to say.
Situation 2: When I ask you to search few things for me since I'm away so far in the jungle. :P. You just grunt so much and felt you not sincere to help me out. but now? I have to pack things for you?! It's not fair and know, when ever I need you, you won't be there for me. and if you need me I'll always be there. It's not fair but it's life. I really can't avoid it. Well, I could predict what happen in the future. well.
ya I know that I've been told that life is not fair. But I believe that God is fair and always is. :) But here let me tell you what I meant. You are a hot headed person, so every time I wanted to tell you, you just ignore and wanted it to be that way. so I have to let you but I felt furious at times.
Situation 1: When you called and tell all the things you want to express I'll hear almost everything and give you the reaction but with this capacity I really don't remember plus! It's verbally! I can't remember at all, it must be visually or kinetically :) hahahaa!! but when ever I want to tell you my part of story you just ignored me and continue the conversation un-interested! And of course, I felt so disappointed and angry at the same time since no one actually want to hear what I want to say.
Situation 2: When I ask you to search few things for me since I'm away so far in the jungle. :P. You just grunt so much and felt you not sincere to help me out. but now? I have to pack things for you?! It's not fair and know, when ever I need you, you won't be there for me. and if you need me I'll always be there. It's not fair but it's life. I really can't avoid it. Well, I could predict what happen in the future. well.
if every time people have to listen to you, have to do your way, have to be like you, have to go with your flow, be a BOSS and rule the world. But I bet you don't have that much friend when you needed them when you in trouble.
It's still un-fair for me and I'm hurt like being stabbed. Thank yo! :D
It's still un-fair for me and I'm hurt like being stabbed. Thank yo! :D
for stabbing me.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Result!
Hari ni student UiTM dapat result. Tengok dari status ramai nampak macam ok. Tapi congratz Helmy!! :)))
so, countdown lagi 3 hari result UUM pulak kuar. Sampai mimpi-mimpi segala! Target 3.90. tapi nak tulis kat sini mintak orang tolong doakan....
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
AFIQAH KHALID DAPAT 4.00 UNTUK SEMESTER INI :D
insyallah :)
Dia maha mengetahui :)
Dia maha mengetahui :)
ok tetiba rasa cuak sebab kawan UiTM sume dah tau result. :O
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Positive
I'm not saying myself is a very positive person but I would admit that my perspective have change more toward positivity. :) why? hmm.. let me think for awhile why I'm eager to change. I have to recall all past memories which is the hardest thing to do! hahahaha!
ok, I really can't think why I decided to change maybe the times and environment make to change :) so, the first step I do is first why. and my reason why is God. For those have religion whatever religion you are, we have the same concept of God :)
ok, I really can't think why I decided to change maybe the times and environment make to change :) so, the first step I do is first why. and my reason why is God. For those have religion whatever religion you are, we have the same concept of God :)
next would be determination. the eagerness in achieving your goal toward positive thinking! :)
Next, you should be as far from the source and avoid negative thinking people around. That would influence you :)
Next, turn the negative things to positive. As people would say; in every cloud there is silver lining. Everything happen with a reason. If you could look at it in the positive side, you would be positive in few more month. :)
Next, turn the negative things to positive. As people would say; in every cloud there is silver lining. Everything happen with a reason. If you could look at it in the positive side, you would be positive in few more month. :)
So, there are few steps that you can do :)
when you turn everything in the positive side, your life would be more meaningful and more happy than before! :D
but sure, you can't be positive all the time because being positive is really tiring and some point you could breakdown and cry. but it just effect one time every 5 months. :P
but yeah! GO POSITIVE GO!!! :DDDDD
when you turn everything in the positive side, your life would be more meaningful and more happy than before! :D
but sure, you can't be positive all the time because being positive is really tiring and some point you could breakdown and cry. but it just effect one time every 5 months. :P
but yeah! GO POSITIVE GO!!! :DDDDD
oh please buy this one for me! :)
Friday, June 10, 2011
Roommate
Since memang dah takde kerja, tengok movies and series and main game dekat facebook and get depressed. :\
just finished watching "The Roommate" hoh! if you really into watching hot girls. Inilah cerita dia, actress dia lawa-lawa dan comey comey I tell you. :D so the story pasal ada perempuan ni dapat rumate yang ada penyakit mental. Which is very creepy dia macam stalk abes lah watak utama ni. Ada sape2 halang friendship diaorg sama ada takutkan orang ketiga or bunuh je orang ketiga. Creepy ke tak creepy?! :O
So, since dari kecik I have my rumate sbb kene kongsi dengan adik beradik. Bila masuk diploma masih awkward in rumate. My first rumate is not going well ada je la masalah dia. Second ok, sbb dia jarang dekat bilik. then ketiga pun ok sbb dia senior tapi ada jgk problem kejap tapi solved and we still friends until now. then dapat sem bawah tapi dia cool~ then dapat junior yang sgt annoying mungkin dia blum matang kut. and latest I don't wanna talk about her.
so, lesson one in having room mate in my definition;
1. Let her have her own life. jangan sibuk bawak rumate kau kehulur-kehilir satu campus. Biar dia ada kawan dia. kita ada kawan kita. tapi boleh la kenal-kenal. tapi seriously jangan berkepit dengan rumate that would be a huge mistake!
2. Let they have their privacy. Jangan sibuk nak tau dia pergi mana, dating ke, pergi toilet ke. kalau dia tak nak bagitau. jangan sibuk tanya. okla. limit. tanya dia dalam 2 kali je sehari. dah tapayah tanya lebih-lebih annoying gila.
So, since dari kecik I have my rumate sbb kene kongsi dengan adik beradik. Bila masuk diploma masih awkward in rumate. My first rumate is not going well ada je la masalah dia. Second ok, sbb dia jarang dekat bilik. then ketiga pun ok sbb dia senior tapi ada jgk problem kejap tapi solved and we still friends until now. then dapat sem bawah tapi dia cool~ then dapat junior yang sgt annoying mungkin dia blum matang kut. and latest I don't wanna talk about her.
so, lesson one in having room mate in my definition;
1. Let her have her own life. jangan sibuk bawak rumate kau kehulur-kehilir satu campus. Biar dia ada kawan dia. kita ada kawan kita. tapi boleh la kenal-kenal. tapi seriously jangan berkepit dengan rumate that would be a huge mistake!
2. Let they have their privacy. Jangan sibuk nak tau dia pergi mana, dating ke, pergi toilet ke. kalau dia tak nak bagitau. jangan sibuk tanya. okla. limit. tanya dia dalam 2 kali je sehari. dah tapayah tanya lebih-lebih annoying gila.
3. don't touch their stuffs. itu sangat penting. even curious macam gila pun jangan sibuk usik barang dia. unless kemaskan and make sure tempat sendiri pun kemas! or you will look very suspicious. pinjam barang in advance boleh tapi still you need to inform.
4. oh! jangan bising bila rumate dah tidur or tgh study.
5. jangan gedik sangat dengan lelaki orang lain meluat.
5. jangan gedik sangat dengan lelaki orang lain meluat.
tu je kot yang perlu noted. :O
tapi yang first tu very important. AVOID! AVOID taking your roommate everywhere! so, kalau korang tengok cerita tu mungkin korang dah phobia takut dengan rumate!
tapi yang first tu very important. AVOID! AVOID taking your roommate everywhere! so, kalau korang tengok cerita tu mungkin korang dah phobia takut dengan rumate!
Thursday, June 9, 2011
The Tourist.
Currently I'm watching The Tourist and I paused a little while which a dialogue that I agrees :)
Well, I do agree that I'm as a female don't really like questions. :)
please state what you really want to do.
Don't ask me whether I want to see you or not. Just say that you want to see me and I'll agree :D
another quote:
W: Invite me to dinner Frank.
M: What? *pause* Would you like to have the dinner?
W: Women don't like questions
M: Join me for dinner
W: Too demanding
M: Join me for dinner?
W: Another question.
M: I'm having dinner, if you'd care to join me.
Well, I do agree that I'm as a female don't really like questions. :)
please state what you really want to do.
Don't ask me whether I want to see you or not. Just say that you want to see me and I'll agree :D
another quote:
people have two sides, a good side, a bad side, past and future, and that we must embrace both in someone we love
Thursday, June 2, 2011
What else?
What else could be worse? no internet connectivity? Water supply? Electricity? :)
But honestly, when I'm getting so comfy at home, I'll be really lazy to write an entry. so I'm forcing myself to actually think to write an entry.So this entry would be the most dullest entry EVER! Since I'll be mentioning that I don't have a camera, can anyone send to me one? :P
So, a really crazy confession to make! :) I haven't bath since yesterday evening. ok stop saying; "OMG you really disguisting" oh! shuddup! Few areas in KL and Selangor are having distruption of water supply. I'm having scratchy scalp!!! (T_T). I want to take a bath!
Then I remembered before. there was a water distruption and electricity during my studies in UiTM Segamat, Johor. We can't do anything. and worried more because need to go to class and stuffs. Now I just can stay at home and no need to worry on seeing on others and get teased for not having bath :P
ok, move on the next story. Yesterday I went to the movie and watch Kung Fu Panda 2 at last :) Going out with Michelle :) It's been very long time haven't meet her :) miss ya so much :P and having so much fun shopping. :)
and watching Supernatural is making me crazy!! hahahaaa!! and FYI Supernatural is going to be Season 7 on 24th September 2011! What??!! crazy! but I really going crazy for Jensen Ackles! and I think it's been more than 1 year my wallpaper only Jensen Ackles :)
HOT daddy :P
cute new guy!! :))
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