Packing

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I hate packing.

Seriously. I really bad in packing or even organizing things. ='(

So, this is the time for packing things for starting a new semester!!!!

I have troubles even to pack for a week.

because I'm coming back home the following week =D

and also the following week because of Amirah's wedding.

Hoping this time of chapter of my life,

I would get out from the shy-ness problem... (but I haven't finish reading it yet =D)

And lastly, 

I want you guys to pray for me,

that I will get to stay in the HOSTEL!

Amin~

(^_^)

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Yan, setelah berkurun lamanya. baru nak buat. =D

bila cuti² ni memang selalu MALAS.

Social Anxiety Disorder

Throughout the years, I kind of develop myself in every WAY...

I wanted a new improve me, and I get jealous and competitive seeing others can do it.

While, reading this books, help me a lot to understand myself more...

and that book really really really describe ME!

Confidence is being related to shyness.

Which I don't even know that I am a shy person. I'm just in denial.=D

I am a confidence-pretender.

I don't make eye contact with other people.

I don't like to go out.

I don't know to make small talk.

I don't like to visit people at hospital (which I'll end up behind the door)

I don't like festivals where need me to go to others house! (esp. Raya. T_T)

I don't like to go a social gathering unless I force myself into it.

I can spend the whole day in my room without talking to other people.

But, when I get to know the person, I'm not that shy anymore.

For awhile, I thought I have changed to a more confident; but it seems I'm just pretending.

In the book mentioned about, shy person always being mistaken as a snob.

That's why people tell me that their first impression is I'm kinda snob!

Now I figured!

And now I know why I don't like to go outing! =)

I haven't finish reading it yet.

but there are tons of advises and confident booster!

Shy people have tendency to think about what other think of them; which usually negative ways.

It is sooooooo true.

and I know what cause me being this way.

My best friend "Amirah Akmar" is getting married.

I'm excited for her (seriously! I mean it)

It just, there will be a lot of people attending.

I will be very awkward.

Pray for me that I wouldn't standing behind any door.

Dear Blog...

okay,

hari ni jadi extra super duper bosan.

#1 Sebab cerita Singapore yang selalu tengok kat NTV7 pukul 1.30pm berjudul "Switched" tu dah habis. Jadinya bosan yang terlampau tak tau nak tengok cerita apa. Selongkar tempat CD bawah TV jumpa cerita "The Tale of Desperaux". Dah habis tengok.=D Cerita dia biasa je. takde benda menarik sangat.

#2 Semua cerita US dah "On Break"... Semua kecuali "Lie To Me" dah start balik! Means every Tuesday boleh download satu episode! Bila dah habis tengok satu episode; dah jadi bosan balik.

#3 Takde siapa² nak ajak keluar. Duduk terperap dalam rumah. boleh jadi bahan untuk BBQ! hahaa~ (>.<).

#4 Game kat FB tu awal pagi dah kutip semua free²... hahahaha~ Jadi bila petang bosan.

#5 Selalunya petang² akan pergi bersenam dalam bilik.. Tapi semalam dah bersenam dengan sangat bersungguh sampai lengan, belakang dan kaki jadi sakit² lenguh macam tu. Jadi hari ini punye plan untuk bersenam kena dibatalkan.

#6 Main game "Farm Frenzy" tak menarik sangat.

Jadi itulah nak membebel hari ni. =D

okay, sambung baca buku.

Requested by.....

This post is requested by "Budak yang Tinggi pakai baju kurung purple tu"

Memanglah saya ni pemalas orang nya.

tapi benda menarik untuk dikongsi kepada orang ramai!

Ilmu tak baik kedekut kan?! =D

Currently; I reading this book;

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So far, I really enjoy reading this book. Really helping and I think it's doable.

And from reading from this book, baru I tau yang I ni just a "confident-pretender"

I only pretend I'm confident sebenarnya tak pun!!

okay, this is a tips from the book.

It's a warm up exercise for look more energetic and optimistic.

WAKE UP LIKE A WHACKO

Run in your room with your underwear and flap your arms like a demented duck.

Shout like a crazed football fan.

Jump up and down like a rabbit on speed

Laugh like lunatic.

Whirl around like tornado

Fall back on the bed, kick your legs in the air and shout at the top of your lungs "Hoo Ha, Hoo Ha, Hoo Ha. I'm making fool out of myself and nobody cares!"

-End-

Then advised to dress up properly and act normal.

and go socialize, people will started to view you as energetic and optimistic. =D

oh! make sure no one see or hear you doing those exercise!

I do recommend you guys who are not that very friendly or feeling a little shy.

should look up for this book and read it. It may help you.

I haven't finish reading it yet.

but the book contains the reason why you are not that confident.

exercise that could help and be more positive thinking.

If you ready for a change! 

Read it.

I'm looking forward to start a new and improved formula of me! hahahaa~

ps: the post that should be writing to future me tu, dah takde. I have to wait the post to post itself.

which I'm sure bila dia post that blog when the day has come. Mesti buat muka pelik gila sebab tak ingat langsung!!!!! hahaahaa~

I Already Did It!

I already writing a post for future me!

Will be publish few years more!

on my birthday! heheheee~

Have you did it?

Everyday seems Weekend!

hahaa~

supposed to get a job.

tapi malas nak mampus!

jadi duduk lah kat rumah ni.

the first two weeks after finishing my diploma

I was so lazy to do anything.

except online and eat and watched TVs.

which is unhealthy.

Even bersosial pun malas gila nak mampus.

Handphone tu dah tak bernyawa 2 hari dah! 

baru nak charge. =D

nak bergossip pun malas. 

chatting pun malas,

online main game kat FB je. hehehee~

blog pun malas nak bukak.

akibatnya! berat naik dengan mendadak!!

bila naik scale tu.. OMGGGGGOOOSSSSHHH!!!!!

gila! penat je dieting for 2 years!

then kuar that post nak prevent from eating tooo much.

I'm being obeying things that I should have.

after a week I lost 2 kg! yea!!!!

This thing should go on! ahahahaaa~

kena buang sifat malas tu. =P

having my dillema. 

which one I should choose?

being a risk-taker or risk-adverse?

Tips untuk....

ye, saya bukan model terkenal. 

tapi ada tips nak kurangkan makan makanan yang tak perlu.

atas sedia maklum sekarang cuti² Malaysia.

tak pegi cari keje,

asyik duduk rumah online sepanjang waktu sampai laptop pun terbakar.

sebenarnya ini adalah tips untuk diri sendiri disebabkan berat dah naik sangat².

usaha selama 2 tahun lepas dah terkubur dlm mimpi. (T_T)

#1  Elakkan tengok TV dekat dining table

disebabkan TV kat bawah tu dekat dengan segala resource of food!

If tengok TV kat bawah, semua benda nak makan!! (T_T)

#2  Make sure takde stok makanan dalam cupboard

setakat ni takde banyak sangat stok makanan dalam cupboard,

walaupun ada sedikit runsing, tapi kena terima keadaan dengan sebaik²nya bahawa dekat dalam cupboard tu takde makanan. Jadi, bukak berapa banyak kali pun, takde makanan untuk dimakan.bagus (3x)

#3  Kalau agak² rasa nak makan, pergi tengok movie / youtube/ TV dekat atas

kadang² walaupun dah makan, tapi still rasa nak makan ape benda tah.

Jadi nak elakkan dari makan snek² yang boleh naikkan berat badan,

SILALAH online. selalunya bila tengok youtube or movie pastu gelak², nanti lupa nak makan. =P

tapi sebenarnya, tenung lelaki hensem (JENSEN!) kat desktop ni pun dah boleh buat saya kenyang! hahaha~

#4  Kemas rumah

Kemas rumah adalah satu aktiviti yang win-win situation.

sebab kalu kemas (such as mopping and vacuuming) nanti akan terpeluh DAN nanti disayangi oleh ibubapa! hahahahaa~ (bukan zero sum gain ye rakan²)
kalau rumah bersih, keluarga bahagia dan dapat elak dari penyakit!! hahahahaa!!

#5  Bila makan sentiasa rasa serba salah

tak kesahlah serba salah dekat sapa² pun. tapi slalunya I rasa serba salah dekat diri sendiri.
usaha yang diusahakan selama berbulan², takkan nak biarkan macam tu je. kan?!

#6  Buat² tak reti masak (in my case; memang tak reti masak)

ini memang lumrah I, I tak reti masak, jadi kurang benda nak dimakan.
Kalu reti masak pun, buat² tak reti masak untuk seketika. hahahaa~
dan elakkan ada adik yang reti masak. kang bila dia masak mesti nak makan jugakkan?!

#7  Selalulah exercise 15 minit sekali sehari.

Dekat rumah ni ada mesin exercise kat atas tu. Tapi ada satu cara yang mudah untuk exercise untuk masa 15 minit tu (eh! 15 minit tu lama tau nak tunggu dia habis) ialah marah@sedih. Bila kita marah ke sedih ke, jangan pergi makan pulak!
Pergi exercise instead! Pergi lari² sambil nangis² kat atas tu. hahahaa~
nanti lagi bertenaga! dan dapat release stress.

#8  Elakkan tengok cerita makan².
Ini selalu terjadi pada I, bila I tengok cerita yang ada unsurkan makanan sedap. Mula-lah tu!
Macam² nak makan.
Cerita TV macam Jalan² Cari Makan, Ho Chak, China's Food All Over The World dan sebagainnya.
Sekali ada tengok cerita How I Met Your Mother pasal diaorang craving for burger, sekali I pun craving for burger! haih~ besar betul pengaruh media.

#9  Sentiasa ada confidence pada diri sendiri
Don't let anyone make you down! Trust yourself! You can do it!
kalu ada orang kutuk² "eh! YOU ni dah nampak berisilah"
anggap jadikan dia motivasi. (nanti kau lagi 2 bulan kau tengok lah! aku kurus bagi kau tengok!)

DIET-ING STARTS TODAY! 

ada satu lagi tips! 
yang korang makan guna pinggan caler biru tau! 
biru dapat menggurangkan selera makan!



ps:ah kau! jangan nak condemn aku pulak!

One Thing That I Realised...

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That I can't even remember the last time yang I sendiri ajak my friends untuk keluar lepak. 

Sebenarnya, I can't remember if I have done that before!

kenapa eh?

every time keluar mesti kena tunggu orang ajak.

tak pernah pun beriya² nak organise outing with friends pun.

mungkin sebab ini lah saya tak ramai kawan?!

haahhaa~ 

but don't worry because I have my best best best best best friends around,

even tak ramai kawan pun. 

but I have someone that I can rely on!

hehee~

Smokin'

Just now,

dalam pukul 9.30malam.

tengah karaoke kat dalam bilik nyanyi² dengan earphone on.

Lepas tu, dengar macam bunyi benda jatuh dari katil. (rolling, rolling, rolling).

I take my earphone off. 

Then I heard no sound at all. (dalam hati; adalah tu benda jatuh. abaikan)

After few moments lepas tu,

bunyi lagi! but I'm not wearing any earphone.

THEN!!!! (ok, I have no words other than "then")

Heard the crackling sound macam buat popcorn guna microwave haritu.

Sekali angkat laptop,

ada thin smoke came out from my laptop!!

I panicked and shut down my laptop.

Pergi tengok TV jap.

Baru bukak balik laptop ni with cooler on pulak kali ni,

tapi kalu kata dah lama tak shut down laptop ni,

tak mungkin sebab semalam I shut down the laptop.

hurmmm......

If, ada nerd herd macam dalam series "Chuck"!!

kan menarik! hahahahahaa~

Chuck!!!!! hahhaaha~

tapi as far as I know, ramai yang ada laptop Acer;

Laptop tersebut dah meninggalkan tuan²nya dengan rela hati. =O

so, Lappy, you have to hang on ya! hehee~

Till Death Tear Us Apart

post kali ni, pasal hospital.

I don't spend much time kat hospital.

jadi tak suka sangat pergi hospital atau pergi melawat.

kalau pergi melawat, satu; mesti tak tau nak cakap ape.

dua; pergi diri belakang pintu dengan harapan orang lain tak nampak kite. hahaa~

tapi; bapak amirah (my bestfriend) masuk hospital.

mak kte tnye;

Ma: Awak tak nak ke teman Mira kat hospital

Fiqa: Nak, tapi...... Fiqa tak reti lah kalu mcm ada dlm situasi mcm ni... nanti fiqa diri blkg pintu lagi..

Ma: Kena lah biasa, nanti kalu mama masuk hospital?

Fiqa: oh! nanti Fiqa diri blkg pintu.

Tak pun, ada 3 org lagi. =D

entahlah,

I used to grow up mcm tu,

kalau pergi rumah orang pun macam tu jugak.

kalau ada kenduri pun macam tu jugak.

don't count me in lah kalu benda² macam ni.

nak bonding dengan orang pun kita susah tau tak!

specially orang tua dan budak² kecik @ babies!

but seriously,

I don't know to show you I really care about you. huhuuu...

ingt lagi, kalau kte kata kita demam ke pening² ke.

nanti mama/papa akan ckp "alah! nanti baiklah tu"

smpai kalu demam pun pegi jgk sekolah.

ada satu hari tu, kte mmg demam agak teruk lah.

stay back kat sekolah; balik rumah mmg baring kat atas sofa tu..

menggigil; tapi klakar. 

bukak kipas sejuk sgt, tutup kipas panas sgt.

jadi end up asyik bukak tutup bukak tutup kipas tu. hahahaa!!!

pastu bapak kte balik dari kerja, baru tau anak dia demam,

bawak pegi klinik; kte dah sihat!!! hahaaa~

doctor tu dengan kejamnya ckp; "tak demam pun! ni mesti nak MC kan?!"

haih~ mmg menyampah tul!

kte tak guna pun MC tu. = p

tapi I'm not blaming in anyone, tapi mmg dah kenyataan...

kitaorg in families pun bukannya slalu nk bonding² sangat pun.

boleh²lah. hehee~

Tapi, bapa Amirah dah meninggalkan dunia pagi tadi. Amirah call.... 

Al-Fatihah. 

ps: maaflah Amirah for not being there and no effort for being there. It just I don't know what to do. Lagipun mi pun paham fi mcm mane. =) (*ok amirah mmg tak baca blog ni*)