Getting Out

Bukan kata saya ni lame ke apa.

but, I really need new adventure, new friends and new environment. Things that challenged me to the top. Current friends boleh maintain, diaorang best. I just really need to be giving more to myself. Put myself out there in the concrete jungle.?? apa²lah kan.. hahahahahaa~

Memang sini met new friends sume, but things getting sangat comfy. Tak mencabar as, kte ni started to be what I used to be. Membencikan. 

Whatever it is. I don't really satisfy with my current state. PIkir lah ape yang korang nak. Negatively or positively. Saya as the owner of the blog kasi. Korang nak speculate ke ape. SPECULATE. Korang sume ada that rights to do so.

KESAH APE! HAHAHAAA~

terasa nak jadi adventure macam miao gemok ni. As the miao gemok boleh refer tu adalah Afiqah Khalid gemok~ hahahahaaa~

Can I be as adventurous as a cat? XD 

=^_^= miao~

Lupa bubuh Topic

 Tengah tetiba teringat ada gambar dalam folder "My Pictures" ada gambar lama-lama waktu kat Segamat dulu. Ada tangkap gambar yang baru kat Shah Alam, tapi tak boleh nak upload sebab x-rated! hahahaa~ So, basically gambar-gambar ni nampak mata kte tak lah sepet mane. tapi tgk gmbr yg senyum tu. Memang mata tak nampak. ^_^

Tapi muka kita memang muka garang la sombong la berlagak lah semua yang tak baik boleh bagi. Tapi takde lah sombong mane kan??! Cuma extra garang je. =D Bila senyum nampak comel je kan?! hahahaaa~ ok, dah tak boleh puji disendiri untuk seminggu... SENYAP!!

Sebenarnya mood masih macam tak stabil. Tapi entah kenapa hari ni rasa AFIQAH KHALID ni extra comel, jadi upload lah gambar. XD

I hate you. When I needed you to be there you just wasn't there. I hate you friend.

Down to the ground

as today progress;

My progress is very slow and devastating. As I'm studying and I started to felt like I was the only stupidest person in the whole world. I just wanted to burst and cry as hard as I can. Cry until my tears run dry. I am really felt down as all is really my fault. I should study earlier when you know that the lecturer is not teaching properly.

All the motivation I've had during diploma was lost in the sea where I can't swim and bring it back. Where currently; I'm still fishing hoping that I'll catch back my motivation with what ever bait I have.

All the nightmares I've wanted to get rid off is coming back. The heart-breaking situation felt today, where I felt like there no one stayed by my side. I was all alone in the dark and gloomy sunshine. When you know who is really your friend and who is not. Where you would see that everyone will run as fast as they can when you in trouble. I understand that situation as people we are allowed to be selfish (a little). 

I wanted to cry my eyes out, but I can't because my room mate is in. ='(

Saya suka merepek

entah kenapa lately suka betul update blog... adakah ini tanda-tanda nya? tanda ape? entah!

ni saya mau bagi tips untuk basuh jam. Begini caranya;

Barang diperlukan;

1x jam tangan yang ingin dibasuh

1x baldi caler hijau

1x sabun basuh baju

satu bundle baju untuk direndam.

contoh jam untuk di basuh. tapi yg left side tu.

Sebelum masuk cerita macam mane nak basuh, meh cerita pasal jam ni. Tu jam kte punye waktu form 4 or 5 tah. dah tak ingat. sangat suka dengan jam tu entah kenapa and takde rasa nak tukar jam baru pun. dah la caler pink ^_^ that jam mahal! waktu beli is RM200 tapi sekarang mesti dah depreciated to zero! takde salvage value ye. (so takyah tolak) hahahahaaa~ tapi yang sebelah tu pinat punye, dia punye jam cost nothing sebab mak dia dapat as a present!

okay, cerita untuk membasuh jam ialah; 

isi baju dalam baldi dan sabun secukup rasa. Selepas itu isi air sampai baju boleh terendam. Lepas tu, guna tangan yang pakai jam, tak kesah kanan ke kiri, saya pakai kiri. Lepas tu silalah masukkan tangan bersama jam celup sekali.Jangan ambil masa yang lama. CELUP paham, CELUP tu kejap je dalam 1 saat.

Jam tu lap dengan kain bersih. Tapi jangan bilas dengan air biasa, just lap je dengan sabun-sabun tu. Insyaallah semua daki dan kotoran akan keluar. Lap sehingga bersih. Jeng jeng jeng, Jam anda akan nampak baru! or memerlukan jam baru? hahahaaa~

TRYING THIS AT YOUR OWN RISK =D

sebenarnya kte dah try. XD

it seems reaksi otak lambat sangat. Dah celup baru perasan.

What makes me fall for you

Okay ini bukan untuk sesiapa or tujukan kepada sesiapa.

Ini terfikir waktu tengah jawap paper FMI tadi (hahahaa~ tak focus pulak)

Sebab DSB tadi sejuk gila nak mampus! serious sejuk gila!!!

I was thinking kalaulah ada laki mane2 tu akan offer diaorg punye jacket (♥_♥) mesti cair punye kat orang tu!! hahahaa~

For me, I'm a person yang senang gila fall for a person, as long dia layan kita baik² dan orangnya pun memang baik kita terus suka orang tu!! Setakat ni, memang la kite slalu ckp yang Jensen Ackles tu hot gila segala, tapi tu untuk entertainment. In reality-nya I do really look at the person's looks sebab honestly kalau orang tu baik dan klakar dan sweet, dia akan nampak hot and comel dan handsome secara automatically!! Inside is more important than outside! (ok, inside pocket pun agak penting XD)

Currently, I'm following ada satu blog ni yang bf and gf kongsi satu blog. Diaorg memang kelakar! hahahaa~ Perempuan tu leceh macam mane pun laki tu pun layan aje. hahahaa~

Tapi things yang buat saya suka awak(generally sape²);

satu; tak smoke

dua; offer your sweater kalau saya sejuk?

tiga; oh! blanja saya ice cream selalu.

empat; jangan cheesy sangat boleh?

lima; saya ni mengada. ahahahahaaa

enam; offer angkatkan barang!!!!

tujuh; nyanyi kan lagu sambil main guitar? hahahaa~

lapan; oh! please be a very protective guy.

sembilan; sayang saya.♥♥♥ XD

So, basically ni just macam things yang teringin waktu ni, hahahaa~ Well, still waiting for you to show up. But a crappy girl like me, mane nak dapat laki yang diidam²kan. =(

What makes me think you hot;

one; perut tak buncit

dua; rambut pendek

san; facial hair

four; tall

lima; suara seksi!!!!

liu; peramah

tujuh; perwatakan yang sangat comel!

eight; lawak

jiu; pakaian kemas~ 
ten; ada jawline yang visible (muka petak!)

Eh, korang nak tau tak!! Both guys in my house dia tak pernah nak ingat about numbers, macam birthdays diaorang tak pernah ingt! Even kita umor berapa pun bapak kte tak tau!!! hari tu boleh dia kata umor kte 15!!! sedangkan 19tahun!!! (few years ago). birthdays kalau tak ingat tu dah tak kesah.

Bascially, takde sape kesah dengan post ni. hahahahaa~ biar! senyap! senyap!!

nanti kte nak tgk, few years more, these things still sama ke tak!

Apabila Stress..

Selain dari update blog,

Jangan lupa bubuh Jensen Ackles jadi wallpaper desktop. =D (♥_♥)

Bila dah buat gambar ni jadi desktop, anda rasa macam ada orang yang teman anda study and jelingan yang sangat manja dah hot!!! ♥♥♥♥

Semangat belajar anda akan menjadi berkobar-kobar~ ♥

Selain itu, silalah makan gula-gula biar jadi hyper sedikit.

Bagi nak mengelakkan mengantuk, sila amek masa 10mins cam-whoring dengan HP tersayang. XD

Esok ada first paper, Financial Market Institution; pukul 2.15ptg.

Ramai² sila doakan; 

AFIQAH KHALID dan rakan² Finance sekalian akan mendapat A++ untuk subject ini. 

Terima kasih sebab doakan. saya sayang semua orang~~!!! ♥♥♥♥

Burning Sensation

Pagi pukul 8.10 sampai di pusat kesihatan UiTM Shah Alam,

Dalam hati berkata;"kena pergi cepat ni, nanti kul 9 nanti ada orang nak amek."
Sekali msg masuk "aku datang awal sket dlm kul 8.30" =.=!!!
isk isk isk.. dengan harapan tak ramai orang,
tengok² no giliran dan orang yang menunggu; I Was "WWWWHHHAAATTT???"
hari ni hari ape?? asal ada ramai orang ni??!!

No giliran 3015, tapi currently 3005~ ='(

selepas dah check segala.
dapat ubat. weee....

kul 8.26am bagus, sempat,
sekali dah msg, dia ckp; "Give me 15mins"
aiyak! baik la.. hahahahaa~

Korang baca tak label tu?
Saya umur 20!! bukan 21 =P
Lepas tu tulis "Tahan Sakit-BILA PERLU". Kalau saya sakit hati?!! boleh?!!
hahahaaa~

ok, kte tak demam pun tapi ada lah sakit tu...
sape yang tau tu SENYAP!! delete kang comment korang!!! SENYAP TAU!!!
STRESS tau tak!!! huhuuuu~
Dah la serang muka!!! oi! muka ni yang slalu dipuji² (publicly and secretly) XD

tapi stress dia lain, sebab slalu menatap muka ni, pastu tetiba macam tu pulak.. 

Dah tak comel (TT___TT)

mungkin adalah dugaan nak final, tapi pedih kak oi!

NUR AFIQAH KHALID mendoakan kamu semua tak sakit seperti saya ok?!

amin cepat!!!!

Doakan juga korang cepat sembuh? eh?! salah.. Dapat jawab Final dan semua yang baca blog ni DAPAT DEAN'S LIST!! (sapa² yang baca je yang kte doakan =P)

ps: burning sensation macam nikmat bunyi dia.. hahahaaa~

Fundamental of Afiqah #5

Dah lama tak buat class ni, student semua bersuka ria sebab tak payah attend class ni ye!!!

Memandangkan sekarang study week, saya akan update pasal "Study"

Ironi!! FMI!!

Pasal study ni memang pantang! Percaya ke tidak, dulu tak pernah nak duduk belajar kecuali tuition or ada orang paksa. Tu pun dapat 2A untuk PMR dan SPM. Masuk UiTM Johor tu memang slalu gak study, tetiba tau macam mane nak study kan?! hahahahaa~ So basically, untuk kita betul² focus untuk study sangatlah jarang or mungkin tak pernah~

Mesti ada gangguan. Contohnya;

1. Facebook - Ini adalah gangguan paling unggul dan saksama. Memang kalau laptop tu on je. memang facebook la jawapannya. Kalau takde internet pun mungkin jadi separa gila.

2. Handphone - Ini punye gangguan tak berapa nak ganggu, sebab tengah mesej² pun boleh juga belajar. Ini adalah satu anugerah.. XD tapi kalu dah start cam-whoring tu bahaya sikit.

3. Cermin -  Ini adalah sangat pantang!! dulu Segamat, pandang kanan or kiri (bergantung duduk belah mana) mesti nampak cermin!!! Cermin ni bahaya sebab nanti duduk depan cermin berjam² studynya tak bergerak²!!

4. Orang - Orang pun gangguan jugak, sebab saya suka bercakap, nanti asyik nak bercakap je. tapi kalau takde orang pun tak stduy gak!!! haish~ ape ni ape?!!! uuurrrggghhh...

5. Bising - Kalau dah padang tu bising, asyik nak tengok diaorg buat ape! ish!

6. Katil - Katil tu semestinya, asyik nak tido je. (T___T)

nota untuk diri sendiri; bila kamu mau serious ni? mana motivasi kamu tu? asyik tercicir je. haih~

CLASS DISMISSED ^_^

Bila dah final datang menjenguk anda.

hoh~ memang stress betul bila dah final ni.

Segala-gala pun jadi emosi. Semua pun nak marah sedangkan stress kat diri sendiri. Lagi-lagi bila tak bermotivasi macam saya. Dah hilang keinginan nak teruskan perjalanan ni. haih~ (mengeluh pulak)..

Bila study sentiasa takde mood, asyik nak orang lain teman segala. ='(

Lepas tu, asyik pegi merayap je. Asyik lapar. Asyik mengantuk. Dulu rajin tul study. Macam mane ni?! Setiap kali study rasa macam nak menangis teresak-esak. Lepas tu, asyik self-torture means physically. Sounds familiar? hahahaaa~ dah buat dulu... In previous entry. Bila stress saya seems to have that habit. Abes lebam-lebam. Orang lain overcome by makan, tapi saya on diet, so takde habit untuk makan.

Bila dah stress; semua orang kena marah, semua orang kena maki. XD

Bila dah final benda pelik-pelik pulak muncul. Issue sikit je nak nangis. (FYI; I do like to cry) boleh bubuh as hobby tak? XD

My best mood kalau motivated gila study is when I'm in love. Pelikkan? and of course bila ditinggalkan pun lagi bermotivasi sangat tinggi! serious! asyik menghadap buku dan calculator. Pelik? tapi benar. =)

Ini expresi apa? Sedih ke serious ke stress? Ke garang?

Bila saya stress saya suka update blog. >.0

='(

 Here is my hand for you to hold me when I'm sad.

Wish you here right in front of me. Smiling. Cheering me up.

 When no one is there for me, I wish you were here for me.

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Where are you?!

Still waiting for you to show up. 

When oh when?

=(

Faculty Engineering

Memandangkan room mate ialah student civil engineering,

Arnisah aka Kak Nisa no.2.. XD

tadi pegi study kat PTAR 3,

kesimpulannya tak berapa nak best. Tak cukup sejuk macam PTAR 2.

Tak cukup meja macam PTAR 2. hahahahaaa~

tapi takpe. ramai orang boleh cuci mata. =D

ok, tak la cuci sangat, sebab k.nisa bagi kite tempat duduk yang menghadap dinding =.=!!

lepas ni takyah pergi lepak PTAR 3 dah. 

mungkin PTAR 4.. ngeh ngeh ngeh..

lepas tu, kata kat Akak; "Akak, nak naik atas sekali?"

K.nisa; "hah? tapi akk pun tak penah naik... jom lah"

*tekan lif butang 20...*

bila sampai tingkat 20,

naik tangga lagi satu tingkat.

jadi 21!!!

dan saya sampai di puncak bangunan Faculty Engineering! wwweeee~~~

Here few pictures capture~

BEST!! =D

There's something I want to say.....

I wanted so say that....

and also;

further post will be coming to you.............. =D

Attracted to...

guys with suitable facial hair!!!!

Desktop gambar muka mamat ni..

♥Godfrey Gao Yi Xiang♥

Tetiba rasa nak keluarkan statement ni~ 

"Fiqah Khalid officially attracted to guys that have suitable facial hair!!"

Tapi that's the truth.Mungkin sebab abang saya yang hensem tapi buncit tu  ada facial hair.XD

♥Ini ialah abang saya. ni gmbar raya hari tu; =D

♥ This guy pun ada suitable facial hair! and dia pun buncit. adakah? ini sebabnya?!

 Jensen Ackles♥♥♥♥; Ye! tau dia suami orang. tapi biarlah!

and semestinya!! Wilber Pan Wei Bo♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!! heheheheee~

So, basically, lelaki yang ada suitable facial hair memang comel~ eh? comel? ok tak tau!!!!

nak bubuh gambar papa, tapi takde gmbr papa yang comel~ jadi, tak bubuh gmbr papa. =)

yang sikit2 macam Wilber pun kte rasa comel.

so, sape² yang terasa nak tackle saya boleh la grow your suitable facial hair!! 

(kalau ada yg nk lah... XD)

Sepatutnya, saya perlu study. tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi.... dah mengantuk pulak~ sedangkan baru bangun.

Stop saying this word

I get annoyed by anyone who always said the word "Sorry"

say "Sorry" when you really meant it

Say "Sorry" if really necessary.

If it wasn't your fault. STOP SAY "SORRY"

But if really is your fault, you should say "Sorry"

For those who likes to say "Sorry"

please stop it. It annoys me.

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Finding Someone

Actually, tadi baca thestaronline. 

Bila sampai kat business news teringat waktu diploma part 4, minat gila based on our economic condition, things that affect stock prices, any announcement semua. Everything seems very interesting. 

The first person I started to talk about this serious issue dengan Kak Nisa!!!

dia akan kongsi semua benda yg dia tau and ape lecturer ajar kat class and that time dia part 6.

and honestly, I'm searching people that can talk current issues with me, besides sports. =D

Seminar Viva - time part 4. <3

selain dari itu, semestinya azrina, ummul, pinat (kadang2), my both parents and not to forget abang! (FYI; abg kandung and dia still single) <= mcm pernah promote dia seblum ni kat previous entry.

And pinat is a very fun person to talk to sebab dia punye thinking lain dari kita so, she makes me think more. 

Kalau balik rumah, mesti nak bincang pasal current issue yang baca online and tak berapa nak paham tu. =)

room mate pun org engineering, dia tak berapa nak minat tapi she's a good listener. =D

If, I find someone yang boleh talk these stuffs kan best. Borak berjam² pasal semua benda ni.. memang best gila! dulu pernah jugak bincangkan hal ni sekali dengan sakinah awsem. hahaa~ pun best gak! she knows a lot of stuffs.

and kalau balik rumah side mak kte. pun best, sbb mesti punye sentuh pasal finance. =D

and byk tul smiley =D mmg suka sgt. XD (ok, lagi)

Gmbr Megat waktu kecik and comel;

 Megat dah besar dan busuk dan mengada.

hoh!!

If you asks me...

I've would say "YES" =D

Loves when the feeling comes back. =D

Bothering me.

 I don't get it.

Menjadikan sebuah universiti unggul yang berteraskan kesarjanaan dan kecemerlangan akademik bagi menerajui dinamisme dalam semua bidang profesional bertaraf dunia  supaya terlahir graduan yang berdaya saing, global dan beretika.

Mempertingkatkan keilmuan dan kepakaran dalam semua bidang menerusi penyampaian program profesional, penyelidikan serta penglibatan khidmat masyarakat yang berlandaskan kepada nilai-nilai murni dan etika keprofesionalan.

Seseorang individu mampu berusaha untuk mencapai kecemerlangan melalui pemindahan ilmu serta penerapan nilai-nilai murni bagi melahirkan graduan profesional yang berperanan membangunkan diri, ilmu, masyarakat dan negara.

From what I can see; it's so far to get there. Why make these empty promises?

why should be a discrimination? I really don't get it.

can anyone tell me why? 

I'm open to read and know more the reasons.

=0

=.=

Nak update ape eh?

update ape?

eh? eh? eh? eh?

ok, taktau nak update ape.

update ni je lah. ok tak? 

muahahahahaa~

When I...

When I felt like I've felt everything that I should,

I've met all those weird people with weird thinking and all you've ever encounter.

but sometimes, all those things you've think you've encountered, it's not just that and a lot more.

When, I watched Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 3,

makes me think, that when you have this special bonding with these person but nothing more,

and suddenly, you've felt like you've been stabbed on your back with an arrow.

it felt so pain where I could still felt it right now. I've felt this before back in form 3.but that just childish thinking and someone is being "fire stone"... 

Currently, It was so hurt to think or remembered it back. All those special bonding was not there anymore. I've never think anything more because I know all these people said is wasn't true. Never be true. and I even don't want it to be true.

I've have few crush on someone, confessing which I called that an experiment.

Been heart-broken once, and thanks for that at least I know how it felt. 

being stabbed from behind; also been there.

oh! I've never been stalked before.. so,yeah. stalkers! 

I've stalked a lot of people. believe me A LOT!.

When you've think you've seen it all. Think back, because you've haven't.

and that "statement" bothers me a lot!! wow! thanks! =(


entry for stalker to stalk. =D

Why I like blogging?

1. Let people know you more

By having a blog, and treat it as the blog is your friend that always listens everything and never talks back. People could know you just by reading it. People would understand what kind of thinking you have and people can know how phony you are.

2. I could express almost everything.

By having a blog,  I could express almost anything without specifically mention the problem. Because I'm the only one could understand =D (which could be a problem after 2years)

3. People will read and then think that post must be about them.

By having blog, we could indirectly says things about you. After that, you'll start thinking that the blog post is for you. I've insult sarcastically in my previous blog. and you know what?! It works miraculously effective! The issue and trouble I'm having throughout the semester is solved!. When the person reads and correct it instantly! Wow!! I love technology.

4. Like my diary because I always forgets!

By having blog, I could remember things that I will forget. By writing them and later read them out, I suddenly could remember the situation or not.

5. Let my friends know what happened to me.

By having blog, I could let my friends that don't have the time, or money, or any communication tools to know what is happening and I'm thinking so my friends wouldn't felt too far from me. =D Wouldn't felt that you've ignored me completely.

6. People can stalk me. XD

By having blog, IF I have a stalker, feel free to stalk me because I let you. XD

and I can stalk people too! <3

7. I could remind myself

By having blog, I could remind myself about who am I before. If I insult or kutuk anyone for being anything I don't like. AND if in the future I done the same thing, I would understand why. AND I could make it a new post entry! =)

and by reading my blog, I let you to manipulate the words, think what ever you think I'm saying.

I let all of you to comment anything. I let you to think bad things about me. I let you to insult me if you want to. =D

Happy Reading and make your own conclusion =)

At first..

Akhir² ni, banyak pulak issue dia.

At first, I'm so touched that I could bring something you all of you.

I would never thought a simple and nothing special personality could meant something to all of you.

I repeat. I WOULD NEVER THOUGHT!

As time goes by, I could see how special all of you to me,

But, it is my decision, I wanted it so badly. 

It just you guys don't understand and don't think what is the best for me.

I was told that not to tell any of you guys about the decision until I get it.

but I couldn't stand and I felt that is better I told all of you for preparation.

It's a part of life. you shouldn't be selfish to yourself.

I have my desire too.

and now, specifically to YOU, that I'm badly hurt by those words you've typed.

it's like I don't have feeling at all~

It wasn't easy for me too. YOU are so inconsiderate..

every time I think about what you've had thought of me,

I'll cry. 

I'm such a cry baby. ='(

Dulu, org slalu kata;

kalau nak rasa campus life, 

Pegi UiTM Shah Alam tu...

Tapi, saya dah sampai kat UiTM Shah Alam,

and still wondering, apa yang campus life-nya??

hmm...

If anyone know, please tell me.

Reality-nya

Malas gile, takde mood nak update blog.

Macam ada benda nk cerita tapi dah lupa :D

tapi experienced kena buat CD untuk mandarin tu~

nak taknak kena rasa jugak buat movie tu.. huhuuu~

so, kteorg ada 6 org satu group.

memang klakar gila!!

susah; asyik lupa/salah dialog.

but I'm working with fun person and serious too!!

Lucky me!!! diaorg memang gempak lah!!

kat KL Sentral..

KLCC

Additional Exhibition kat Galeri Petronas!! =D

memang asyik tergelak je.. XD

korang memang terbaiklah.

this memory I don't want to erase it. One of the best ever!!