Sunday, November 27, 2011

Pimple Attack

Ini adalah kisah benar. Cerita tentang jerawat yang menular di bahagian hidung. (T__T). Ia bermula selepas buka semester cuti dua minggu hari itu..... dia tumbuh sangat besar! sangat BESAR!! dekat nose bridge tu lah. nampak tak bekas dia tu! dekat dengan mata.... lepas 2 minggu dia pun dah surut... hari tu dah start pakai contact lens balik.... tak lama lepas tu! tumbuh lagi satu! dekat bawah sikit. tapi bahagian hidung jugak.


Ini adalah bukti. AMARAN! gambar yang tersangat huduh dan tak di-edit jerawat untuk hilang. (selalunya buat macam itu).

 Gambar dari depan akan nampak punya!

 gambar dari tepi pun akan nampak sekali dekat pipi tu punya!

 ini dekat side lagi satu. pun nampak jerawat yang baru! =.='''







Jadi, ada satu je cara...... 


Pakai spec bingkai TEBAL!
kan! dah tak nampak sangat obvious. :)
tada! baguskan! :)


Inilah expression yang perlu anda buat!!! hahahaha!!!

Dari cerita Puss in Boots!! sangat best!:)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Cheras - Segamat - Shah Alam - Sintok


I've been living my whole life in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur; which a city. Filled with traffic jams, pollution and buildings. I would never thought that an offer to further my studies changed everything. Which I mean EVERYTHING!



From Segamat, Johor to Shah Alam to Sintok, Kedah. Travelling takes hours and hours long. but for me, it's worth it every second spend here and there.

Segamat (Segar amat) is a very good start for me. The green scenery and fresh air! Even though the campus is quite small but it's a good start. At least a good start for me. I learned a lot in terms of knowing myself, culture and foods! :D I met a lot of people here and there and learning more and more about me and others too. Almost every morning there will be a thick fog around campus and super cold there. There will be wild animals, huge insects and many more. Here I found best friends that I still contact and miss until now. In this phase, I learn how to study. seriously. study. I never study on my own before and here I learn how to study and I think I did my best. After finishing my 3 years in Segamat....

Feast for your eyes here were Segamat:




*I was informed a lot have change there :)

... I was in Shah Alam. 6 months in Shah Alam, besides friends there, everything else was not that fun. Seriously! not that fun. I become more and more depressed. It's all about classes and assignment. At that point, I realized that I haven't make any changes in myself as much as I want to. But my passion in Finance haven't changed. My study in Shah Alam teaches me more and more depth about Finance. I haven't joined any fun activities there except going out with friends. :) I realized Shah Alam is not a place for me to change myself. Probably I made those excuses needing new environment and run from the tough challenge because I know I can't make it. but I could but it's too hard. Then, I transferred myself to..........

Here are Shah Alam taken from top floor of Engineering Building :)




Sintok, Kedah. And currently in Sintok. All the system and culture are totally different! I have all new friends! I could be a new version of me. I could be whoever I want. What I really like here is because I could mingle with a lot of people and every kind of people. Here much more greener. So fresh which even ever I'm back to the city I felt suffocated with all those smokes around. I'll cooped up in my house :) Honestly, I learned a lot about myself and even people surround me more by observation. I understand myself more than I ever know! and I did a lot of things that I wanted to do (that will be continue in my next post). but I still have this problem, problem about myself that I need to solve. Internal and mentally. seriously. I tend to being this introvert person which I shouldn't and I have hardships in tuning with strangers. Now I need to reschedule my target here.


Here are pictures of Sintok, which will be more and more and much more! :)








If it's not raining, I'll walk to class everyday and walk back to hostel everyday and it is very relaxing to see this scenery everyday :) oh! the food is so good! and cheaper too :)


Stay tuned for more! :)

Pictures! :)

I fall in love with the scenery! <3
taken on evening. :)


 2 days of raining, and there's a rainbow! :)
double rainbow! :)

 Another scenery where everyday I walk pass by :)
so calming :)

 oh. I'll bet you'll see her more in this blog.
Kinat: now a cat lover! :)
*tengok muka dia bahagia betul.*

 errr... Arafah and his pink pensil box. =.=''

 mel mel is playing after having her meal

 perut buncit :)

More to come I hope :)

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Saturday, November 19, 2011

let me be....


biarlah. nak update blog berapa banyak kali pun! dah rajin tulis lah!



jadi cerita dia bermula bila dah masuk UUM, semua kawan baru. Saya menjadi orang yang upgrade sikit ke 3.0. :) 

dekat sini, banyak sangat aktiviti dan untuk mencapai impian, jadi lah AJK. Memang ada rasa nak take in charge in something, tapi takde confidence dekat diri sendiri. and then, kena bergaul dengan ramai sangat strangers; maknanya tak kenal pun orang-orang tu. Itu adalah masalah pertama, bila depan strangers, jadi sangat pendiam... tapi kalau dah kenal, sebenarnya saya taklah pendiam mana. Bising dan tak betul sikit. Jadi, saya tak nak force diri saya untuk membuat sesuatu, jadi sekarang tengah marah dengan diri sendiri sebab terlalu fikir tentang pandangan orang lain. =.='''

tapi pelik tapi nak cerita, tak tau apa yang trigger my friendliness towards others. ada projek dibawah Dewan Penginapan Pelajar, yang tak kenal sangat pun orang-orang dia. entah macam mana nak explain. tapi macam ni lah... ada satu masa tu, memang saya seorang, pergi beramah mesra dengan orang yang bukak gerai dekat situ! OMG!!! bila pikir2 balik macam pelik gila! Afiqah? Sorang-sorang pergi borak-borak dengan orang lagi perfectly stranger!!! ini memang sangat pelik!! pelik gila! dan sekarang still rasa creepy gila.

baru balik dari meeting yang saya seorang (means takde kawan yang ikut), jadi balik pendiam tu balik. tak bercakap. tak menyerlah langsung. =.='' tapi dah volunteer nak jadi one of the Finance people. ape tah position tu. tapi excited!! at last I've found something yang boleh apply my passion towards finance!! :) *ok, ini selain dari stocks!*

jadi, saya masih have a problem and still don't know how to solve it.

Seperti dijanjikan

duduk depan laptop ni lupa pulak nak buat ape. rupa2nya update gambar!


 Ni, waktu nak cari wifi dekat cafe. tu nampak tak?

 baru pukul 11.05pm dia dah nak beauty sleep! dah la tengah meeting. =.='''

 Ini adalah Penang :)

 Ini dari dewan MAS :)

 Mel mel datang makan wet food pastu dia dah reti posing dah sekarang! :D

 ini adik saya yang excited dengan NST version 3D!

 capati di Temoh yang sangat sedap!!!!

 Mel mel teman jaga booth. comelkan?!~

 oh! ni kinat. dia sekarang dah suka kucing comel macam mel mel. :)

 ni dia sibuk mengada2. dia peluk tangan sambil posing macam tu!

ini dekat dataran budaya. dengan kinat ngn zaid. oh! rizal yang tangkapkan gambar! :)

-END- 

busylah. tak sempat nak ada masa update blog :)
lagipun mane de sape baca pun :)

It's amazing


It's been very busy week and a lot of funny stuffs happened :D LOL!!!!

so, busy dengan mid-term, busy dengan assignment dengan presentation pulak, busy dengan Aktiviti under DPP sampai satu hari boleh clash dengan banyak betul benda kena handle.... tapi exam diutamakan :)


Ada cerita nak diceritakan disini, ada masa tu memang rasa terpaksa join sebab dah terima mula-mula. ada lah stress sana sini sampai tumbuh jerawat yang sangat obesiti! yang kte terpaksa pakai spec sebab nak sorokkan jerawat yang sgt besar! *ok, jerawat tu takde kene mengena pun*

but it's amazing when I've been living for 22 years and now I learned a lot of things about myself. memang sebenarnya nak tarik diri tapi bila dah pikirkan orang lain kita pun tak boleh nak jual ikan sangat, so go on je la penat macam mane pun. tapi betul, setiap perkara yang kita buat, kalau kte nampak dan boleh berfikir semua perkara ada hikmah dan boleh amik ikhtibar dari situ. :)

apa yang kita dapat tahu tentang diri sendiri?

"Saya adalah seorang yang tolak tanggungjawab apabila diberikan"


ye. itu adalah salah satu masalah saya. saya boleh bagi komitment. tapi tak boleh nak sukarela nak terima sesuatu tanggungjawab.

memang rasa macam getting out from the comfort zone tu macam mudah. tapi once dah jadi macam ni. bila diberi tugas yang bukan kebiasaan, kita jadi ragu-ragu tentang kebolehan kita sendiri.

korang mesti bosan baca takde gambar. :)
oh internet teruk lah.
next entry je la :)

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Lama

dah lama sudah tak update blog. patutnya ada gambar. tapi takde sebab rasanya ini adalah luahan hati.

AMARAN: kalau korang malas nak baca tak payah baca. tak penting pun.


tapi ni lah! merepek betul korang! merepek! sakit hati pun ada. nak quit rasa macam dah join 80% takkan nak lepaskan macam tu je. jangan merepek lah weyh! urgh! sakit hati lah! tak payah boleh tak payah!

usually I'm not like this. but when it comes like this........ urgh! annoying gila!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Never say never.


hahahaa.. not a fan of JB.

but, I've haven't felt like this before. I don't want to go back to the jungle. I do love it there, but there is a program that I felt hate and don't want to participate. that particular! but as I'm doing this semester is forcing myself to learn from that how hard how ugly it might turn I want myself to see the positive side from that ugly thing.

Training myself to see positive things in every situation and activity. Less nagging and less complaining. Putting myself in others shoe and seeing in other people perspective. Yes. I'm like that.

So, now how eagerly I don't want to get back. I have to. I'm forcing myself to face the hardship and stress. Hope that I can get this through easily. Amin~ Help me please.

oh! no updates because I'm back home. soon enough there will be updates! :D
and of course pictures! :D