Fundamental of Afiqah #7

It's been awhile. :)


Weird. Pelik.


This class is all about me. and me only! :D

This time topic is about; "Betapa peliknya Afiqah"

1. Telur dadar mentah. boleh makan lagi.

Haritu explorace, minum telur dadar mentah. yum. sedap :9 telur, black pepper dan garam. cukup. dan sedap :D hahaha! takde muntah balik pun. hmm. muka orang tu terkejut gila. bhahahahaa~!

2. kalau berdengkur, saya tahu.

selalunya bila study dekat library dan dah start mengantuk, akan start tidur. tapi setiap kali tidur dekat library mesti berdengkur. dan waktu berdengkur saya perasan. hahaha!

3. tak suka pijak rumput.

kalau berjalan dengan budak-budak ni, diaorg suka pijak rumput. saya tak suka pijak rumput mungkin sebab tau kucing berak dekat rumput. so, tak nak pijak taik kucing. bhahaa.

4. suka bila takde orang.

cuti seminggu tak balik. saya rasa sangat aman dan tenang. takde rasa sedih sebab sunyi. cuma takde orang nak cakap. so, probability untuk bercakap dengan diri sendiri sangat tinggi! bhahahaa! takde orang pun. bhahaha! tak iron tudung pun tak terserempak dengan sesiapa pun.

5. cakap sorang-sorang

Selalunya frustrated bila takde sape nak dengar apa yang diperkatakan. habit bercakap dengan diri sendiri dah jadi macam kebiasaan sangat. so, bagi abang saya, perbuatan ini adalah pelik.

6. don't like to impress people

saya jenis yang kalau orang kata saya bodoh, bodoh la. takde nak buat effort ke apa. biarkan orang dengan perasaan mereka. bhahaha! but seriously, I don't like to impress people. tak kesah la sape pun orang tu. mungkin kalau nak bekerja kena-lah impress boss. I'm a person yang lebih suka jika tunjukkan dari percakapan. tapi waktu macam ni, baru boleh nampak betapa orang tu pandang rendah dekat kita. 

7. phobia on flying insects and animal

oh. binatang seperti rama-rama, burung, belalang dan serangga lain yang terbang atau separa terbang membuatkan saya sangat takut. bhahaha! semua pun nak spray dengan sheildtox.

8. saya bercakap dengan kucing

bagi bukan pengemar kucing mungkin rasa pelik. tapi pengemar kucing akan rasa ia adalah perkara yang normal. :D berborak dengan kucing dan berpura-pura dia memberi respon juga adalah normal. bhahaha!

9. suka benda yang tak ramai orang suka

saya ngn adik meminati benda atau artist atau trend yang bukan "hot" in the market. kami lebih suka yang tak ramai orang kenal. macam sekarang kami berpindah ke youtube dahulunya dari K-Pop. bila dah ramai suka k-pop kami tinggalkan hiburan yang itu. berpindah sekarang :D

10. cepat sangat tak ingat

eh. ini bukan pelik. ini namanya hilang ingatan. bhahaha! selalunya lepas publish dia jadi ingat-ingat lupa. :P sebab dah luahkan. selalunya begitu. bhahaaa! 


11. sos cili
kalau ada air perisa sos cili macam dekat cafe petro. saya beli! bhahaha! serious ni serious. *muka serious*

macam ada lagi. kene pikir lagi ni. tapi sebenarnya macam pernah tulis je entry macam ni. 

definition of weird differs from one and another. this is what people think that I'm weird.

Those who know me, knows how weird I am. hahahaaa.

Random: sometimes, I could see thing that gonna happen but yet I never believe myself. 

Stop it!

Biasalah manusia, mana pernah nak puas?

betul tak? dah kata nafsu memang begitu. yes. memang kebanyakkan orang macam tu. saya pun begitu. ada masanya kita akan rasa.. eh kan best kalau macam itu macam ini.. tapi saya ada terjumpa dengan orang yang belum pernah lagi saya dengar perkataan itu dari mulut dia sendiri. baru je add dia dekat Facebook. the way dia tulis entry blog dia. the way that dia view things. very interesting. dia sendiri sangat interesting. humble I must say :)

Honestly, I'm open. and try to be as open minded as I can. mixing around with other races and religion, I have to stay open minded and have my own stand. they have their point of view. they have their experiences I can't say that they are wrong but changing other people perspective is hard. even myself. I believe in few things. and I still keep holding it all this while because I believe in it.

1. I always believe of the power of TECHNICAL ANALYSIS! lecturers and all those expert people around mesti cakap technical analysis is bull****. it's so hard to accept that fact! seriously. very hard! (T_T)

2. I believe that somewhere out there, there are people who believe in kindness. doing things for people and themselves without thinking about profit. Where I believe regardless what race or religion you are. Doing for the sake of committee without thinking about profit. those people really exists. 

for those who really think that their life suck. just look around. look hard. and think hard. you actually is the most luckiest person alive. What ever decisions that you've made. there always a gold lining behind the cloud. hahaha! gold! gold! :P

And I'm trying hard to appreciate more of my life and hope all of you too! :)

Judge me.

Today, I'm thinking that I want to change my blog title. 

kita sebagai manusia memang tak boleh nak lari dari prasangka atau first impression atau judgement. tak kira dari segi apa sekali pun. 

sini saya nak sahut cabaran untuk menerima segala judgement anda semua. being open minded is the key to unity. :) accepting what ever your opinion when reading my entry and for those who really know are free to tell me anything and your judgement towards me.

tapi entah kenapa mesti macam marah kalau orang tu ingat saya ni MPP, JKPS atau apa-apa berkaitan dengan itu! bhahaha! oh. lecturer ingat saya committee member untuk Persatuan Finance. bhahaha!

oh ini memang dari diploma orang stereotype. ada orang sampaikan dekat saya, "fiqa ada orang tnya kte, fiqa jalan sorang-sorang mcm takde kawan". this is how I view things. jalan sorang-sorang menunjukkan anda boleh berdikari dan tidak bergantung kepada orang itu. kalau nampak orang yang selalu bersama-sama, dah macam KAU TAKDE KAWAN LAIN KE? hahaha. betul tak? at least you have wide choices of friends berbanding kau ada orang je kawan kan? hahahaha! orang yang sama. BOSAN~! kalau clothes pun nak variety of choices why not friends pun begitu? kan? :D

NOTE: sapa-sapa yang singgah blog ini, heee. you can judge me. I won't care. I'll accept that as a challenge. :D

tapi sangat challenging kalau nak sugar diet! (T__T) susah! lagi banyak sugar kte makan/minum! (T_T) 

My Achievement

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FAIL! EPIC FAIL!
those who are friends with me on Facebook probably saw these earlier. :)
this is the list that I wanted to achieve during a week holiday.

which a week has gone. this is the only task that I can get it done! of course the first two days I could have my plenty of sleep. then I clean up my room twice! need to be done! I didn't accomplish anything related to exercise (T_T) then half way study. Library was closed and I did iron clothes for this week! :D

A week seems so short for me! and believe it or not I love the silence! :D it was so peaceful! :D not scary at all! :D except the cockroaches!

and over the semester break! Mel mel accompany me! this is a funny picture of her! bhahahaha!

she almost drank my MILO! :/ she sleep over my room and having lunch and dinner at my room too! :) sweet cat! :D now she is mother-to-be! :D and I was studying at time this cat needs attention. =.=''

Then meet this glassy eyed cat! she has a galaxy in her eyes! mesmerizing! super duper cute and adorable! at first she is nice and behave. now.. errr.. not that behave at all. and she is very sloppy for a cat!

note: I hate myself for having those negativity! :'(

Brave Enough

Yes, when the mouth is talking doesn't mean the person is brave. the person is brave when the action is been taken. Just now I found a blog. Someone I knew. Reading every words that she is writing, I which I have that guts to write like that. I have a lot of issues to be taken considered by human being. but I don't have guts. I never did and probably never does. ok that is negativity. plus, I'm not that good in writing anyway. Each time I press the icon "Blogger: Dashboard" on top of my Google Chrome I usually become clueless. nothing to writes. 

but meet me personally, I'll talk non-stop for few days! especially when that person is with me in the same page! 

and maybe I'll be brave enough to write an e-mail to Dato' Dr. Faiz regarding my opinion.

ps: maybe I should take to consideration. Friends only not more than that. Because it hurts sometimes. 

Things.

Problems is every where. It just how you actually handle the problem at matters. A thing about me, I like to observe, I like to make my own assumptions based on my perspective but of course I can't tell everyone that. writing this down would help a little. on my thinking. :D

but apart of that, I know that somewhere somehow there is a pure hearted person, not thinking for their own psychical rewards but spiritual rewards indeed. so, my mission is still on! pakcik! you can't influence me!

I'm on a mission on my own. Not everyone knows about it. and a thing that I really believe in. no matter what people say. no matter how the situation treat me badly. I miraculously really believe it. 

The thing is, I really fight for all of you. but few of them really shows effort. I know I'm not a prime minister but keep moving forward and please change. 

and a status update not regarding SIFE, It is about you. evey time every time. I don't know why.

Entry ape?

huhuu~ banyak benda berlaku dalam 2 hari tak tulis entry. hehee. sebab memang tak sempat. dah outing sampai petang, pastu dah penat, tidur petang dah pergi meeting malam tu pulak. 

but I really love this sebab all this while belajar je. macam mane nak jawap final questions. tapi kali kene kaji macam mane nak jawap real life situations! This is really what I wanted for. :D

I always keep thinking that my decision was right! :) How much I really appreciated this phases of life and feel grateful for everything. I don't care I'll make the same decision over and over again. 

Mel mel tidur 2 hari dah bersama. comel mel mel itu. bhahaha! dia tidur dekat kaki, bila terjaga dia tidur bawah. lepas tu terjaga lagi cari dia tak jumpa. rupa-rupanya dia tidur dekat sebelah belakang :D comel gila! serious comel! dah la tak allergic dengan dia dan mel mel tak kacau orang tidur :)

oh. takde update pasal tsunami or earthquake sebab saya tidur. bhahahaa! so, tak tau.

ok ni gambar haritu outing dengan SIFE! :) ni terjumpa dekat MARA :D baca! baca!

hehee. Sikap pra sangka. tapikan kalau korang nampak kte amek nasi sikit tu betul la diet. bhahahaa! tapi kalu nampak kte senyum tu. maknanya saya memang sedikit gila. hahaha! tapi mari kita amek ikhtibar! :D

ni pulak dekat pejabat agama. tapi rasanya diaorang pakai ni jugak. sebab siap dengan kerusi lagi. cool tak? sebab dah lama tak jumpa typewriter macam ni. :D

setakat ni je kot nak tulis. ada lagi ke? oh! mel mel tidur dengan saya 2 malam dah! :D mak angkat. mak kandung balik rumah. bhahahaa! tapi dia tak kacau tidur. tapi kuat makan n minum. (T__T) asyik abes je air dia. haih~ 

oh! harini besday mak saya dan kakak kembar dia! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! AND WAN DAH! :D <3 <3 <3

Can't make it

I'm sorry that I could have time to complete my journal due to buzy-ness. I have pictures to share but that will have to wait. 

I would say thank you for helping me this much. I'm learning. and you've helped me a lot.

I looked younger then them. why? because I'm so timid and lower self-confidence than you guys. that real story. 

Entry Cuti Mid-Sem di UUm #3

Selamat Pagi UUM! :D

Harini bangun extra pagi. sebab? kena pergi CEDI dan outing. :) sepanjang malam ada kucing tido dekat tepi kepala. Kalau tak muat, dia akan muatkan. bubuh kepala pun jadilah. tak pun tangan tu dekat muka =.=''' memang comel. tapi annoying. paham tak? bhahahaa! bila pergi mandi, ajak bubuh dia dekat luar. biar dia main kejap. dia tak main langsung. hmmm.. dia sepanjang hari kene duduk luar. sebab sepanjang hari takde dekat bilik. oh. jerawat penuh muka ni. (T_T). 

ok, mungkin memang nervous nak outing. tapi we have to face our fear. tak la fear sangat sebenarnya uncertainty. perkara begini yang saya suka push myself. tak suka macam mane pun sebab tak pernah buat I'll force myself this once! sebab kalau asyik lari je.. sampai bila? kan?

so. turns out my day outing with SIFE NEDPRO was super fun! mula-mula memang nervous jumpa orang luar. tapi dah lama-lama ok dah :) not that awkward anymore! and really sees the real situation out there! berguna gila weyh! kalau nak membangunkan negara! :D Penat memang penat pergi jenjalan dekat alor star. tapi tetiba dapat ICE CREAM MCD! sebenarnya takde niat pun. tapi tetiba han ming sebut! GGRRRR teringat pulak pasal ice cream! (T__T)

besok outing lagi.  :)

ada gambar tapi malas nak upload! :)
tu je! jumpa esok! :)

Entry Cuti-Mid Sem di UUM #2

FYI: saya tulis entry ni, in different hours. so. hahahaa! nasib la! setiap perenggan setiap kali tulis entry. 

Sebelum ni tak buat macam ni, tapi lepas ada orang tu pergi sebut pasal masuk bilik. T.T jadi macam ni. erk. =.=''

ok. hari ni bangun awal sikit. ada macam sedikit nightmare. bhahaa! ok. creepy la mimpi tu. semalam tido awal. tapi tengah tunggu email. masih belum dapat. 

oh. sambung study international finance. errr. rasanya bulan itu mahu datang. study international finance pun boleh emo! :O now I understand macam mane USD jadi main currency. dia jadi tetiba nak marah dekat US =.='' tapi sedangkan diaorang pandai seek for the opportunity kan? hmmm.... 


dan saya dah start teringat. saya suka bercakap sorang-sorang. I remembered my childhood memories. and saya suka cakap dengan diri sendiri dalam pelbagai bahasa, contohnya, bahasa melayu, ingeris, mandarin dan kadang-kadang canto! :O


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dan semua itu dusta je. ok je. =.='' you with your words. =.=''


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Harini lunch masih RM.170! oh! jimat~ jimat~! :) waktu amek lauk, terjumpa kucing comel! comel gila! gila comel! bawak dia balik bilik kinat, pergi mandikan dia! tak bawak hp. so.. errr.. takde gambar :P sekarang dia dekat bilik. atas katil tengah tdo. nama dia nak bagi "Casanova" nape? sebab dia sweet gila! dia mintak peluk! bila letak dia atas peha, dia bubuh both hands dia dekat tengkuk!~ mintak peluk! sambil cium dagu!!! <3


ok. kucing ni rasa annoying! dah orang study pun nak tdo dekat peha! grrr! and allergic dekat dia. muka gatal2. dah macam seafood pulak =.='' tapi dia comel! haih~

Ini rupa dia tidur atas peha waktu tengah study. dah macam ni tak nak mengalah =.=''

so, bila dah pukul 5 petang, pergi bilik kinat, bagi mel mel makan. punctual betul mel mel. dia dah ada dekat depan bilik. tapi tinggalkan casanova dekat luar. dia pergi berak ngn kencing. pastu pergi kawan dengan semua kucing yang ada. sedangkan semua kucing tak nak kawan pun dengan dia. buat muka tak kesah =.='' haih. bila balik dari bilik kinat, ada lagi kucing casanova ni. tak kene pukul or buli pun. mungkin sesuai betul nama dia. 

tetiba terfikir, kenapa tetiba nak tulis panjang-panjang dekat blog? dah tau dah kenapa. sebab dekat sini sorang takde orang nak ajak borak. so... kte tulis dekat blog dengan harapan blog ni dengar apa yang kte cakapkan. erk. tulis... jadi betullah takde sape boleh hidup keseorangan dalam dunia. everyone is busy with themselves tak perlu kacau diaorg kan? :D


oh. burb. alhamdulillah dah dinner. roti dan mushroom soup. rupa-rupanya si kucing ni pun makan roti =.=' dah kene kongsi dengan dia! haih.. dia asyik mengiau. tapi taktau dia nak ape. dah makan. dah membuang. hmm... 

Ini rupa dia mintak makan! dengan mata macam tu. erk. sapa nak kata; "hep tak boleh?" sweet gila! taktik taktik! O_o

Ada lagi tak? agak-agak? macam tak. nantilah publish :)


tadi dapat news. esok outing! :D

Entry Cuti Mid-Sem di UUM #1

tetiba rasa nak buat journal as my memory and maybe kongsi dengan orang lain yang berminat :) 

hari ni hari kedua stay di UUM keseorangan. okey tak la sorang pun. just semua member pun balik. so kira sorang la. pergi beli makanan pun sorang. mari kongsi segala benda nak kongsi di entry ini :) mungkin lain kali perlu gambar. tunggu entry lepas ni lah.

Hari Khamis malam, kawan-kawan semua dah berangkat pulang ke rumah masing-masing. tukang hantar je la. bhahaaa. tapi terus terang takde perasaan sedih ke ape. takde perasaan pun. hmm.. ye saya alien. bhahaha! pastu, malam tu tak buat pape selain online dan kemas bilik. dah lama tak kemas almari tu. kesian. dah lipat tapi sumbat masuk je. sebab dah takde masa! kadang-kadang tak sempat pun nak lipat. (T_T) balik bilik untuk tdo je. ape pun tak sempat. kesian rumate. hehehee~

Hari Jumaat, bangun pagi, mandi. hari tu masih ada orang lain dekat floor sebab diaorg balik petang tu. mungkin takde ticket bas atau ada agenda lain. tak kesah pun. tengahari pergi beli makanan dekat MISC. lauk dia satu meja je. tapi sedap! selalunya 4 meja ye. bhahaha! pergi makan dekat bilik Kinat tunggu mel mel. tapi dia takde. haih~ lepas makan. start study.. sampai petang, teringat dekat mel mel. tapi petang tu hujan. pergi jugak tengok mel mel. ada dia tunggu depan pintu kinat. alah, sedihnya tengok dia. bagi dia makan. dia lapar. lepas tu ajak dia datang bilik dia tak nak. =.=' maklumlah dia dah kenyang. haih~ malam tu makan roti dengan sardin cili tomato. sedap! oh! malam tu takde lampu dekat koridor. tak keluar bilik. bhahaha! malam tu sambung study pastu tido.

Hari ni hari Sabtu. bangun pagi mandi. bukak lampu toilet dah macam rumah sendiri pulak =.=' tapi tak kesah. semalam dah bersihkan toilet sebab makcik cleaner cuti. lepas mandi, lipat baju yang basuh semalam. pastu pegi cari mel mel lagi. takde. =.='' pergi beli makanan, tunggu mel mel kat bilik kinat, pun takde. =.='' balik dari makan pegi sidai baju dekat ampaian. hey! ampaian kosong! weee! bhahahaa! sambung study. bila nak pergi amek baju petang tu, ada monyet dating pulak! diaorg datang attack. kacau diaorg dating lah tu. so.. errr.. masuk bilik balik. ikut jalan jauh sikit amek baju. pastu tulis entry ni. lepas tu nak sambung study "Applied Statistic"..


ok. petang tepat pukul 5 keluar bilik pergi bilik kinat nak bagi mel mel makan. dia takde. so jalan2 pegi blok A dan B. buat banci penduduk kucing dekat sana. tengok diaorg macam lapar. pergi bilik blok F. amek makanan kucing. bukak je pintu. mel mel pun muncul! bagi dia makan. kunci pintu dengan mel mel dalam bilik. pastu pergi bagi kucing makan. pastu lepak dengan mel mel. dia lapar betul. pastu dia tidur sebelah, saya main game. :D


pastu balik mandi. makan malam. menu sama macam dinner semalam. roti dan tuna cili tomato. dah nak abes. esok boleh dinner mushroom soup! rasanya kene diet gula! rasanya makan banyak sangat gula. :(


rasanya takde benda menarik akan berlaku. jadi PUBLISH!

Paper+Pen =

Things that I do this semester.

paper.

pen.

errr. What do you think it is?

due to my memory problem, I need to do this everyday.

here!

I wrote thing that I have to do or else I'll forget. =.=''

yes. I'm that old. =.='' 

sometime after this, probably I'll forget who am I. bhahaa!

and lately I always get "Hi" from people in the campus, but I really can't remember who he/she is. =.='' 

I'M GETTING WORST!

even I forget to attend class!! seee!!! MY PROBLEM IS GETTING WORSE!

but yet, I have friends reminded me that I have class on Monday and Thursday at 3.30 :D

love them!! :DDD

and I always mixed up with the days! when tomorrow is Monday, I thought it was Tuesday! then when Tuesday comes, I thought that day is Friday =.='' SEEEE!!!!

Priceless

There were people out there just wanted to graduate as early as they can. this is the moment I looked back on my past and my decisions I've made. I won't say that I regret in my own action by being so introvert in high school and diploma years, at least I get what I wanted.  :') I'm so thankful of that. 

I would say that my experience here is priceless! meeting with new people and encounter all kind of situation. dealing with myself and others. Honestly, whenever I walk back to my DPP alone, I will miss this university. I know that current university is not the top 10 IPT in Malaysia but I really grateful on making this decision. Yes. there are flaw everywhere, but the people and friends in it makes me so happy. :D

I've met cool people and nice people around. I'm really gonna miss this place. I know I have another 1 year here. believe me. A year is a very short period of time. I'm experiencing everything for the first time. Even how hard my head is pushing it away, I'm forcing myself to do it anyway. There is a lot of unexpected things happened. study in the nature and close to nature is very relaxing. I don't really care about the entertainment that much. 

I don't care. This experience is priceless and I really love it here. :'D

and after 26th April there will be a special and priceless entry! :D 

SPRING FEST!!! :DDDDDD

Mid-sem break

Sepanjang cuti mid sem! FREE tersangat untuk update blog! bhahahaa!

dah siap kemas semalam. Pagi tadi bukak cupboard. terkejut! bhahaaa! dah kemas! dulu tak sempat nak kemas. lipat2 terus bubuh dalam cupboard tu! ni dah lawa dan kemas :)

ni sebab semalam dah kemas bilik bosan. tak nak start study lagi. so, pergi browse dekat 9gag. saje. sebab dah abes baca semua icanhascheezburger. bhahahaa! lepas ni nak start bukak buku :)

referring to the picture. I'm that idiot and weird! bbahahahaa!

Quick Advice

If you want to change, 

look back once in a while,

If you want to change,

Do it alone.

If you want to change,

make sure that you are full-hearted!

If you want to change, 

make sure that you want to prove to yourself.

Change for improvement! :)

Some people say that if we want to change, don't look back. For me, we should look back. We should look in our past to see from where we from, how far we changed. At times we should feel good at ourselves and see how much good or bad we've changed. whether you like it or not. 

Why I said that do it alone. Whenever you want to change, don't ever bring someone with you. because believe me that the person will holds you down. I'm not saying that you shouldn't be friends with them anymore. But if you want to move forward, make sure you move as far as you can. Dragging a luggage with you will holds you down. 

Make sure you want to change is for you. not for someone else to see. Make it for your own sake and future. and of course God because giving you opportunity to breathe each future second. 

Change for yourself! :)

Happy Holiday! :D 

Doubt

meh cerita sikit pasal "doubt" ni. 

saya jenis yang tak percaya dekat diri sendiri dan tiada self-confidence. tapi sebabkan azam baru, "I want to believe myself that I can do". tapi disini macam lari sikit. I can't lead myself. nanti lagi sesat dan penat nak mampus. mungkin tu perumpamaan; malu sesat jalan. tapikan. dah sesat yang ada dekat situ pun rumput dan dinding, kucing pun takde! macam mane nak tanya?!

nak dibuatkan cerita. harini hari exercise. bhahaa! ada jumpa dengan lecturer comel blajar mcm mane nak guna SPSS tu. dekat DKG 6, fakulti sains quantitative. nak cakap tak pernah pergi DKG 6, dah selalu sangat sem lepas. dah tau hujung ke hujung. tapi BOLEH SESAT?! haih~ fiqa fiqa~ dah la sesat confident pulak bangunan tu hujung sekali! dah sampai hujung tak jumpa, pergi pulak hujung sekali belah lain! tak jumpa tengah-tengah!!! =.=''' 

ni terasa nak exercise sem break tak balik nih :D

oh! jangan lupa beli roti! :) sebab saya suka roti sebenarnya :D

malam ni meeting, malam esok pun meeting! 

byE!

It was yesterday

It was yesterday, we went out for dinner! :)

oh yea! yesterday was April fool. 

and it was yesterday, I've walked at the same road but noticed a lot of difference just in a day! :O 

Whether all those stuffs been there and I just noticed it. there is a flower on the path :) and weirdly makes me smile. :)

it was just this bunch. not much. but today, there's not more this beautiful flower anymore.

Later that night, we went out. 4 cars! :) NEDPRO members! :D can click to enlarge :) 
it was super duper fun! :D and a lot of laughter! I'm glad I went out with them :D 

Finally, it was just now. I was in the class. MMSed this picture to my mom :D and I know that pimple or what ever scar on my face. I don't care. bhahahaa! 

oh. bila susah sibuk mintak tolong, bila nak tengok pun tak kasi. hmph. fine. percayalah orang takkan nak tanya or mintak dah. I'll never mentioned it anymore. berlagak! oh! kalau nak mintak tolong, memang tak dah la! berlagak!